...but then again, it just may be.
click: i would be sad. [the avett bros, duh!]
[chorus]: ...i like how the song starts with the chorus.
i would be sad because you left me all alone.
i would be sad because the lies that you had told.
i would be sad because i got left by a girl that i adore.
i would be sad because the love i had before.
i meant what i said when i said i would settle down with you although i know it's not something that you were asking me to
do.
and i know we are young but we won't always be, so marry me; lets not be that predictable young couple changing, moving on.
but i can tell by watching you that theres no chance of pushing through.
the odds are so against us; you know most young love it ends like this.
[chorus]
i meant what i said when i said i would rearrange my plans and change for you.
you know me; i've always been the kind with easy confidence.
confident enough to honestly beleive that nothing out there stopping me especially not someone who's not loving me.
now listen here i told you i could live on with out loving you.
i was bluffing then, but it seems that just might have been the truth.
"well my dad told me, "one day son, this girl will think of what she's done and hurting you will be the first of many more
regrets to come."
and he said, "if she doesn't call, then it's her fault and it's her loss."
i say, "it's not that simple see, but then again it just may be."
my mom's been telling me this priceless piece of advice since i was in sixth grade balling in the hallway about a boy named jason pearn breaking up with me.
"HE DUMPED MEEEE!!!" -one of my mom's favorite stories to tell.
we "dated" for four months two weeks and six days. don't ask me how i remember, freak, i know.
my mom would also always tell me the following:
-she's proud of me
-i'm smart
-and to do whatever makes me happy
i can't wait to see my family in december!
...i'm gonna be 25 in a month and a day. ahhh.
i did not forgot, the dashboard confessional poster must come down then.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>.
ran out of gas, again.
Sunday, October 31, 2010
the only thing between us.
... is distance.
he should not accept her for who she is.
he should want her madly for who she is.
he should not accept her for who she is.
he should want her madly for who she is.
what do you got...
...if you ain't got love?
i like this part of the song (i mean, i like all of the song, but particularly this part):
at a little wooden cabin
up in northern minnesota
we ran together down to the dock
and you jumped right off it
and from out in the water
you called me to join you
and i said baby i cannot swim
if i jump i’ll surely drown you
you said life has no limit
if you’re not afraid to get in it
and oh baby i jumped to you
since then there’s nothing i can’t do
i’m never gonna give you up
what do you got if you ain’t got love
i like this part of the song (i mean, i like all of the song, but particularly this part):
at a little wooden cabin
up in northern minnesota
we ran together down to the dock
and you jumped right off it
and from out in the water
you called me to join you
and i said baby i cannot swim
if i jump i’ll surely drown you
you said life has no limit
if you’re not afraid to get in it
and oh baby i jumped to you
since then there’s nothing i can’t do
i’m never gonna give you up
what do you got if you ain’t got love
Wednesday, October 27, 2010
10.27
Sagittarius - Oct. 27, 2010
Short journeys in your neighborhood, perhaps connected with a group you're associated with, could take up a lot of your time today, Sagittarius. Fascinating and stimulating e-mails or calls could arrive. Books and magazine articles could provide information that sends you in a new direction in some way. Write down your ideas! You will want to remember them all.
MSN Astrology
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Short journeys in your neighborhood, perhaps connected with a group you're associated with, could take up a lot of your time today, Sagittarius. Fascinating and stimulating e-mails or calls could arrive. Books and magazine articles could provide information that sends you in a new direction in some way. Write down your ideas! You will want to remember them all.
MSN Astrology
...
Monday, October 25, 2010
overcast in october.feels like fall.
...and i like it. and the cool breeze accompanying it.
Sagittarius - Oct. 26, 2010
Are you entertaining tonight, Sagittarius? If so, you might be a little worried about what your guests think of your home and your skills as a host. Don't waste any time worrying. A good time will be had by all, including you. Everyone is likely to have a memorable evening. Just do your best, be your usual jovial self, and concentrate on having fun.
...wow. all i gotta say is wow. because i was worried.
the new job is going decent so far. basically, it's completely opposite of the old one (which i'm still working at a couple days a week); 4-5 days at new place, plus school, and covering two raido shows at the moment.
crazy i'm only gonna get two hours of sleep tonight? yes.
but i'll have three more in my car inbetween radio and class.
although if i wasn't doing all this what would i be doing? probably just wasting my time (alone [besides olive] at home).
