...got off work at 2:30 p.m. fell asleep watching dr.phil (at least 4 p.m.)..woke up at 6:30...thinking it was the A.M (mind you,i'm supposed to be clocking in at that time, and mind you, the outside lightness looked almost exactly as it is in the morning; besides i didn't notice exactly where the sun had been)...freaked out, grabbed my dirty, wrinkled smurft dress off the ground and ran out the door. i almost didn't call first, but was just hopping in the car and got a hold of my co-worker.
long story short, he's like, d, wtf, you have another 12 hours until you have to be here...and i'm like..."waaaaait, is it the p.m. still??"
it was.
my roommate said she wondered where i was going. hahaha...
didn't do much the rest of the evening except watch t.v. and the went to aiea bowl around midnight.
it's now 2:20 a.m...and i gotta again work at 6:30 a.m.
peace.
Tuesday, September 27, 2011
Saturday, September 24, 2011
a(nother) lonely september.
Sagittarius - Saturday, September 24, 2011
Your intuition and imagination are operating at a very high level today, and you may be inspired to write. However, you aren't likely to have enough ideas or information to actually put pen to paper. There's no rush, though. Take some time to allow the ideas to crystallize and set them down later. Someone in a bad mood may draw you into a quarrel. Brush it off and say you're busy!
MSN Astrology
...chooots.
click: a lonely september.
work-wise, tomorrow is my tuesday...and it's back to the a.m.'s.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
the wedding reception at work today gave me goosebumps like half the time. t'was nice.
i'm exhausted.
Your intuition and imagination are operating at a very high level today, and you may be inspired to write. However, you aren't likely to have enough ideas or information to actually put pen to paper. There's no rush, though. Take some time to allow the ideas to crystallize and set them down later. Someone in a bad mood may draw you into a quarrel. Brush it off and say you're busy!
MSN Astrology
...chooots.
click: a lonely september.
work-wise, tomorrow is my tuesday...and it's back to the a.m.'s.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
the wedding reception at work today gave me goosebumps like half the time. t'was nice.
i'm exhausted.
Friday, September 23, 2011
c is for camping.
...that's (more than) good enough for me.
although both days i was only there overnight and a bit in the a.m.- meeeeeeeeeeeean.
.need.sleep.
although both days i was only there overnight and a bit in the a.m.- meeeeeeeeeeeean.
.need.sleep.
tell me do you know what that was?
...was it a sign? ...i think it probably was.
he's coming back around...good 'ol m.j. & 1997.
he's coming back around...good 'ol m.j. & 1997.
art&fleakin' awesome.
...i'd say it was a success. sold some stuuuuuuuuuuff, saw a bunch of mi homies, met some new people..had a lot of fun.
i'm hoping next month is a go-go, too.
mucho mahalo all who support!!
i'm hoping next month is a go-go, too.
mucho mahalo all who support!!
Wednesday, September 21, 2011
already.
...really? it's been almost a year i've been obsessed with avetts!?
last year october: ba da da da da, i'm lovin' it. (that was stuck in my head all day, ask my co-workers.)
last year october: ba da da da da, i'm lovin' it. (that was stuck in my head all day, ask my co-workers.)
Monday, September 19, 2011
things are good.
...swapped it up and been working nights this week. it's good to see the old crew, time just c r e e p s compared to the a.m.
halloween decor is up! ...come over and draw a halloween picture please.
been super busy getting things ready for art & flea this week..only a few days away!
always loving this one: simple love song.
halloween decor is up! ...come over and draw a halloween picture please.
been super busy getting things ready for art & flea this week..only a few days away!
always loving this one: simple love song.
Friday, September 16, 2011
the truth hurts.
...had an ocean sesh. with kam. she filled me in on some needed info found out via social networking. like we had suspected, mr.too-good-to-be-true was exactly that, too good to be true- a.k.a. fake..
but:
at least now i know so if he came around...hellllll naw.
at least it didn't last any longer than it did, or the heart would have hurt more.
at least i know it wasn't totally ME.
at least i know he's a dick- NOT someone i would want to be with.
mostly, at least i know i can like someone other than o.d.
it all happened for a reason.
j said he doesn't deserve me anyway- he was right.
once again:
nothing ventured, nothing gained.
p.s.
i had a couple mid-day drinks after the beach with kam..nothing nuts.
psh, how quickly my decisions change.
but it was only appropriate, i thought.
looking forward to dinner at my new favoritest place e v e r: izakaya naru.
but:
at least now i know so if he came around...hellllll naw.
at least it didn't last any longer than it did, or the heart would have hurt more.
at least i know it wasn't totally ME.
at least i know he's a dick- NOT someone i would want to be with.
mostly, at least i know i can like someone other than o.d.
it all happened for a reason.
j said he doesn't deserve me anyway- he was right.
once again:
nothing ventured, nothing gained.
p.s.
i had a couple mid-day drinks after the beach with kam..nothing nuts.
psh, how quickly my decisions change.
but it was only appropriate, i thought.
looking forward to dinner at my new favoritest place e v e r: izakaya naru.
