woke up around 530 a.m. and decided that i may as well stay awake at least until i heard the singing jogger; and i did.
i know this is like the third time, but it's at least a different version.
click: you will love this song.
that's all i have to say about today.
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
Monday, June 29, 2009
this ain't malarkey.
Sagittarius - June 29, 2009
A close friend or love partner whom you haven't seen for a while could finally make arrangements to see you, dear Sagittarius. You could spend much of the day in a great mood, looking forward to the encounter ahead. You'll have a lot of fascinating information to share. It might be a good idea, however, to cut your visit a little shorter than you'd like and make arrangements for another meeting. Otherwise, you will get too tired.
MSN Astrology
...looking forward to the day. i hope kam and i had actually go through with our beach plans, it's been a while.
then small kine work.
and then who knows what life will have to offer...
click: the wedding song. ..it's not like a funny video or anything, just a sappy ass love song.
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ok, so i just sat here for a while and had myself a pretty long thought and...well..i just know.
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beach plans when through, yay!
cheers to swimming in seaweed at the beach and to new begingings.
i was right, btw.
A close friend or love partner whom you haven't seen for a while could finally make arrangements to see you, dear Sagittarius. You could spend much of the day in a great mood, looking forward to the encounter ahead. You'll have a lot of fascinating information to share. It might be a good idea, however, to cut your visit a little shorter than you'd like and make arrangements for another meeting. Otherwise, you will get too tired.
MSN Astrology
...looking forward to the day. i hope kam and i had actually go through with our beach plans, it's been a while.
then small kine work.
and then who knows what life will have to offer...
click: the wedding song. ..it's not like a funny video or anything, just a sappy ass love song.
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ok, so i just sat here for a while and had myself a pretty long thought and...well..i just know.
...................
beach plans when through, yay!
cheers to swimming in seaweed at the beach and to new begingings.
i was right, btw.
Sunday, June 28, 2009
suffering succotash.
do you know what succotash is?? according to the "the new american webster handy college dictionary" (does the name seriously have to be that long?), succotash is: n. a dish of lima beans and corn. ...hmm..never had it. i should try and make it, although it really doesn't sound that appetizing.
so here's how the day went:
went to bed sometime after 5 a.m. this morning, woke up around 9:30 a.m. to go the beach with trav, threw on a bright orange-licious dress. once trav arrived i checked my horoscope:
Sagittarius - June 28, 2009
Beige is out, orange is in! Sensible shoes and practical clothes get the boot in favor of stiletto heels and wild print ties. Your passion and sense of romance is at an all-time high, dear Sagittarius, so you might as well take advantage of it for all it's worth. You can expect to reap a tremendous payoff as a result of the extra efforts you have been making with your appearance.
MSN Astrology
...wow. beige, a natural color. i absolutely looove natural colors (eXspecially brown)... but today, today i picked the orange dress. more surprisingly, as often as i usually read the "tomorrow's" horoscope, yesterday i did not. the orange dress was just meant to be i suppose.
...as for the "all-time high on the passion and sense of romance", i suppose i can see that. i have been wishful thinking a lot and watching a lot of sappy shit on the boob tube and obviously at the movie theatre.
...apperance wise, i have been getting a tan (which is only a payoff now, i will probably be old and wrinkly) (i have been wearing suncreen), i haven't been eating much (busy, nothing sounds good, laziness), and i actually did a lot of treading water today at makapuu. but payoffs you say?? payoffs sound good.
i can go on and on about how amazing the water felt today. beach time in the a.m. is super nice:
-you don't have to fight for parking
-it's not crowded on the shore or in the water
-you have the whole day ahead of you
-the sun is in a good position
-helps to cure hangovers
-makes you happy the rest of the day (which is now a longer day since you had already woken up earlier)
i wanna go tomorrow and the day after that and the day after that and the day after that....
i have been thinking about this quote from the movie "dream for an insomniac" quite frequently for the past few days:
"anything less than mad, passionate, extraordinary love is a waste of your time."
...must be me at my "all-time high" of passion and romance kicking in.
click: let me know.
i've had this song stuck in my head all day. reminds me of trav, he's a little bit woman-crazy at the moment.
and it's funny because i mess up his game everywhere we go. (not purposely, of course, people just assume...)
click: honey baby.
click: the one.
mushy, mushy mush.
and then....a reality check.
a ben franklin quote: "but in the world nothing can be said to be certain except death and taxes."
...those are two things i would assume the majority of people would not be looking forward to, and if those are the only two certainties in life, you must do whatever you can to make the rest of your life enjoyable.
so, on a happier note, follow your heart and just be happy.
haha, look at me, trying to figure out life fiften minutes before i have to leave for work, and i'm not even ready to go.
gym update: the last time i went to the gym after a solid three+ months of not going was about two weeks ago. and i haven't gone back since.
so here's how the day went:
went to bed sometime after 5 a.m. this morning, woke up around 9:30 a.m. to go the beach with trav, threw on a bright orange-licious dress. once trav arrived i checked my horoscope:
Sagittarius - June 28, 2009
Beige is out, orange is in! Sensible shoes and practical clothes get the boot in favor of stiletto heels and wild print ties. Your passion and sense of romance is at an all-time high, dear Sagittarius, so you might as well take advantage of it for all it's worth. You can expect to reap a tremendous payoff as a result of the extra efforts you have been making with your appearance.
MSN Astrology
...wow. beige, a natural color. i absolutely looove natural colors (eXspecially brown)... but today, today i picked the orange dress. more surprisingly, as often as i usually read the "tomorrow's" horoscope, yesterday i did not. the orange dress was just meant to be i suppose.
