Friday, July 30, 2010

have a good one.

...good what?
life.

Sagittarius - July. 31, 2010

It's OK to be wrong, Sagittarius. If you know you've made a mistake, feel free to admit it. Don't let your ego stand in the way of progress. Others won't want to deal with you if you insist that what you're doing is right all the time when perhaps it isn't. Your mind may be a bit more fragile on a day like this, so try to be more sensitive and receptive than usual.
 
MSN Astrology.

...fagile today?  hmm...only when i was going on about my tenth hour of work and a heard (from a distance) and saw him mouth "finally" when i brought the dessert to the table.  hold your mofo-ing horses, buddy.
i'm just gonna stop there.

oh, and maybe while i was tying to have "seriously conversations" [over text] during work.  wtf.

i'm tired of being alone.

...so, hurry up and get here.

click: love song for no one.


'you just gotta wait your turn'.

funny things.

...that i didn't buy from savers.

???



just in case you collect belly-button lint...


 
pretty old school...but would i really use it?  probably not.



 
...that i did buy from savers.

 
pillows for p.w.

ewww.

biggum.

Thursday, July 29, 2010

i fold.

...friends come and go.
family is far away.
at least my cat is locked in the house, and if she does happend to escape, i have her chipped.

Sagittarius - July. 30, 2010

Get things out in the open today, Sagittarius. If someone seems to insult you, call them on it. Letting things fester inside only destroys your self-esteem. You'd also be in danger of losing the respect of others. This could very well be a situation in which everyone but you sees the truth. Try not to let this happen. Be bold and assertive, and don't let others pull the wool over your eyes.

MSN Astrology

...


so...if i haven't stayed up to the wee hours of the morning, i usually wake up and least once and put on the t.v. and whateva until i fall asleep again.  so during this time the only decent thing on amongst my changy 10ish channels is married with children and they've recently started playing saved by the bell.
love them both.

me and my sister used to watch saved by the bell all the time when we were little...
we seriously even had saved by the bell trading cards.  i really wish i still them.
and the burger king lion king ones, too.
and the garbagepale kids.

but anyway, i was watching an episode of saved by the bell, and it just so happen that zach came across bayside h.s.'s old radio station... so everyone of the "gang" all took part on being some kind of radio personality.  (a.c. slater really sucked btw.)
the point: zach said something that struck me.  he was like some..."all the kids skipping school in palacades and ewa beach."
seriously, i heard that come out of his mouth, i think. 
i even had the captions on...especially for times like these...but you know what really suckes about closed captioning?  for some reason, they often skip over names and such.  like... they just don't bother typing it out!  why?! it's really irriating.  and unfair to deaf people in my opinion.

so...saved by the bell...some kind of connection with hawaii? idk.
so, i saw on wikipedia that saved by the bell is based out of "fictional palisades, california".  so, the writer or whoever must have used names from hawaii? maybe from here or something.
i'm gonna try and listen more for hawaii-related things in episodes.

the movie ghost is on tbs now.


....

so, the morning was good.  angie and i hit a few thrift stores...i can honestly say i am thrift-stored out for the moment.  did get some good finds.  three of those old school statues i looove...but wasn't so stoked that one of them was freakin' seven bucks!!  (of course, i bought it anyway.)

i was standing in line at savers behind a couple older ladies (aunties or gramas) who were with a little boy.  he was walking around playing a toy electric guitar. he came over by me and said "i'm almost as tall as you. how old are you?"
i was like, "'i'm almost twenty-five," showing him with my fingers.  (...i'm practically twenty-five). and asked him how old he was.
he said he was five...looked at me all confused and asked, "are you a kid?" ahaha...
i told him, no, i'm an adult, but i still think he was confused.
then he showed me how his feet were just about the same size as mine. 
then he and the ladies left and he waved good-bye.


...guess i finally get what today's horoscope was getting at.  definitely said what i had to say, sorry, if it ruined your day.  but i felt insulted and couldn't let it fest anymore.
it won't anymore.

click:  so sad to say.
i'm okay though.