Wednesday, September 14, 2011
just because the music is cool.
...doesn't mean the musician is.
naw, naw..he's aight, just not my type. thank got wing-cuz was there for the awkward dinner while i spaced out and thought about those i'd rather be cruising with.
naw, naw..he's aight, just not my type. thank got wing-cuz was there for the awkward dinner while i spaced out and thought about those i'd rather be cruising with.
(not so)routine check-up.
...began this morning, 8 a.m.
i was finally establishing care with my physician so i could then see a specialist for my wrists.
first off, i was sitting in the office waiting, kind of laughing to myself, wondering if my mom was right about me possibly being a bit of a hypocondriact (sp?). idk, i just feel that if something feels not right about my body and there is something further i could possibly prevent, i would rather take care of it now...
anyway, my primary said let's just do some blood work to check before seeing a specialist. right off the bat, the idea of "blood work" started making me feel nervous. next, the blood drawer said, "i'm gonna need three," and mind you, these tubes are NOT small. so this made me feel even worse. knowing how queasy i get, i pretty much figured i might pass out..especially because i only drank a little and didn't eat any breakfast before my appointment.
so as he's starting with the needle i started praying..saying the hail mary in my head, i think.
next thing i recall, i'm in what seems like the scariest f'in trip of my life. one of my first thoughts as i was coming to was wondering if i had o.d'd on drugs or something...but then i realized where i was again and realized that, yeah, i must have just passed out.
at first they thought i may have had a seizure, but i didn't (my body just jerked a bit when i fainted).
since i was only at a clinic when this happened, they called the emt's and i had my first ambulence ride (to the main hospital). (yes, they were speeding with the sirens, i.v. and everything..)
when i got there they did lots of tests, most of with the blood they had taken already. but they had to take one more blood test and i was crying because i was really scared. ...i ended up being okay though.
after a couple hours i was released. like i thought, the combination of pain/blood anxiety and not eating/drinking resulted in that. doc said to eat well, drink water and rest.
ae86 tomodachi picked me up and we got some lunch.
it was and unusual day, but i'm okay.
i was finally establishing care with my physician so i could then see a specialist for my wrists.
first off, i was sitting in the office waiting, kind of laughing to myself, wondering if my mom was right about me possibly being a bit of a hypocondriact (sp?). idk, i just feel that if something feels not right about my body and there is something further i could possibly prevent, i would rather take care of it now...
anyway, my primary said let's just do some blood work to check before seeing a specialist. right off the bat, the idea of "blood work" started making me feel nervous. next, the blood drawer said, "i'm gonna need three," and mind you, these tubes are NOT small. so this made me feel even worse. knowing how queasy i get, i pretty much figured i might pass out..especially because i only drank a little and didn't eat any breakfast before my appointment.
so as he's starting with the needle i started praying..saying the hail mary in my head, i think.
next thing i recall, i'm in what seems like the scariest f'in trip of my life. one of my first thoughts as i was coming to was wondering if i had o.d'd on drugs or something...but then i realized where i was again and realized that, yeah, i must have just passed out.
at first they thought i may have had a seizure, but i didn't (my body just jerked a bit when i fainted).
since i was only at a clinic when this happened, they called the emt's and i had my first ambulence ride (to the main hospital). (yes, they were speeding with the sirens, i.v. and everything..)
when i got there they did lots of tests, most of with the blood they had taken already. but they had to take one more blood test and i was crying because i was really scared. ...i ended up being okay though.
after a couple hours i was released. like i thought, the combination of pain/blood anxiety and not eating/drinking resulted in that. doc said to eat well, drink water and rest.
ae86 tomodachi picked me up and we got some lunch.
it was and unusual day, but i'm okay.
Tuesday, September 13, 2011
no labels.
...just d.
pink barrette: had since i was a little kid. (used to be two)
black barrette: made in sixth grade with magazine cut-outs and nail polish.
pink barrette: had since i was a little kid. (used to be two)
black barrette: made in sixth grade with magazine cut-outs and nail polish.
one week no drink.