...as for the "all-time high on the passion and sense of romance", i suppose i can see that. i have been wishful thinking a lot and watching a lot of sappy shit on the boob tube and obviously at the movie theatre.
...apperance wise, i have been getting a tan (which is only a payoff now, i will probably be old and wrinkly) (i have been wearing suncreen), i haven't been eating much (busy, nothing sounds good, laziness), and i actually did a lot of treading water today at makapuu. but payoffs you say?? payoffs sound good.
i can go on and on about how amazing the water felt today. beach time in the a.m. is super nice:
-you don't have to fight for parking
-it's not crowded on the shore or in the water
-you have the whole day ahead of you
-the sun is in a good position
-helps to cure hangovers
-makes you happy the rest of the day (which is now a longer day since you had already woken up earlier)
i wanna go tomorrow and the day after that and the day after that and the day after that....
i have been thinking about this quote from the movie "dream for an insomniac" quite frequently for the past few days:
"anything less than mad, passionate, extraordinary love is a waste of your time."
...must be me at my "all-time high" of passion and romance kicking in.
click: let me know.
i've had this song stuck in my head all day. reminds me of trav, he's a little bit woman-crazy at the moment.
and it's funny because i mess up his game everywhere we go. (not purposely, of course, people just assume...)
click: honey baby.
click: the one.
mushy, mushy mush.
and then....a reality check.
a ben franklin quote: "but in the world nothing can be said to be certain except death and taxes."
...those are two things i would assume the majority of people would not be looking forward to, and if those are the only two certainties in life, you must do whatever you can to make the rest of your life enjoyable.
so, on a happier note, follow your heart and just be happy.
haha, look at me, trying to figure out life fiften minutes before i have to leave for work, and i'm not even ready to go.
gym update: the last time i went to the gym after a solid three+ months of not going was about two weeks ago. and i haven't gone back since.
Saturday, June 27, 2009
surviving saturday...
two trips to the movie threatre in the past twelve hours...impressive...
at least i wasn't the only one flying solo.
after seeing a bunch of sickening lovey-dovey couples during the previews i just closed my eyes and wished i was back at the dollar theatre watching "mall cop".
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work- eh, not bad. swaped out of closing, again! OBVIOUSLY i'm over being at that place. but, life is life, and life needs money and money it's making at the moment. it's really not thaaaat bad...i only had a good night because i knew i was getting out early though...and made pretty good money, as well.
[;p (---> that is typed from psycho olive jumping around the computer desk, btw)
went out after work. it was a fun time, for sure. i didn't puke in any cups or get carried out by a bouncer, and i still have both my slippers...a good night in my book. didn't get toooo wasted, but only now do i realize that i only thing i ate today was about 2 cups worth of flied lice...and that's it. plus beer, and patron shots and a little bit of lime of course.
hum...i must say, the worst thing about coming home at 5 a.m. is having to watch out for smashing the nasty slugs on the path to my front door. serioulsy. i never wear slippers, and they're alwayyyys out, eXspecially after the sprinklers have already come on. ewww. i ditched and dodged every single one tonight, thankfully.
did i mention i was actually dancing? wow... it's fun, at least. i don't give two shits anymore. i used to be very self-concious about it, but.......f you....and everything else, too.
oh yah, did end up running into the dude who left me his number the other night at work (in whom i did NOT call, of course).......freak......
fml.
at least i wasn't the only one flying solo.
after seeing a bunch of sickening lovey-dovey couples during the previews i just closed my eyes and wished i was back at the dollar theatre watching "mall cop".
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work- eh, not bad. swaped out of closing, again! OBVIOUSLY i'm over being at that place. but, life is life, and life needs money and money it's making at the moment. it's really not thaaaat bad...i only had a good night because i knew i was getting out early though...and made pretty good money, as well.
[;p (---> that is typed from psycho olive jumping around the computer desk, btw)
went out after work. it was a fun time, for sure. i didn't puke in any cups or get carried out by a bouncer, and i still have both my slippers...a good night in my book. didn't get toooo wasted, but only now do i realize that i only thing i ate today was about 2 cups worth of flied lice...and that's it. plus beer, and patron shots and a little bit of lime of course.
hum...i must say, the worst thing about coming home at 5 a.m. is having to watch out for smashing the nasty slugs on the path to my front door. serioulsy. i never wear slippers, and they're alwayyyys out, eXspecially after the sprinklers have already come on. ewww. i ditched and dodged every single one tonight, thankfully.
did i mention i was actually dancing? wow... it's fun, at least. i don't give two shits anymore. i used to be very self-concious about it, but.......f you....and everything else, too.
oh yah, did end up running into the dude who left me his number the other night at work (in whom i did NOT call, of course).......freak......
fml.
Friday, June 26, 2009
fading friday. / climbing through driver's side door early saturday morning
i was feeling a little "under the weather" this morning so i texted in sick to work.
feeling a little guilty, but that's just what happened.
haven't done much of anything for the past three days except get food, go to savers (twice) and made it out to drink.
and heading out for a movie in a bit.
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i thought about how pathetic i must have seemed the past fews days (particularly the past twenty-four hours), as i prepared myself for the movie. knowing wearing make-up would only be a mistake i did anything else i could think of to "feel good" about the way i was looking. this, of course, called for my second favorite pair of jeans (the first are hardly suited for wearing out) and the hair to be did. i almost even un-retired my most favorite shirt, even just for the night, to have a comfortable friday evening bawling my eyes out at the movie theatre (with a female friend, for sure), but no, it stay retired at home and meow i have to settle for something else. but what?!
i don't want to settle for something else.
