Friday, December 31, 2010

Sagittarius - Dec. 31, 2010

You have a tendency to want to explain everything that goes on around you, Sagittarius. You rationalize everything in an instant, and group all your experiences into great theories. But you've been very quiet for quite some time now. It's as if something is keeping you from speaking. Today you will get a few words in, so don't worry.

MSN Astrology

Tuesday, December 28, 2010

me and my stupid mouth.

i deleted like the last three posts i did.
i must say, that is very un-like me. but i guess i've been very un-like me quite a bit lately.
it was all so negative, worse than usual at least.

i had a super fun day in vegas with neesh. i kind of took a step back and thought a lot about the way i've been acting, and what i've been thinking, and even worse, sharing, and it kind of disgusted me.

but once back, even on just the ride home from the airport i felt better already. stepping in the door was nice, and my shower, ahhhhhhh. :)
it's just good to be back.
i missed olive, too.


like, i needed to get away, but i was definitely ready to back.



Sagittarius - Dec. 28, 2010

Take a step back from the line of fire today and examine your position. You've made some bold moves and now it's time to pause and evaluate. Listen to others' reactions. Take the observations and comments to heart. Other people may see things about your situation that you don't. Don't get boxed in by narrow-minded thinking. Digest what you learn and expand your horizons.

MSN Astrology

...exactly.

these lyrics just sung on mi ipod:

why you always runnin' your mouth?
why you always runnin' your mouth?
if you'd stop to find it out,
you might understand by now.


time to move forward.
positively.

Saturday, December 25, 2010

Sagittarius - Dec. 25, 2010

It might seem like someone has dumped a bucket of water on your head today, Sagittarius. Your fire is out. Keep in mind that this is only temporary and that your internal flame will be rekindled soon. For now, you may want to take this time to slow down and relax. Use this as an opportunity to reflect and tune in to your sensitive, caring nature. Let someone else take the reins.

MSN Astrology

...

Friday, December 24, 2010

merry f'in x-mas.

Sagittarius - Dec. 24, 2010

Things may seem a little cloudy today, Sagittarius, but this is no reason to be blue. It could be that you need to make adjustments before you can smoothly relate to others. Take this opportunity to attend to things that you normally wouldn't think of. See things from the perspective of someone in another walk of life. Realize the fun of just staying home and falling asleep on the couch.


...life is cloudy.














thinking about moving. i hate being cold, but nice weather ain't everything, and not much else keeping me around. graduate in may, and then we'll see...

Tuesday, December 14, 2010

Sagittarius - Dec. 15, 2010

Don't criticize the situation until you've come up with a better solution, Sagittarius. Be creative. You can accomplish much if you approach the situation confidently. Pessimism won't help find a solution. Relax and let your intuition guide you. Feel free to speak with confidence and strength. Perhaps the most fanciful-sounding answers will be the most ingenious solutions.

...


got my flying shirt on.  i always where this shirt when i travel long distances.  it's just comfy.
can't believe it myself, but i'll be seeing my family soon :)



















all packed up, surprisingly light for as many clothes as ill be piling on, but don't need much, and can always borrow. sitting here at the airport terminal, i still don't feel like i'm goin anywhere, or seeing my family so soon nor that ill be freezing my tail off. it will probably be just as surreal when i'm there.

Tuesday, December 7, 2010

r&r in kauai.

 photos by: sweet d



Thursday, December 2, 2010

obsessing over a poster.

...or not.

not even a full day in and the empty space where chris carabba's torso (wearing a shirt that said "living life 100%" [yes, in italics])-and-up once hung is already so dull, sad and bare looking.
of course, growing up doesn't have to be this way.  i could keep the poster up if i really wanted to.

but change can be good.

and eventaully i'll fill that void with something else.

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

it's all about me, me, me, me, me.

...forget about you, you, you, you, you.

i've been 25 for 1 hr 12 mins. i just realized chris carraba (the dashboard confessional poster) is still on the wall.

...

but not anymore.

so long, farewell. the ten years (plus), you served well.