Sagittarius - Oct. 26, 2010
Are you entertaining tonight, Sagittarius? If so, you might be a little worried about what your guests think of your home and your skills as a host. Don't waste any time worrying. A good time will be had by all, including you. Everyone is likely to have a memorable evening. Just do your best, be your usual jovial self, and concentrate on having fun.
...wow. all i gotta say is wow. because i was worried.
the new job is going decent so far. basically, it's completely opposite of the old one (which i'm still working at a couple days a week); 4-5 days at new place, plus school, and covering two raido shows at the moment.
crazy i'm only gonna get two hours of sleep tonight? yes.
but i'll have three more in my car inbetween radio and class.
although if i wasn't doing all this what would i be doing? probably just wasting my time (alone [besides olive] at home).
Sunday, October 24, 2010
the24 of oct.
Sagittarius - Oct. 24, 2010
A small spark in a dry field is apt to whip the hill into flames, Sagittarius. A raging wildfire may be underway by the end of the day. Know that you're one of the biggest perpetrators, but don't feel badly about it. Fire is destructive but also necessary. Clearing out brush and offering a fresh new place in which new growth can flourish is an important part of the cycle of nature.
MSN Astrology
...click: i and love and you.
>>>>>>>>>>
i'm no longer one color. i'm happy about that.
having a guest roommate for a few days was awesome. it helped me to get out of the bed and be productive (as in beaching it up) in the a.m. it just feels good.
but all good things must come to an end. but the door is always open for my new friend.
A small spark in a dry field is apt to whip the hill into flames, Sagittarius. A raging wildfire may be underway by the end of the day. Know that you're one of the biggest perpetrators, but don't feel badly about it. Fire is destructive but also necessary. Clearing out brush and offering a fresh new place in which new growth can flourish is an important part of the cycle of nature.
MSN Astrology
...click: i and love and you.
>>>>>>>>>>
i'm no longer one color. i'm happy about that.
having a guest roommate for a few days was awesome. it helped me to get out of the bed and be productive (as in beaching it up) in the a.m. it just feels good.
but all good things must come to an end. but the door is always open for my new friend.
Saturday, October 23, 2010
i should be sleeping.
...but i can't because i'm too busy obsesively looking up avett brothers music.
Thursday, October 21, 2010
true love is not the kind of thing you should turn down.
...don't ever turn it down.
click: january wedding. (and repeat)
i have way too much stuff going on right now. work, work, school, parties, and procrastination.
i used to have this button when i was a kid, it said: don't wanna work!
i'm totally feeling that way.
click: january wedding. (and repeat)
i have way too much stuff going on right now. work, work, school, parties, and procrastination.
i used to have this button when i was a kid, it said: don't wanna work!
i'm totally feeling that way.
Sunday, October 17, 2010
Friday, October 15, 2010
Sagittarius - Oct. 15, 2010
You should be looking especially attractive today and glowing with robust health, Sagittarius. You're apt to feel warm and loving, particularly toward small animals. If you've considered adopting a pet, this is a good day to do it. Business, work, and money matters continue to go well. You should be in a pretty good space. This frame of mind should last you a long time.
MSN Astrology
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You should be looking especially attractive today and glowing with robust health, Sagittarius. You're apt to feel warm and loving, particularly toward small animals. If you've considered adopting a pet, this is a good day to do it. Business, work, and money matters continue to go well. You should be in a pretty good space. This frame of mind should last you a long time.
MSN Astrology
...
Wednesday, October 13, 2010
love, love, love.
...love, lov, volvo.
a lot of things yesterday happened to have the word (or at least a form of it).
love.
lov.
vol.
a lot of things yesterday happened to have the word (or at least a form of it).
love.
lov.
vol.
Sagittarius - Oct. 14, 2010
Stimulating conversations could take place with partners of all sorts, Sagittarius, from business to exercise to romantic. Some new and useful information could come your way that you will want to explore further. This is a great day to execute legal papers or enter into any kind of agreement or commitment. It's a good time to sign up for a class or workshop. Make good use of the energies of the day.
MSN Astrology
...raaaj.
and, yes, it was only appropriate that i bought a donold trump board game at savers today for five bucks...from 1989 and unopened!