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"my sister's keeper"- loved it. and yes, it was a good thing i didn't wear any make-up to see the movie.
i love going to the movies. i mean, you can only see a movie for the first time ONCE! ...and it's never the same after that. it's nice to escape from your own life for a couple of hours and get fully engulfed by some strangers' life (and then cry and it feels good). sometimes, however, i do forget that it is a movie: it's fake. either way, it's nice.
got olive some more new toys (s p o i l e d) on p.p. and i's 1 a.m. wally-world run. she loooooves the laser light.
feeling a little guilty, but that's just what happened.
haven't done much of anything for the past three days except get food, go to savers (twice) and made it out to drink.
and heading out for a movie in a bit.
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i thought about how pathetic i must have seemed the past fews days (particularly the past twenty-four hours), as i prepared myself for the movie. knowing wearing make-up would only be a mistake i did anything else i could think of to "feel good" about the way i was looking. this, of course, called for my second favorite pair of jeans (the first are hardly suited for wearing out) and the hair to be did. i almost even un-retired my most favorite shirt, even just for the night, to have a comfortable friday evening bawling my eyes out at the movie theatre (with a female friend, for sure), but no, it stay retired at home and meow i have to settle for something else. but what?!
i don't want to settle for something else.
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"my sister's keeper"- loved it. and yes, it was a good thing i didn't wear any make-up to see the movie.
i love going to the movies. i mean, you can only see a movie for the first time ONCE! ...and it's never the same after that. it's nice to escape from your own life for a couple of hours and get fully engulfed by some strangers' life (and then cry and it feels good). sometimes, however, i do forget that it is a movie: it's fake. either way, it's nice.
got olive some more new toys (s p o i l e d) on p.p. and i's 1 a.m. wally-world run. she loooooves the laser light.
Thursday, June 25, 2009
michael jackson.
o.d. and i were having lunch when we overheard a lady's phone conversation. "did she just say michael jackson died?" we asked each other.
j.rak's text to confirm about fifteen minutes later.
click: billie jean.
j.rak's text to confirm about fifteen minutes later.
click: billie jean.
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
6-23-09 / singing jogger / olive you
ahhh! finally heard the singing jogger this morning! it was definitely the same guy... immediately looked at the time; it was 613 a.m. i'm going to be looking and listening for him from now on...and eventually get some footage.
Sagittarius - June 23, 2009
It may feel like something has suddenly clicked into place for you today, dear Sagittarius, and that you have found the missing piece of a puzzle you have been working on for a while. The answers may be subtle, but they are there. Fantasy and a playful attitude will lead you to them effortlessly. Spread your ideas out to the world today and adopt an attitude that encourages others to join in your daydreams as well.
MSN Astrology
...we'll see how it pans out.
olive has been obsessed with straws lately (like me). she will seriously steal them out of my drinks and carry them around like a dog. hahaha
she's also getting so big :( she jumps around like a crazy acrobat doing kamikaze dives, flipping and crawling up things. it's like her cat instincts; she would be a good killer, bird hunter.
Photos By: Sweet D
...i'm almost starting to feel like a nuts cat lady...
something to add to the pet peeves list: when people call "gyoza" "goiza".
oh god, "the land before time". a song from it used to make me cry everytime when i was a little kid. at the end, when they made it to the great valley i would start balling. my mom would say, "diane, why are you crying? they made it to the great valley!" and i would reply in tears, "but the mom diiiied!"... and even once when i heard the song played at my sister's band/chrous show it made me cry, too! not really anymore though. guess i've grown numb.
click: if we hold on together.
Sagittarius - June 23, 2009
It may feel like something has suddenly clicked into place for you today, dear Sagittarius, and that you have found the missing piece of a puzzle you have been working on for a while. The answers may be subtle, but they are there. Fantasy and a playful attitude will lead you to them effortlessly. Spread your ideas out to the world today and adopt an attitude that encourages others to join in your daydreams as well.
MSN Astrology
...we'll see how it pans out.
olive has been obsessed with straws lately (like me). she will seriously steal them out of my drinks and carry them around like a dog. hahaha
she's also getting so big :( she jumps around like a crazy acrobat doing kamikaze dives, flipping and crawling up things. it's like her cat instincts; she would be a good killer, bird hunter.
Photos By: Sweet D
...i'm almost starting to feel like a nuts cat lady...
something to add to the pet peeves list: when people call "gyoza" "goiza".
oh god, "the land before time". a song from it used to make me cry everytime when i was a little kid. at the end, when they made it to the great valley i would start balling. my mom would say, "diane, why are you crying? they made it to the great valley!" and i would reply in tears, "but the mom diiiied!"... and even once when i heard the song played at my sister's band/chrous show it made me cry, too! not really anymore though. guess i've grown numb.
click: if we hold on together.
Monday, June 22, 2009
mawkish monday.
Sagittarius - June 22, 2009
Think before you act today, dear Sagittarius; otherwise, you may find yourself in tough situations that you can't extract yourself from. You are likely to find that someone's emotional thermometer is up to its maximum point, so be careful about the things you say and do. False information may be flying around posing as truth, so be careful of the facts you receive and use. There is no guarantee that what you hear is for real.