...it's actually been a week and two days to be exact. and i haven't missed it at all. honestly i've been feeling better and sleeping better. it's not like i had a huge problem with constantly drinking or something, i just feel that i had no limit/control when i did..and definitely inhibitions fly out the window. "diane is not diane when she drinks," accoring to j.bell. until i feel responsible/ready, no need drink/no like drink.
three day rule. well, this was originally my cousin greg's rule: "any girl who wants to make plans any more than three days in advance-mehh." ...you never know what can happen in three days- so true. ..n.d. and i were making plans for next month, etc. (mistake!!)
think i'm gonna try this new rule from now on. so if a guy asks me if i want to do something in a week, i'm gonna say, "ask me again in four days."
there's a new busser at work. he guessed i was 30 (he's 18). wtf.
yesterday i was feeling quite like a responsible adult. after work i went to lowe's to take care of somet carepting matters and then had my semi-annual check up/cleaning at the dentist.
i noticed my dentist's name is mr.hatanaka...which is really ironic because "tanaka" is a super common japanese last name, and "ha" means tooth/teeth in japanese!! haha...maybe that made my day.
after that i came home and went to sleep at five. (that was great, too.)
three day rule. well, this was originally my cousin greg's rule: "any girl who wants to make plans any more than three days in advance-mehh." ...you never know what can happen in three days- so true. ..n.d. and i were making plans for next month, etc. (mistake!!)
think i'm gonna try this new rule from now on. so if a guy asks me if i want to do something in a week, i'm gonna say, "ask me again in four days."
there's a new busser at work. he guessed i was 30 (he's 18). wtf.
yesterday i was feeling quite like a responsible adult. after work i went to lowe's to take care of somet carepting matters and then had my semi-annual check up/cleaning at the dentist.
i noticed my dentist's name is mr.hatanaka...which is really ironic because "tanaka" is a super common japanese last name, and "ha" means tooth/teeth in japanese!! haha...maybe that made my day.
after that i came home and went to sleep at five. (that was great, too.)
Sunday, September 11, 2011
9.11
...another decent day at work. newspaper got me a little teary-eyed at the stand. cruised with my new friend b and then a nice mellow evening with the cuz.
internet down, boo. :/
internet down, boo. :/
Saturday, September 10, 2011
easy come.
...easy go?
i'm just gonna go ahead, wrap it up and tie it off as a good 'ol dream i had-kind of a blur.
(oh yeah, and that big lesson i learned)
i'm just gonna go ahead, wrap it up and tie it off as a good 'ol dream i had-kind of a blur.
(oh yeah, and that big lesson i learned)
9-10-11
...it was a usual day at work. i doodled a lot of papers and had waaaaay too much thinking time.
i just looked up, theres a rainbow outside my window. mahalo yo.
after work the cousin, eds and i went to the women's expo. i got a bunch of dope old school fabric for cheeeeap, some banana bread and a very kawaii skirt...all things i needed (NOT).
b was in the area so i hit him up even though i don't really know him. haha.
Sagittarius - September 10, 2011
Don't expect much luck with computers today, Sagittarius, particularly when it comes to writing or communicating with others. Malfunctions with technology could plague you throughout the day. If you want to get a message to a friend, the best way might be to visit in person! Creative efforts could be hindered the same way. Today is a great day to fall back on good old pen and paper.
MSN Astrology
...hmm, perhaps the message will not get recieved.
on the bon iver band wagon: flume.
kell said if/when i decide to start drinking again i should wear a bracelet or something as reminder to drink water in between boosing, eat food and basically just not get nuts...but they way my forehead is looking, i'm thinking there may be a permanent reminder there already so no need bracelet, just need to look in the mirror... come on neosporin and mederma!
went to see a new friend's band with the cousin tonight. speaking of cousin, i looooove having her around.
[she's been here a week and she has a beau already. i can't even keep a beau two weeks..]
i just looked up, theres a rainbow outside my window. mahalo yo.
after work the cousin, eds and i went to the women's expo. i got a bunch of dope old school fabric for cheeeeap, some banana bread and a very kawaii skirt...all things i needed (NOT).
b was in the area so i hit him up even though i don't really know him. haha.
Sagittarius - September 10, 2011
Don't expect much luck with computers today, Sagittarius, particularly when it comes to writing or communicating with others. Malfunctions with technology could plague you throughout the day. If you want to get a message to a friend, the best way might be to visit in person! Creative efforts could be hindered the same way. Today is a great day to fall back on good old pen and paper.