Tuesday, July 27, 2010

Sagittarius - July. 27, 2010




You may experience a transformation in your thinking. It's bound to affect every aspect of your life, Sagittarius. By always questioning, you work through difficult issues that require a constant reshuffling of viewpoints. Feel free to open yourself up to new ways of thinking as you dismiss old ways that no longer serve you. Now is a terrific time to consider a fresh wave of thought. You'll be exposed to a new way of truth.
 
MSN Astrology


came home last night to a weird noise...dripping water it was.  constant dripping water from the ceiling in the living room.  kinda nuts.
so had the plumber come.  he asked him i'm usually lucky.  i told him yeah.
he said i was very lucky it was only a small hose leak- a quick fix.

Sunday, July 25, 2010

slightly salty.sunday.

i've officially decided that my twenty-fifth birthday, still some months away yet, will be bye-bye dashboard confessional poster hanging on my wall. like, seriously, it's been up there since high school. ten years since my ex boyfriend got me hooked on dashboard and gave me the chris carraba poster, i think it's time to "grow up." ...i don't even really listen to dashboard confessional much anymore, and white boys aren't really my favorite. 

(i'm sure this is something joe would refer to as the "quarter life crisis" women have, according to him.  maybe it's true)


so i've spent the better part of the day doing laundry and going through musika. 
and the worse part of the day...will be spent at work for about eight hours.   but i do the need the money, so thank you, job.


haven't really seen my "friends" in a while. 
flakes.

but, i like being alone, too.
sometimes.


click:  realize.


met this boy last night.  really, really did not like him.  juuuust because he was from maui, he thought he was better than me..  he was an irritating white boy who thought he was sooo cool. 
there was definitely some tension. ahaha...
i'm sweet d...til you cross the line...sour diseal.

but bottom line, i hate people who think they're better than me just because they're from hawaii, or anywhere specific. whateva.

Friday, July 23, 2010

donq's made my day.

sanpincha, i wuv you.


savers gets nuts.

...on sale day mornings.

savers fifteen minutes before opening on an "all yellow tags $.99 sale".

air room.

"4. If I had my Way, We'd be married"

funky tomatoes.

Wednesday, July 21, 2010

7.21

Sagittarius - July. 21, 2010




Your sensual side is likely to show itself today, Sagittarius. You might find yourself viewing young folks in tight jeans more appreciatively than you usually do. Racy novels and movies might also suddenly seem appealing. Romantic encounters are intense and passionate, so make sure you allow plenty of time for them. Enjoy yourself!
 
MSN Astrology
 
...hmm??  
 
ktug.org
3-6am on wedensdays.
i'm still new...



as every other kid in the world, summer is flying by much too fast. 

Friday, July 16, 2010

it's raining, it's pouring.

...the old man is snoring.  but it probably won't last too long.

Thursday, July 8, 2010

Sagittarius - July. 8, 2010




When faced with ten entrees on the menu, it might be hard for you to choose just one. Feel free to order two or more, Sagittarius. Don't let indecisiveness slow you down. At the same time, don't view it as something negative. The key for today is to go with the flow. Expand your dreams as far and wide as you wish. Have fun as long as you're willing to take full responsibility for your actions.
 
MSN Astrology
 
...maybe i shouula bought that ridiculously priced, but one-of-a-kind bob marley dress.  hm...responsibility.
 
 

Tuesday, July 6, 2010

7.6

Sagittarius - July. 6, 2010

Today will be like playing a game on your home field, Sagittarius. You have fans out there supporting you and you know the territory. Take advantage of the little things that you have going for you. There is a dramatic force at work that may be erratic but extremely powerful as long as you can maintain control. Stay focused on your goals. True happiness is only a small step away!

MSN Astrology

...i try, we see.

Monday, July 5, 2010

technically still monday...

work, blah.

since today was a holiday (for most people), thought work was going to be busy, buuuut not so much.  instead, speant my few minutes here and there jotting down and brainstorming places to apply.  so far the list constsits of thing such as:
beverage cart attendant at golf course
smoke shop
cruise bar
auto parts delievery

yeah, so what if i'm usually all talk and no show... i think life would be more enjoyable without the stupid (and yes, i'm stressing stooooooooopid [just like d.d. from dexter's laboratory would say it]) stresses of food service, especially at this specific joint.

one thing that pissed me off today (and quite often), when you ask a table if they want anything to drink and they say, ''no." like, seriously, do you mean to tell me you came to a restuarant to eat and you don't want anything to drink you're entire f'in stay??  no water?? no hot tea??
yeah, sure, decide afffffter the fact that you want it.
annoying.

a change would do me good?
perhaps.