MSN Astrology
...i had plans; plans i had. i think i'm going to think them through a little more.
click: foolish games.
definitely my most favorite cd from about the sixth grade. even still now i know it word for word, every single song.
click: wrong turn.
love jack johnson, curious george and the lyrics.
while watching tbs, doug from "king of queens" mentioned pizza and it reminded me that today was five dollar medium one-toppings at papa john's...so i went and got myself a pizza. ...yah, i totally needed a whole pizza to myself. i'll probably eat it for dinner and breakfast, too.
also got olive some new toys.
just found out some information about the journalism program at uh today...so i applied (two months late). now all i can do is wait and hope that i get in for the fall, otherwise it will be a whole nother year for the program to start. ahhh. why didn't i get my shit strait sooner?!
who designs band-aids? i want that job. umbrellas, too. and....maybe car air fresheners.
j.rak and i both decided that when she gets here in july a must-do is to go the the pineapple fields and scream at the top of our lungs. because we need it.
i'll bust out the guitar chotto as well, so, j.rak, you had better learn to sing "first day of my life" with me...or else... ;)
Think before you act today, dear Sagittarius; otherwise, you may find yourself in tough situations that you can't extract yourself from. You are likely to find that someone's emotional thermometer is up to its maximum point, so be careful about the things you say and do. False information may be flying around posing as truth, so be careful of the facts you receive and use. There is no guarantee that what you hear is for real.
MSN Astrology
...i had plans; plans i had. i think i'm going to think them through a little more.
click: foolish games.
definitely my most favorite cd from about the sixth grade. even still now i know it word for word, every single song.
click: wrong turn.
love jack johnson, curious george and the lyrics.
while watching tbs, doug from "king of queens" mentioned pizza and it reminded me that today was five dollar medium one-toppings at papa john's...so i went and got myself a pizza. ...yah, i totally needed a whole pizza to myself. i'll probably eat it for dinner and breakfast, too.
also got olive some new toys.
just found out some information about the journalism program at uh today...so i applied (two months late). now all i can do is wait and hope that i get in for the fall, otherwise it will be a whole nother year for the program to start. ahhh. why didn't i get my shit strait sooner?!
who designs band-aids? i want that job. umbrellas, too. and....maybe car air fresheners.
j.rak and i both decided that when she gets here in july a must-do is to go the the pineapple fields and scream at the top of our lungs. because we need it.
i'll bust out the guitar chotto as well, so, j.rak, you had better learn to sing "first day of my life" with me...or else... ;)
my fajja.
my dad was one of ten kids in his family. he grew up in peoria, illinois where he met my mother in high school (also from peoria). they got married at nineteen when my dad joined the air force. three kids later, they've been together every since and just celebrated their 26th anniversary.
i can see much of myself in my father. besides having a butt-chin like him, i'm quite a talkative story-teller, as is he. his nickname is even "hollywood" because he knows everrrryone (and if he doesn't, he will start talking to you anyway). it is also "hollywood" because while we were living in japan japanese people always thought he was an "american movie star". haha.
he taught me all i know and love about the outdoords such as fishing and camping. he let me skip school just to go fishing with him sometimes. he got me my first bow and arrow in the second grade for my birthday. in fifth grade i spent every single saturday at the archery range with him and the boys.
he also showed me the joy in the many simple pleasures of life.
although we live so far away from each other now and aren't two to talk to each other on the phone very often, we are still very close. whenever i'm home he always makes it a point to take me out on the motorcycle, do some christmas shopping together, watch home movies, or have a beer with just me. and then my dad always gives me good advice on life. i'm so lucky.
we used to listen to hank williams jr. on road trips all the time, so here's one for my pap. click: family tradition.
pop's family, 1973. (he is top left corner.)
my parents, 1978
pop's senior picture, 1979
pops and i, 1988
i can see much of myself in my father. besides having a butt-chin like him, i'm quite a talkative story-teller, as is he. his nickname is even "hollywood" because he knows everrrryone (and if he doesn't, he will start talking to you anyway). it is also "hollywood" because while we were living in japan japanese people always thought he was an "american movie star". haha.
he taught me all i know and love about the outdoords such as fishing and camping. he let me skip school just to go fishing with him sometimes. he got me my first bow and arrow in the second grade for my birthday. in fifth grade i spent every single saturday at the archery range with him and the boys.
he also showed me the joy in the many simple pleasures of life.
although we live so far away from each other now and aren't two to talk to each other on the phone very often, we are still very close. whenever i'm home he always makes it a point to take me out on the motorcycle, do some christmas shopping together, watch home movies, or have a beer with just me. and then my dad always gives me good advice on life. i'm so lucky.
we used to listen to hank williams jr. on road trips all the time, so here's one for my pap. click: family tradition.
pop's family, 1973. (he is top left corner.)
my parents, 1978
pop's senior picture, 1979
pops and i, 1988
Sunday, June 21, 2009
it was real. it was fun. it was real fun.
*"was" being the key word here.
honesty is the best policy. it's time i was honest with myself...
honesty is the best policy. it's time i was honest with myself...
small kine sea sunday.
Sagittarius - June 21, 2009
Don't bother asking for favors today, dear Sagittarius. Everyone else will have his or her own set of tasks to worry about. Your job is to deal with your own, and not complain about it. The hardest step you take will be the first, but once you have gone that far, the rest will be a breeze. Momentum will build, and pretty soon the work will be effortless. Take pride in your abilities.
MSN Astrology
...i don't ask for much; i won't...
click: this train.
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beach time with trav. was short and sweet.
click: sitting, waiting, wishing.
it IS june 21st, isn't it?
i was just going to blog this song as i was listening to it and then decided not to, turned it off half way through, and then i heard it playing in my bathroom at that exact moment.
sign "yes" to blogging it i guess.
click: be here now.
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work recap:
the first table i had i dropped two drinks.
also broke a plate.
some dude left me his phone number.
my honey girls came to see me. :)
Don't bother asking for favors today, dear Sagittarius. Everyone else will have his or her own set of tasks to worry about. Your job is to deal with your own, and not complain about it. The hardest step you take will be the first, but once you have gone that far, the rest will be a breeze. Momentum will build, and pretty soon the work will be effortless. Take pride in your abilities.
MSN Astrology
...i don't ask for much; i won't...
click: this train.