Stimulating conversations could take place with partners of all sorts, Sagittarius, from business to exercise to romantic. Some new and useful information could come your way that you will want to explore further. This is a great day to execute legal papers or enter into any kind of agreement or commitment. It's a good time to sign up for a class or workshop. Make good use of the energies of the day.
MSN Astrology
...raaaj.
and, yes, it was only appropriate that i bought a donold trump board game at savers today for five bucks...from 1989 and unopened!
Tuesday, October 12, 2010
i guess this is growing up.
...for the first time since, well, i can really remember, at least about ten years, i took out all my earrings. yes, i'm earringless. it looks weird.
but, fourth interview tomorrow and keeping fingers crossed for new job.
p.s.
i even wore pantyhose.
but, fourth interview tomorrow and keeping fingers crossed for new job.
p.s.
i even wore pantyhose.
Sunday, October 10, 2010
if you wait for it.
...it will come.
i'm beginning to think so. things will eventualy fall into place.
or
i once heard this quote:
"i either get what i want, or i change my mind."
or
maybe they can work hand-in-hand togehter.
i'm beginning to think so. things will eventualy fall into place.
or
i once heard this quote:
"i either get what i want, or i change my mind."
or
maybe they can work hand-in-hand togehter.
10.10.10
i've been waiting for this date...just for this title. :)
it's only gonna happen once in a lifetime (like other every other date, but still!)
remember that show, "ren ten ten k-9 cop"? tnn...back in the dayyyy.
i remember seeing a local news station asking how you're spending your "10.10.10"...is it a "10"?
...so far, good. but when it gets to the end of the day and i really wager, doubtful. (hence heading to the hell-hole.)
Sagittarius - Oct. 10, 2010
You might need to put on the brakes today when it comes to love and romance, Sagittarius. Don't think that this means you have to break off any sort of relationship that's in the works, but realize that you may need to take a more realistic approach to how you handle it. The problem is that you may be getting so caught up in the fantasy of things that you aren't tending to practicalities.
MSN Astrology
...what can i say? ...exactly.
it's only gonna happen once in a lifetime (like other every other date, but still!)
remember that show, "ren ten ten k-9 cop"? tnn...back in the dayyyy.
i remember seeing a local news station asking how you're spending your "10.10.10"...is it a "10"?
...so far, good. but when it gets to the end of the day and i really wager, doubtful. (hence heading to the hell-hole.)
Sagittarius - Oct. 10, 2010
You might need to put on the brakes today when it comes to love and romance, Sagittarius. Don't think that this means you have to break off any sort of relationship that's in the works, but realize that you may need to take a more realistic approach to how you handle it. The problem is that you may be getting so caught up in the fantasy of things that you aren't tending to practicalities.
MSN Astrology
...what can i say? ...exactly.
the only way to really know.
...is to let it go.
click: maybe.
fingers crossed for now: job interview tomorrow a.m.
never did make it to the beach today as planned. the clouds rolled in, and out, and back in, so just margarita(s) (only two between kam and i), quesadillas and honey girls before work tonight.
i'm still waiting for the promnt on a collective strike, blow off.
every evening as i drive to work and take the kapiolani exit i dream of just saying, "f*$# it," keep on keepin' on, and just watch the sunset in north shore and never look back.
but, until that day, i slave away.
t-minus: 1 hr and 21 mins.
again: fingers crossed for tomorrow. you take care me; i take care you.
click: maybe.
fingers crossed for now: job interview tomorrow a.m.
never did make it to the beach today as planned. the clouds rolled in, and out, and back in, so just margarita(s) (only two between kam and i), quesadillas and honey girls before work tonight.
i'm still waiting for the promnt on a collective strike, blow off.
every evening as i drive to work and take the kapiolani exit i dream of just saying, "f*$# it," keep on keepin' on, and just watch the sunset in north shore and never look back.
but, until that day, i slave away.
t-minus: 1 hr and 21 mins.
again: fingers crossed for tomorrow. you take care me; i take care you.
Tuesday, October 5, 2010
1/2 (5/10)
Sagittarius - Oct. 5, 2010
Don't take no for an answer today, Sagittarius. Know what you believe in and stick with it. There's a distinct advantage to holding true to your inner nature. Don't let others throw you off course with their views on how things should be done. Be confident and don't worry about taking things over the top. There's no such thing as excess today. "The more the merrier" should be your motto.
