Thursday, November 25, 2010

screw turkey day.

...it's more like a 5-day pumpkin pie and cool-whip binger for me.
bought and started eating the pie tuesday night.

omg. i love that garth brooks is on oprah right now (the late-night episode) singing "the dance".
hum... :)
i remember it being published as a poem in the one of those "chicken soup" books:
looking back on the memory of
the dance we shared beneath the stars above
for a moment all the world was right
how could I have known you'd ever say goodbye
and now I'm glad I didn't know
the way it all would end the way it all would go
our lives are better left to chance I could have missed the pain
but i'd of had to miss the dance
holding you i held everything
for a moment wasn't i the king
but if i'd only known how the king would fall
hey who's to say you know i might have changed it all
and now i'm glad i didn't know
the way it all would end the way it all would go
our lives are better left to chance i could have missed the pain
but i'd of had to miss the dance
yes my life is better left to chance
i could have missed the pain but i'd of had to miss the dance


omg. what next.
earlier this week my computer had a virus so i had to delete EVERYTHING and start from scratch.
:(
and now, my phone went gimp.
boo.

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

just because i do not speak of you.

...doesn't mean i do not think of you.

Sunday, November 21, 2010

Sagittarius - Nov. 21, 2010

Your surroundings are currently changing, Sagittarius. Perhaps your circle of friends has already undergone a major change. The fact is that you no longer have so many prejudices about the people you meet, and no longer seek only a certain type of person as a friend. You accept whoever comes along. You may not realize it, but your attitude is completely different now than it once was. Good for you!

MSN Astrology

...

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

to see her own refelction.

...was like squinting in the sun.
click: cars & calories.

four years of my life...two weeks away to being no more.
time for another change.

Monday, November 15, 2010

adios autumn.welcome winter.

unwanted stuff.

...so if you have any [crap you don't want], drop it off at my house. (or better yet, i'll even pick it up)

i'm gonna become a part-time horder until i get the store.

thank you.

my calling.

Sagittarius - Nov. 15, 2010

You may have had a hard time lately reaching your objectives. Unfortunately for you, Sagittarius, today will be no different. You may begin to feel a bit dissatisfied with the way your life is going at the moment. You will ask yourself certain questions about your goals. Does your personal life live up to those goals? Can you express your wonderful creativity as much as you'd like?

MSN Astrology

...omg. no, i haven't been. and just in time because last night i came the realization of what i what to do with my life: own my own thrift store.
that is me.
thta's who i am.
i would be so into it, i would be so happy.
well, i've always thought about the idea.
but now i think no sense in not trying if that's what i want.

i can't picture working for "the man" forever. i want to be my own boss. do my own thing. express myself.

i've never really had a goal in life.
this is my goal in life.
research and planning starts today.

i would be able to incorporate so many things of interest and experience in which i have.


attn: TIFFANY
remember our favorite store where ara worked in okinawa?? (next to pink arcade) i something like that. maybe more thift store, but also sewing/craft kine stuff, too.
also, remember that other pink thrift store on bc street that had the poodle with pink died hair?? something like that as well...

attn: CECENATOR
recycle store, d style.

Sunday, November 14, 2010

Friday, November 12, 2010

going through the motions.

Sagittarius - Nov. 12, 2010

You're wasting your energy, Sagittarius, and you know it. You go out to dinner, attend parties and shows, but you're never really present. You listen to people but what they're saying doesn't interest you in any fundamental way. Yes, you're bored, and you're afraid to admit it to yourself. The depth of your inner search requires that you use a lot of energy to reexamine your life.

MSN Astrology

...and i know it.


>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>


randomly decided to look up jobs in okinawa. golf course cart attendant opening. should i just pack up and go?!

ohh.. library clerk, too.

Thursday, November 11, 2010

it's only after we've lost everything.

...that we are free to do anything. -fight club.


Sagittarius - Nov. 11, 2010

It isn't because your new projects demand such precision that they're causing you problems, Sagittarius. You tend to think details keep you from having a global vision, but that simply isn't true. There's no conflict between the long-term view and short-term needs. You just think that the latter gets in the way of the former. Try thinking of the details that you find annoying as steppingstones to your larger vision.

MSN Astrology
 
...

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

when i drink...

i spend the next morning in a haze.
but we only get so many days.
now i have one less.
click: when i drink.


Sagittarius - Nov. 10, 2010

Today is going to be a great day for you, Sagittarius. You aren't one to embrace rules, constraints, or restrictions of any kind, preferring instead to reside in a fantasy world where no limitations apply. Have you considered that it's possible for you to join the rest of us here on earth and still retain your liberty and ideals?

MSN Astrology

...

Wednesday, November 3, 2010

Sagittarius - Nov. 3, 2010

Climactic events are apt to occur in your life, Sagittarius. It's time to condense and solidify your grand schemes and bright ideas in such a way that makes them more practical. Things may be spinning so quickly that you aren't quite sure where to jump on. Worry about that later. For now, what you need to do is express your ideas forcefully and succinctly. Doors will open as a result.

MSN Astrology


...


the usual 7 o'clock traffic combined with a rainy morning, and the fact that maybe i should have of left earlier, i was five minutes late for an alcohol class (one i need for work, not because i have a problem), and was turned away. boo.
oh wait, maybe i should have skipped the starbucks. but it's freakin' fall! and i needed a pumpkin spiced latte and a slice of pumpkin bread.
well, anyway, since the morning was more or less a complete waste of time. (precious time i could have been used for sleeping or many of the other things on the to-do list), i decided that it was indeed time to turn home. nope, not going to make it to class...this particular one is a de-void on my life. will be catching up with home stuff (bills, laundry, cleaning, emails, phone calls, etc.) before work, istead.

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

d-hab.

Sagittarius - Nov. 2, 2010

You may have to make an important decision today, Sagittarius. It has come to the point where someone draws a line in the sand and challenges you to cross it. Do you stay where you are and continue on without that person, or do you join them and support their goals and actions? The conflict today is between your head and your gut. Don't limit your choices to two. There are always compromises.


MSN Astrology

...so am i wrong in the choice that i made? time will tell.