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beach time with trav. was short and sweet.
click: sitting, waiting, wishing.
it IS june 21st, isn't it?
i was just going to blog this song as i was listening to it and then decided not to, turned it off half way through, and then i heard it playing in my bathroom at that exact moment.
sign "yes" to blogging it i guess.
click: be here now.
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work recap:
the first table i had i dropped two drinks.
also broke a plate.
some dude left me his phone number.
my honey girls came to see me. :)
Saturday, June 20, 2009
i <3 postcards...(IV)
i had just been walking to check the mail...i wasn't looking at the ground because i was messing with my keychain when i accidentally kicked something: a dead pigeon. gross.
at least i got some new postcards!
from parents, iowa. my family and i's favorite truck stop in iowa. my parents had been road tripping from minnesota to illinois...
from parents, illinois. (where my parents grew up, sister and some other family live there, too)
from quincy, san fran. get back soon!
from mo, florida. this one is even made out of wood :)
at least i got some new postcards!
from parents, iowa. my family and i's favorite truck stop in iowa. my parents had been road tripping from minnesota to illinois...
from parents, illinois. (where my parents grew up, sister and some other family live there, too)
from quincy, san fran. get back soon!
from mo, florida. this one is even made out of wood :)
so-so so far saturday.
feeling like i overslept between last night and this morning; very sluggish.
Sagittarius - June 20, 2009
Be practical about your dreams today, dear Sagittarius. Realize that all your talk is still just talk until you manifest it with your own two hands. Attend to all the details, especially when it comes to social engagements, and anything relating to others in general. You will find that the more stable and rational you are, the more you are apt to connect with other people on a practical, working level.
MSN Astrology.
...uh huh....
click: creep.
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cleaned my bathroom and olive's bathroom (the litter box)...
watched way too much discovery health.
wore my brown dress and rode my newly painted brown bike to get the usual lunch. (pictures coming soon)
and am now just trying to keep a positive attitude for work tonight.
i don't want to drink again for a while.
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work had it's ups and downs:
it wasn't that busy...
i busted my ass...some kid had spilled a whole cup of water on the ground and i slipped in the puddle. luckly i fell on my left cheek so it was pretty cushion. mostly just my pride hurt. having some grip on the bottom of my shoes would be nice, too, but i still haven't got any new ones except thoes really cute ones that killed my feet. so, no-grip it is!
towards the end of the night i had an uneasy, non-stop butterfly feeling in my stomach when i just got to thinking about the way things are...
made okay money...
Sagittarius - June 20, 2009
Be practical about your dreams today, dear Sagittarius. Realize that all your talk is still just talk until you manifest it with your own two hands. Attend to all the details, especially when it comes to social engagements, and anything relating to others in general. You will find that the more stable and rational you are, the more you are apt to connect with other people on a practical, working level.
MSN Astrology.
...uh huh....
click: creep.
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cleaned my bathroom and olive's bathroom (the litter box)...
watched way too much discovery health.
wore my brown dress and rode my newly painted brown bike to get the usual lunch. (pictures coming soon)
and am now just trying to keep a positive attitude for work tonight.
i don't want to drink again for a while.
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work had it's ups and downs:
it wasn't that busy...
i busted my ass...some kid had spilled a whole cup of water on the ground and i slipped in the puddle. luckly i fell on my left cheek so it was pretty cushion. mostly just my pride hurt. having some grip on the bottom of my shoes would be nice, too, but i still haven't got any new ones except thoes really cute ones that killed my feet. so, no-grip it is!
towards the end of the night i had an uneasy, non-stop butterfly feeling in my stomach when i just got to thinking about the way things are...
made okay money...
Friday, June 19, 2009
it's friday...
...and 5 o'clock somewhere...hahaha.
so yes, i've been drinking for the past four days. twas good though. needed a mini-vacay; especially before going back to work at the restaurant tomorrow, and closing.
yesterday's "theraputic thursday" was amazing.
speaking of, we were all trying to figure out why the pool has a "NO MARCO POLO" sign. like seriously, why?! does the resident manager have some secret hate for the game? what if you play "DIANE WHITESIDE" instead? ...would you get in trouble? or is there a real safety concern??
so, in my notebook i had aside me at the pool i wrote "NO MARCO POLO, but why!?!"...and then this morning i saw a licens plate on a truck that said "BUT-WHY". exactly.
and what exactly does that mean? just a conisidence? a sign? destinty? idk.
Sagittarius - June 19, 2009
Your quick and witty nature may have a hard time getting off the ground, dear Sagittarius, and you might feel as if you are simply stuck in a big mud puddle. Don't sweat it. This is probably a safe place for you to be. This is a great time for you to simply sit back and absorb the world around you. Be receptive to other people, especially to their feelings. Adopt discipline and you will go far.
MSN Astrology
...discipline is KEY.
so i had three favorite palm trees that i would use as a background piece in my photos at the day job...and today, GONE! wtf! all three trees, REMOVED! so sad.
what is up with me and hip-hop stuff??
i've been hearing this song everywhere i go lately.
click: just a friend.
...heard this one on the boat today with fprnsb (foreign peurto rican new suba boy, if one has forgotten); he now works at my place btw.
click: true love waits.
my ear has been kind of bothering me. i hope i don't have an ear infection.
sad, but moving book i saw on a show on oprah. click: a journal for jordan.
so yes, i've been drinking for the past four days. twas good though. needed a mini-vacay; especially before going back to work at the restaurant tomorrow, and closing.
yesterday's "theraputic thursday" was amazing.
speaking of, we were all trying to figure out why the pool has a "NO MARCO POLO" sign. like seriously, why?! does the resident manager have some secret hate for the game? what if you play "DIANE WHITESIDE" instead? ...would you get in trouble? or is there a real safety concern??
so, in my notebook i had aside me at the pool i wrote "NO MARCO POLO, but why!?!"...and then this morning i saw a licens plate on a truck that said "BUT-WHY". exactly.
and what exactly does that mean? just a conisidence? a sign? destinty? idk.