MSN Astrology
...hmm.
well, it's only 6:56 a.m., but i've been up for a while.
had two callers during the radio show today. cheee.
and happy to say once school is pau this afternoon, i ain't got shieza to do the rest of this fine day, except perhaps watch one of the three movies i have rented from the library. i'm just starting with the "a" box and working my way to "z":
a love story: capitalism (michael moore film)
atonement
and..some other once i can't remember right now.
Don't take no for an answer today, Sagittarius. Know what you believe in and stick with it. There's a distinct advantage to holding true to your inner nature. Don't let others throw you off course with their views on how things should be done. Be confident and don't worry about taking things over the top. There's no such thing as excess today. "The more the merrier" should be your motto.
MSN Astrology
...hmm.
well, it's only 6:56 a.m., but i've been up for a while.
had two callers during the radio show today. cheee.
and happy to say once school is pau this afternoon, i ain't got shieza to do the rest of this fine day, except perhaps watch one of the three movies i have rented from the library. i'm just starting with the "a" box and working my way to "z":
a love story: capitalism (michael moore film)
atonement
and..some other once i can't remember right now.
Sunday, October 3, 2010
stranded...
...but not for long. kind of forgot to fill up with gas, again. but the savior is on its way.
at least i'm "stranded" in a nice location...the blowhole.
at least i'm "stranded" in a nice location...the blowhole.
Sagittarius - Oct. 3, 2010
This is a day made for fun and frivolity, Sagittarius, not one in which you're likely to get many of your chores done. Try as you might to focus on the task at hand, there are distractions everywhere you turn. Your e-mail pals could be sending you jokes and notes, and your friends could be bugging you to join them for an outing of some sort. You may as well give in.
MSN Astroloy
....hm, idk. the house (acutally, my room) is pretty messy. oh, and oh course the dishes.
click: one line wonder.
This is a day made for fun and frivolity, Sagittarius, not one in which you're likely to get many of your chores done. Try as you might to focus on the task at hand, there are distractions everywhere you turn. Your e-mail pals could be sending you jokes and notes, and your friends could be bugging you to join them for an outing of some sort. You may as well give in.
MSN Astroloy
....hm, idk. the house (acutally, my room) is pretty messy. oh, and oh course the dishes.
click: one line wonder.
Saturday, October 2, 2010
first post from phone...
...finally comin up on the times. its a whole new world.
new read from kam: why men love bitches.
the later of friday night was spent reading chapter one, high-lighter and all.
vowed to devour a few vices.
new read from kam: why men love bitches.
the later of friday night was spent reading chapter one, high-lighter and all.
vowed to devour a few vices.
Friday, October 1, 2010
diane (debbie) downer.
i should take a break from drinking for a while...only bad things have been coming out of it.
today while hanging i even had to pull over leaving school to throw up.
i'm really gonna try and start thinking before i speak. i'm already pretty blunt, and i think i should just shut up a lot of times. dan's gonna try and remind me. and he said to take a breath before i talk- it helps.
today while hanging i even had to pull over leaving school to throw up.
i'm really gonna try and start thinking before i speak. i'm already pretty blunt, and i think i should just shut up a lot of times. dan's gonna try and remind me. and he said to take a breath before i talk- it helps.
i'm over people.
...and i think most are over me.
Sagittarius - Oct. 1, 2010
You usually love to talk, Sagittarius, but right now you've probably reached your limit. You've attended a number of gatherings and talked to a lot of people over the past week or so, and now you want to sit quietly at home. If friends or family members insist on your going out with them, don't be afraid to say no. Everyone knows how busy you've been. Take some time to yourself and relax.
MSN Astrology
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click: january wedding. love this band.
i deserve someone to love me like that.
Sagittarius - Oct. 1, 2010
You usually love to talk, Sagittarius, but right now you've probably reached your limit. You've attended a number of gatherings and talked to a lot of people over the past week or so, and now you want to sit quietly at home. If friends or family members insist on your going out with them, don't be afraid to say no. Everyone knows how busy you've been. Take some time to yourself and relax.
MSN Astrology
...
click: january wedding. love this band.
i deserve someone to love me like that.
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