MSN Astrology
...hmm, perhaps the message will not get recieved.
on the bon iver band wagon: flume.
kell said if/when i decide to start drinking again i should wear a bracelet or something as reminder to drink water in between boosing, eat food and basically just not get nuts...but they way my forehead is looking, i'm thinking there may be a permanent reminder there already so no need bracelet, just need to look in the mirror... come on neosporin and mederma!
went to see a new friend's band with the cousin tonight. speaking of cousin, i looooove having her around.
[she's been here a week and she has a beau already. i can't even keep a beau two weeks..]
Friday, September 9, 2011
love song for no one.
...it's john mayer's (and mine). click: here. ..since it's friday and all.
the day started off well. i was pretty perky at 5 a.m. when the alarm sounded and then there was fried rice for breakfast at work.
(although it's friday, it's actually my tuesday. wamp, wamp no weekend for me)
a few hours ago i called this dude i met like about a month ago randomly. i think he was a little affended it had taken so long and/or didn't believe that i had juuuuuust happen to find his card i must had of misplaced. ;)
eh, it's not even ladaaaat. me and the roomie just happened to meet him and his band when they were jammin' at cha cha chaaaaa's.
perhaps go watch some tunes tomorrow.
at the end of the day (i mean week), n.d. never like call me- so,it is what it is what it is what it is. no hard feelings.
specifically at the end of this day, i will be doing the usual of hanging with my number one (myself), sewing up a storm and then sleeping.
chee.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
i needed a clothes rack for art & flea. i just decided to pop on craigslist and see what's up...
at 7:27 p.m. i texted the number for a rack that was available for ten bucks in the same area my humble abode is located. the guy gave me the address, told me come by...it was 300 ft. away- no joke. i was back home at 7:52 p.m.
some things are just meant to be.
the day started off well. i was pretty perky at 5 a.m. when the alarm sounded and then there was fried rice for breakfast at work.
(although it's friday, it's actually my tuesday. wamp, wamp no weekend for me)
a few hours ago i called this dude i met like about a month ago randomly. i think he was a little affended it had taken so long and/or didn't believe that i had juuuuuust happen to find his card i must had of misplaced. ;)
eh, it's not even ladaaaat. me and the roomie just happened to meet him and his band when they were jammin' at cha cha chaaaaa's.
perhaps go watch some tunes tomorrow.
at the end of the day (i mean week), n.d. never like call me- so,it is what it is what it is what it is. no hard feelings.
specifically at the end of this day, i will be doing the usual of hanging with my number one (myself), sewing up a storm and then sleeping.
chee.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
i needed a clothes rack for art & flea. i just decided to pop on craigslist and see what's up...
at 7:27 p.m. i texted the number for a rack that was available for ten bucks in the same area my humble abode is located. the guy gave me the address, told me come by...it was 300 ft. away- no joke. i was back home at 7:52 p.m.
some things are just meant to be.
Thursday, September 8, 2011
notepads, yay.
...and i'm not being sarcastic.
i like making notepads. most people are just weireded out at the fact that i specifically went out and bought "notepad compound".
i like making notepads. most people are just weireded out at the fact that i specifically went out and bought "notepad compound".
north shore night cruise.
...was needed. wanted to get out of the house, didn't feel like going anyway particular so just drove.
other than that, i'm officially signed up for art & flea this month. it will be the debut of the blanket and shirts for sale. ..i'm a bit nervous, but (as my favorite quote of all time): "nothing ventured, nothing gained".
now listening: "skinny love", bon iver. it's nice.
wait, wait, wait...
i just realized what today's horoscope i previously posted had read:
"Stop, release the brake, and drive." ha.
yeah, well, my life is always like that.
and you know it, too.
other than that, i'm officially signed up for art & flea this month. it will be the debut of the blanket and shirts for sale. ..i'm a bit nervous, but (as my favorite quote of all time): "nothing ventured, nothing gained".
now listening: "skinny love", bon iver. it's nice.
wait, wait, wait...
i just realized what today's horoscope i previously posted had read:
"Stop, release the brake, and drive." ha.
yeah, well, my life is always like that.
and you know it, too.
Wednesday, September 7, 2011
i can't keep no secrets.
...i wish that you would always stay.
from "laundry room"..my numero uno avett bro's song (then again, they'll all my numero uno..)
our entire apartment is avett obsessed.