Sagittarius - June 19, 2009
Your quick and witty nature may have a hard time getting off the ground, dear Sagittarius, and you might feel as if you are simply stuck in a big mud puddle. Don't sweat it. This is probably a safe place for you to be. This is a great time for you to simply sit back and absorb the world around you. Be receptive to other people, especially to their feelings. Adopt discipline and you will go far.
MSN Astrology
...discipline is KEY.
so i had three favorite palm trees that i would use as a background piece in my photos at the day job...and today, GONE! wtf! all three trees, REMOVED! so sad.
what is up with me and hip-hop stuff??
i've been hearing this song everywhere i go lately.
click: just a friend.
...heard this one on the boat today with fprnsb (foreign peurto rican new suba boy, if one has forgotten); he now works at my place btw.
click: true love waits.
my ear has been kind of bothering me. i hope i don't have an ear infection.
sad, but moving book i saw on a show on oprah. click: a journal for jordan.
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
carpe diem.
you don't get to choose how you're going to die. or when. you can only decide how you're going to live now. -joan baez
june 17 / a lot about olive.
click: easier.
...in my own head i change the words to the song to make it fit with my life.
off for the next two days. :)
olive just had a check-up and got a vaccine at the vet. she's very healthy and i found out she's an american shorthair. (well, at least part) it doesn't seem like the other ones i've seen in pictures have her spotted belly. i think she may be part bengal, too.
according to wikipedia they live fifteen to twenty years.
olive, you and i got a long way to go... :)
as much as i wanted to try and make her and outdoorish cat the vets don't really recommend it since it's not as safe for them. looks like she'll mostly be staying inside. maybe she can cruise the bug here or there with me sometimes...
since olive was found at pearl city high school we weren't quite sure her age. the doctor said she's between eight and ten weeks old and i had to pick her a birtday at the vet so april 15, tax day, is now olive's birthday.
so i came across a goofy cat astrology website for my little aries olive.
click: foo foos cat astrology.
here's some things it said:
-adventurous and pioneering
-enjoy climbing all over things and especially looking into others' windows
-in past lives, these cats were probably sailing on pirate ships, exploring uncharted waters, burying treasure (and let's not forget raping and pillaging). ...(??)
-get used to the constant trips to the pound that will result from their wandering.
-the bodily correspondence of this sign is the head because felines born under this sign can be head strong and independent
-the aries cat will spend far too much time preening in front of a mirror.
-an unusual hobby of the aries feline is motoring and auto mechanics.
-ruled by mars
-color is red
-is a fire and cardinal sign
-prefer nimble japanese sports cars ...yay, me too.
olive photo shoot.
Photos by: Sweet D
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i've pretty much mastered the "first day of my life" song by bright eyes. faaaaak yaaaaah.
and i was teaching myself joe purdy's "miss me" on the uke today. sounds aiiiight.
my fingies are killing me now.
...in my own head i change the words to the song to make it fit with my life.
off for the next two days. :)
olive just had a check-up and got a vaccine at the vet. she's very healthy and i found out she's an american shorthair. (well, at least part) it doesn't seem like the other ones i've seen in pictures have her spotted belly. i think she may be part bengal, too.
according to wikipedia they live fifteen to twenty years.
olive, you and i got a long way to go... :)
as much as i wanted to try and make her and outdoorish cat the vets don't really recommend it since it's not as safe for them. looks like she'll mostly be staying inside. maybe she can cruise the bug here or there with me sometimes...
since olive was found at pearl city high school we weren't quite sure her age. the doctor said she's between eight and ten weeks old and i had to pick her a birtday at the vet so april 15, tax day, is now olive's birthday.
so i came across a goofy cat astrology website for my little aries olive.
click: foo foos cat astrology.
here's some things it said:
-adventurous and pioneering
-enjoy climbing all over things and especially looking into others' windows
-in past lives, these cats were probably sailing on pirate ships, exploring uncharted waters, burying treasure (and let's not forget raping and pillaging). ...(??)
-get used to the constant trips to the pound that will result from their wandering.
-the bodily correspondence of this sign is the head because felines born under this sign can be head strong and independent
-the aries cat will spend far too much time preening in front of a mirror.
-an unusual hobby of the aries feline is motoring and auto mechanics.
-ruled by mars
-color is red
-is a fire and cardinal sign
-prefer nimble japanese sports cars ...yay, me too.
olive photo shoot.
Photos by: Sweet D
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i've pretty much mastered the "first day of my life" song by bright eyes. faaaaak yaaaaah.
and i was teaching myself joe purdy's "miss me" on the uke today. sounds aiiiight.
my fingies are killing me now.
Tuesday, June 16, 2009
tuesday's gone with the wind...
click: tuesdays gone.
click: you don't know how it feels.
Sagittarius - June 16, 2009
You may feel like you are butting heads up against almost every person and situation that you come across today, dear Sagittarius. Some days are just like this. Try not to get frustrated at yourself for the way you feel. This is only a passing phase. If things are difficult for you, this could be a reflection of the fact that you are lacking structure in that area of your life. Take an honest look at this, and make any necessary adjustments.
MSN Astrology
...great...looks like i have a wonderful day to look foward to, especially working both jobs... i'll try to make the best of it, though. and try to make it to taco tuesday.
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the day wasn't half as bad as i thought it was going to be. perhaps becasue i knew it wasn't suppopse to be good i pushed for the opposite.
made it through both jobs, 8 hours and then 4 hours and then made it to taco tuesday!
i did dig out early on my night job again, for the third night in a row. maybe it's time for a new job; i just do not want to be there.
click: you don't know how it feels.