Sunday, July 4, 2010

sukiyaki song.

good god, i never knew where the song originally came from. click: 4 p.m.'s sukiyaki.

the original. click: sukiyaki.  (it's japanese)

and here's an english 1960's version: sukiyaki.

theory.

you can eat a buffet or just get by on crumbs.
the choice is yours.

for now i sweep crumbs, but i'm hungry.

don't know when, but

...my day is gonna come.

b.lo's right, everyone deserves to love and be loved. 

it's weird to believe it's been like three years since i've had a boyfriend, and the last one either had a drug problem or was in rehab our whole "relationship", so it's not like we were even a normal, "happy", boyfriend/girlfriend couple for the most part.

b.lo also told me about his girlfriend, and how he wanted to build her a really nice bicycle (he's into bikes), and how my wallet looks like hers (he bought it for her because she always used to lose her stuff, but now she doesn't :) ).

and only a day earlier i was grateful that i got to spend the beautiful day and night ("day and night", the three words that always remind me of the lonely stoner song...) camping on a beach with friends.  we had the mountains behind us and only a few other camps lay strewed upon the beach that went on for miles.  there were hundreds of wild dolphins going up and down the coast only a feet from the shore-it was absolutely amazing.  a real dolphin show.  for a couple of hours we were able to see them swiming and flipping and jumping.

and whole rainbow also shone across the water.

that was a postcard day, probably a once (maybe twice if you're lucky) in a lifetime experience.

and the day was great.

but in the end, i was kind of sad.

as i looked around at everyone, i realized more and more how nice it must be to love and be loved. two people sleeping in a one-person lawn chair all night is no big thing if you're "one", and you just may tend to mimic each other in you're sleep with out even knowing it.

so, yes, like i said, the "day and night" (don't forget to read it in the way of the lonely stoner song) was great, and the pussy wagon, a.k.a. p.w., did juuuust great in means of bein down with the small kine off roadage, and an easy and fairly comfortable way for me to camp.  but it could fit two, and even if it didn't really fit two, it could.

[fyi. click: lonely stoner song.]

don't know when, but my day is gonna come.

*not that i am in any way looking for someone to make me happy, i have to make myself happy- i'm just saying it would be nice.
and i deserve it, right?

and today was a shitty day at work.  and i haven't been really pissed off/annoyed at work in a while, but i really do think it started with the fact that it was the fourth of july, and i had to work.
not only did i have to work, but we also had a work meeting scheduled at 9 a.m. this morning...and i had also closed last night. please tell me why, unless you're a complete moron who doesn't know major american holidays or you're just a big jerk, why, why, why would you schedule a working meeting on the fourth of july?

so, like i said before, initally after my one "day and night" of camping with friends, i was truely greateful for the experience.  but then i just got mad i had to work the rest of the weekend, and i wasssn't even getting holiday pay and to top it all off, people are whack.

so i was pissed.  but luckly, a co-worker said she'd stay and cover my shift.

i got off just as the fireworks were beginning...but i wasn't sure whether going to the fireworks show and watching them alone there was more depressing or just watching them from the road as i drove, so i just saw what i saw from the road as i drove home.
sirens keep going like crazy outside.


some change could do me good. i always say this, but never go through-a new job?  it really could make all of the difference, or maybe it wouldn't.  idk.


Sagittarius - July. 5, 2010

You might feel like you've come out of the dark and into the light today, Sagittarius. A weight has been lifted, but there's still a great deal of emotional drama that needs to work itself out. Go for a long walk this afternoon and increase your lung capacity. Get your heart rate up. You'll find that the more active you are, the better you'll be able to sort through your emotional trauma.
 
MSN Astrology
 

i watched back to the future 2 yesterday, and honestly couldn't even really remember the story or anything, and it was really, really good.


click:  breakdown. so sixth grade for me.  but timeless.