>>>>>>>>>

"The Year Ahead"
December 2010 - December 2011

If You Were Born Today, December 1:
You are fiercely independent, but also very passionate, and thus relationships are important to you. Optimistic yet practical, you are success-oriented. You have a sixth sense that you rely upon quite heavily, as it allows you to see and understand more than the average person, and you trust your instincts. After all, they serve you well. Charismatic and attractive, you enter relationships rather easily, but often end up in a power struggle. This could be due to your own independent nature, and your attraction to equally as strong-minded people. You are more sensitive than you ever let on, largely due to your observant nature. Famous people born today: Woody Allen, Richard Pryor, Bette Midler, Sarah Silverman, Lou Rawls, Lee Trevino, Charlene Tilton.

Your Birthday Year Forecast:
The Sun in harmonious aspect to the Moon in your Solar Return chart is a pleasant aspect, suggesting that your domestic and career needs are not in competition with one another this year. Your inner needs tend to be mirrored by external events, and vice versa. You are likely to be on top of your game this year for the most part, and positive connections with others can be made fairly easily. A comfortable level of personal popularity helps keep conflict to a minimum. With the ability to handle your emotions successfully, there will be less stress on both your mind and body. Your self-confidence and positive attitude will reward you!

You may be involved in frequent lectures, debates, and discussions during the year. You can convey your ideas more powerfully and with more authority. You may be more actively involved with young people and relationships with them may be solidified. Your mind is working at top speed this year. This means you can get a whole lot done, but it also suggests that you may not be paying attention to important details. Your senses are stimulated, and you could have sudden flashes of insight or fresh new ideas. You may be a little scatter-brained at times, and you could find it challenging to deal with routine matters or monotonous tasks. Learning new things is your passion this year--not recycling old ideas or performing repetitive processes.

You can also quite effectively use words to heal or repair this year, and can be quite imaginative and creative in your communications and self-expression.

Energy fluctuates this year. If you aren't too rash or impulsive, you might be able to free yourself from restrictive circumstances. You could also have more courage than usual to do things that break the routine, and confrontations engaged in this year could clear the air and help you to move forward. You might often get frustrated if results of your actions are not instant, but it's best to cultivate some patience when it comes to realizing your goals. As well, if you are not getting the results you crave, consider that you might be aiming too high or too wide. You frequently act upon your intuition this year. Dancing, swimming, photography, arts, and entertainment are favored. If you are an artist, this could be an especially inspired, imaginative, and productive year. If you are involved in sales, you will be able to tune into your client's inner desires and motivations.

You are especially romantic this year, and you are likely to idealize and expand a relationship through sensitive interactions and a more giving approach. Benefits come through paying attention to your dreams and intuitions, as well as through creativity. Gentleness with others is the best way to harness this energy and to attract what you want into your life. There could be truly "magical" times on a romantic and social level. You'll have a chance to heal old wounds with regards to love this year. You're also bound to find new ways of making money.

Creatively speaking, this is an excellent year. You are very sharp and easily motivated this year, but you need to avoid a tendency towards impulsiveness, setting your sights too far and wide, and expecting too much too soon. Sincerity and an open, optimistic approach endears you to others. Love is especially romantic this year, and your feelings are idealistic.

...birthday horoscope.
wow.
sounds like me a lot, i feel.
need to learn to be more patient? definitely agree on that one.



..exactly.
i always catch the clock at this time.


..from j.rak :)


bullet-points of what i did today (on my birthday):
  • wake-up birthday call from pops
  • the usual
  • look around room and decide where to begin
  • finally tackle the mound of clothes to be hung and/or folded
  • few friend calls
  • pile a bunch of "to-do crafts" and fabric into boxes and then into the cloest
  • water plants
  • clean out car
  • last minute online quiz (which of course i just winged, but lucky still did decent)
  • browse music
  • waste time trying to sign up for classes
  • shower
  • grocery store...all for one freakin' egg!  one of those things i really should have of went to the neighbor's for.  i mean, honestly, now mostly likely the carton is going to go to watste, unless of course i make twelve more dozen or so cookies.  and that is much more likely than me just cooking the eggs.  i just don't.  i like eggs.  but, i just don't.  probably because i'm lazy.  and that i forget they're there.  and that i rarely cook.  and that i'd rather eat other things.  so if you need to, or would like to, use an egg, or two, or eleven, lmk.
  • make peanut butter-sugar-hershey kiss cookies for my auntie at work.
  • talk to mi mama.
  • hang with o.d. kush.
  • go work
  • register for classes (while at work)
  • recieve a birthday song and delicious bread pudding from work. and got off early.
  • a lovely evening with mi lovely ladies.
  • and here i am.