Sagittarius - June 16, 2009
You may feel like you are butting heads up against almost every person and situation that you come across today, dear Sagittarius. Some days are just like this. Try not to get frustrated at yourself for the way you feel. This is only a passing phase. If things are difficult for you, this could be a reflection of the fact that you are lacking structure in that area of your life. Take an honest look at this, and make any necessary adjustments.
MSN Astrology
...great...looks like i have a wonderful day to look foward to, especially working both jobs... i'll try to make the best of it, though. and try to make it to taco tuesday.
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the day wasn't half as bad as i thought it was going to be. perhaps becasue i knew it wasn't suppopse to be good i pushed for the opposite.
made it through both jobs, 8 hours and then 4 hours and then made it to taco tuesday!
i did dig out early on my night job again, for the third night in a row. maybe it's time for a new job; i just do not want to be there.
Monday, June 15, 2009
cup and nature.
Photos By: Sweet D
i feel like one of these. and maybe even wish i was one at the moment.
look who made it into the photo...
for ronnie.
i feel like one of these. and maybe even wish i was one at the moment.
look who made it into the photo...
for ronnie.
name meanings.
diane: divine (of, related to or proceeding directly from god or a god / surpremely good). maybe that's why i'm always so lucky. well, kind of.
another website said it also means "destiny". i like that, too.
olive: olive tree...a symbol of peace and victory.
...i just really like olives. green ones...black ones...mm mm good. olive has spots of her sides that kind of looks like black olives, too.
find out what your names means by clicking: here.
another website said it also means "destiny". i like that, too.
olive: olive tree...a symbol of peace and victory.
...i just really like olives. green ones...black ones...mm mm good. olive has spots of her sides that kind of looks like black olives, too.
find out what your names means by clicking: here.
only kisses on the cheek from now on...
..and in a little while we'll only have to wave.
click: love ridden.
Sagittarius - June 15, 2009
It is important for you to tone things down a bit today, dear Sagittarius. Relax and let someone else cook dinner for you tonight. If all you want to do then is hang out and be lazy, then by all means, you have every right. Let other people make their own choices, and don't try to manipulate them into making everything happen your way. Things will fall into place naturally if you are willing to give up a bit of control.
MSN Astrology
....shoots.
instead of pouting to myself all day i went kayaking with tone and his son which was de~ji~ fun. killer, but fun.
click: paper bag.
as much as i always say "everythign happens for a reason" i had better take my own words and believe it, eXspecially at times like these.
the other day after lala and i had spent the day laying on the shore of waimanalo and decided to grab some keneke's (which was delicioso btw) she showed me her sore pimple she had right underneath her eye.
i told her about that nasty sty i had had a few months back. click: march 23 (if you would like a reminder)
anyways, it got me to thinking. the only reason i had met o.d. in the first place was because i called into work (for the third day in a row) because of the sty even though that particular day i could have gone since my eye healed enough to at least go the bbq...
so basically if it wasn't for a sty i got in march the past few months of my life would have been completely different. and my life now. and my future.
so, everything happens for a reason, or at least i'll keep telling myself that.
freakin' fiona apple binge.
click: sleep to dream.
i'm just feelin' it.
click: love ridden.
Sagittarius - June 15, 2009
It is important for you to tone things down a bit today, dear Sagittarius. Relax and let someone else cook dinner for you tonight. If all you want to do then is hang out and be lazy, then by all means, you have every right. Let other people make their own choices, and don't try to manipulate them into making everything happen your way. Things will fall into place naturally if you are willing to give up a bit of control.
MSN Astrology
....shoots.
instead of pouting to myself all day i went kayaking with tone and his son which was de~ji~ fun. killer, but fun.
click: paper bag.
as much as i always say "everythign happens for a reason" i had better take my own words and believe it, eXspecially at times like these.
the other day after lala and i had spent the day laying on the shore of waimanalo and decided to grab some keneke's (which was delicioso btw) she showed me her sore pimple she had right underneath her eye.
i told her about that nasty sty i had had a few months back. click: march 23 (if you would like a reminder)
anyways, it got me to thinking. the only reason i had met o.d. in the first place was because i called into work (for the third day in a row) because of the sty even though that particular day i could have gone since my eye healed enough to at least go the bbq...
so basically if it wasn't for a sty i got in march the past few months of my life would have been completely different. and my life now. and my future.
so, everything happens for a reason, or at least i'll keep telling myself that.
freakin' fiona apple binge.
click: sleep to dream.
i'm just feelin' it.
ferrets.
so this is the third time i've come accross this pbs show of ferrets. it's soooo nuts.
here's a song one lady on the show wrote about hers.
click: ferret freaks.
...could you imagine being the camera man for this?? like, how in the hell do you not bust out laughing?
and another clip.
click: the pursuit of excellence.
here's a song one lady on the show wrote about hers.
click: ferret freaks.
...could you imagine being the camera man for this?? like, how in the hell do you not bust out laughing?
and another clip.
click: the pursuit of excellence.
Saturday, June 13, 2009
buzzin'...
it's a miracle: i went to the gym this morning.
did a class. wasn't the greatest, but i was sweating and know my arms are going to be killing me later. now if i can just keep up with it...
click: buzzin'.
did a class. wasn't the greatest, but i was sweating and know my arms are going to be killing me later. now if i can just keep up with it...
click: buzzin'.
Friday, June 12, 2009
loooong friday.
found a penny today. 1971.