Sagittarius - Thursday, September 7, 2011
People may be trying to subtly communicate to you, but you may not be aware of this because you're so caught up in your own difficulties, Sagittarius. You may feel like you're driving with the emergency brake on. You're so preoccupied with running smoothly that you're unaware of other cars on the road. Stop, release the brake, and drive.
MSN Astrology
...eh??
so- went to anasias and the shack this evening...and only had food, coke and water. it felt good, too.
wrists and hands...bad. (mine that is)
they constantly crack and ache...i'm wayyyy too young for arthritis, faaaaak. i'll be making an appointment with the doc asap.
teeth need a cleaning, too.
from "laundry room"..my numero uno avett bro's song (then again, they'll all my numero uno..)
our entire apartment is avett obsessed.
Sagittarius - Thursday, September 7, 2011
People may be trying to subtly communicate to you, but you may not be aware of this because you're so caught up in your own difficulties, Sagittarius. You may feel like you're driving with the emergency brake on. You're so preoccupied with running smoothly that you're unaware of other cars on the road. Stop, release the brake, and drive.
MSN Astrology
...eh??
so- went to anasias and the shack this evening...and only had food, coke and water. it felt good, too.
wrists and hands...bad. (mine that is)
they constantly crack and ache...i'm wayyyy too young for arthritis, faaaaak. i'll be making an appointment with the doc asap.
teeth need a cleaning, too.
Tuesday, September 6, 2011
it wouldn't have worked out anyway.
...so for now it's just another lonely day.
further along we just may...
but for now it's just another lonely day.
[click: ben harper's.]
hmm.
on that note, i'm at least feeling quite creatively motivated..blankets and shirts and more ideas than i can even keep track of.
i'll soon be getting my ceiling fixed, repainting and getting new carpet.. since my room has looked pretty much the same since high school and i'm almost twenty-six i'm thinking this is really my chance to get a little "mature" look going.. but i really don't know. i am who i am who i am....we'll see what happens.
further along we just may...
but for now it's just another lonely day.
[click: ben harper's.]
hmm.
on that note, i'm at least feeling quite creatively motivated..blankets and shirts and more ideas than i can even keep track of.
i'll soon be getting my ceiling fixed, repainting and getting new carpet.. since my room has looked pretty much the same since high school and i'm almost twenty-six i'm thinking this is really my chance to get a little "mature" look going.. but i really don't know. i am who i am who i am....we'll see what happens.
alcohol free from here on out.
...because i have to; because i no can handle.
one would think i'd of learned my lesson last week, but no, it took yet another shameful episode to finally realize so.
the face and heart will be okay. although the cost was high, all i can do is take what i can from the situation, learn from it and live life better.
Sagittarius - September 6, 2011
Today you feel good within yourself, look great, and are so popular! The day's planetary constellation is bringing out your most attractive features. But if you are single and looking for a romantic liaison, you will have to find a way to make your intentions clear. You seem to be a little intense, and may need to cool off a bit so as not to frighten anyone away.
MSN Astrology
...too late. :/ such is life.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
i've only worked once in the past week. i'm NOT ready to go back tomorrow, i'm too used to vacation land.
was blessed with having some champuru, andadagi, okinawan soba, yakisoba, taco rice and yakitori at the okinawan festival this weekend.
even some some "shimanchu nu takara...".
ureshii yo!
one would think i'd of learned my lesson last week, but no, it took yet another shameful episode to finally realize so.
the face and heart will be okay. although the cost was high, all i can do is take what i can from the situation, learn from it and live life better.
Sagittarius - September 6, 2011
Today you feel good within yourself, look great, and are so popular! The day's planetary constellation is bringing out your most attractive features. But if you are single and looking for a romantic liaison, you will have to find a way to make your intentions clear. You seem to be a little intense, and may need to cool off a bit so as not to frighten anyone away.
MSN Astrology
...too late. :/ such is life.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
i've only worked once in the past week. i'm NOT ready to go back tomorrow, i'm too used to vacation land.
was blessed with having some champuru, andadagi, okinawan soba, yakisoba, taco rice and yakitori at the okinawan festival this weekend.
even some some "shimanchu nu takara...".
ureshii yo!
Saturday, September 3, 2011
spoke to soon.
...and another regretful alcohol tale: one which cost me a scraped up face (equaling five days off work).
p.s. take all that fun i've been having recently, wad it up and toss it out the nearest window.
why do i do this to myself?
p.s. take all that fun i've been having recently, wad it up and toss it out the nearest window.
why do i do this to myself?
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