Sagittarius - June 12, 2009
A letter containing some good news about money might arrive today. Warm and inspiring relations with others at this time might not only make you happy today, dear Sagittarius; they could inspire you to be creative in some way. Your friends should prove very supportive of your efforts at this time, and this can spur you on to accomplish a lot. Writing especially could show a lot of promise. Get busy and have some fun.
MSN Astrolgoy
...money would be nice. writing, i'm down with that.
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worked from 830 a.m. until 7 p.m. on the boat today...longest day i've ever spent there. wasn't too bad though, had a few mintues to take a nap and to get through a few more pages in "fear and loathing...".
emotionally i was up and down, but mostly ended with an up.
when pau hana went and watched o.d.'s first game back playing soccer and the rushed home to feed olive. and downed a couple of beef chalupa supremes myself. ooooo or ewwww? ewww....
money wise i did get a paycheck and my boss shouted out a little bit of cash since i had to stay at work and extra few hours today. no complaining there!
click: i don't wanna be your regret, i'd rather be your cocoon.
Sagittarius - June 12, 2009
A letter containing some good news about money might arrive today. Warm and inspiring relations with others at this time might not only make you happy today, dear Sagittarius; they could inspire you to be creative in some way. Your friends should prove very supportive of your efforts at this time, and this can spur you on to accomplish a lot. Writing especially could show a lot of promise. Get busy and have some fun.
MSN Astrolgoy
...money would be nice. writing, i'm down with that.
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worked from 830 a.m. until 7 p.m. on the boat today...longest day i've ever spent there. wasn't too bad though, had a few mintues to take a nap and to get through a few more pages in "fear and loathing...".
emotionally i was up and down, but mostly ended with an up.
when pau hana went and watched o.d.'s first game back playing soccer and the rushed home to feed olive. and downed a couple of beef chalupa supremes myself. ooooo or ewwww? ewww....
money wise i did get a paycheck and my boss shouted out a little bit of cash since i had to stay at work and extra few hours today. no complaining there!
click: i don't wanna be your regret, i'd rather be your cocoon.
Thursday, June 11, 2009
out of my head.
Sagittarius - June 11, 2009
You are on a roll today, dear Sagittarius. Don't let other people's insecurities or shallow understanding about the issues get in the way of your progress. There is a distinct advantage to the way you approach things. Feel free to exert your will on those who need strong direction on how to proceed. If you are confident about the answer, don't be shy about saying so. If people don't like the way you are leading, they don't need to follow.
MSN Astrology
...i'm not feeling on a roll at all right now...mostly just confused.
click: out of my head.
couldn't stand sitting around the house dreading work, so i decided to go to the beach to dread work instead.
it was a little lonely, but good to get some sun endorphins...
and now i start work in an hour and fourty minutes. shoot me, please.
must be that time of the month soon...feeling pretty emo. fml.
the pickle:
living in the moment vs. worrying about the future.
i feel that if you live for happiness today, tomorrow things will fall into place.
click: don't leave me...high and dry.
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as i knew it would, work took forever to go by...ick.
i hate how my personal life always affects my work life. it wasn't so bad when i was all happy-go-lucky...today was definitely different.
You are on a roll today, dear Sagittarius. Don't let other people's insecurities or shallow understanding about the issues get in the way of your progress. There is a distinct advantage to the way you approach things. Feel free to exert your will on those who need strong direction on how to proceed. If you are confident about the answer, don't be shy about saying so. If people don't like the way you are leading, they don't need to follow.
MSN Astrology
...i'm not feeling on a roll at all right now...mostly just confused.
click: out of my head.
couldn't stand sitting around the house dreading work, so i decided to go to the beach to dread work instead.
it was a little lonely, but good to get some sun endorphins...
and now i start work in an hour and fourty minutes. shoot me, please.
must be that time of the month soon...feeling pretty emo. fml.
the pickle:
living in the moment vs. worrying about the future.
i feel that if you live for happiness today, tomorrow things will fall into place.
click: don't leave me...high and dry.
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as i knew it would, work took forever to go by...ick.
i hate how my personal life always affects my work life. it wasn't so bad when i was all happy-go-lucky...today was definitely different.
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
take time and find.
click: paper aeroplane.
as much as i thought yesterday's horoscope didn't pertain to me...i guess it did.
and i guess me and o.d. aren't so much on the same page after all...
i was still floating around somewhere on cloud nine; he, on the other hand, more or less, burried.
why do things have to be so complicated?
to me life is quite simple.
Sagittarius - June 10, 2009
Restriction and discipline might not be your forte, dear Sagittarius, but realize that this may be exactly the type of thing that you need the most. Try not to disperse your energy in too many directions. Focus and channel your efforts into the things that you consider to be the most important. Make sure that most of your day is spent tending to these things. Have you hugged your loved ones lately?
MSN Astrolgy
...yes. yes, i have. . . and where is it getting me?
at least i have olive.
click: just a boy.
i did decide to focus my attention on: me, myself and my cups.
went to waimanalo and it was again a beautiful day at the beach.
during the evening went to a chick flick and dinner with a friend and then crashed out early.
as much as i thought yesterday's horoscope didn't pertain to me...i guess it did.
and i guess me and o.d. aren't so much on the same page after all...
i was still floating around somewhere on cloud nine; he, on the other hand, more or less, burried.
why do things have to be so complicated?
to me life is quite simple.
Sagittarius - June 10, 2009
Restriction and discipline might not be your forte, dear Sagittarius, but realize that this may be exactly the type of thing that you need the most. Try not to disperse your energy in too many directions. Focus and channel your efforts into the things that you consider to be the most important. Make sure that most of your day is spent tending to these things. Have you hugged your loved ones lately?
MSN Astrolgy
...yes. yes, i have. . . and where is it getting me?
at least i have olive.
click: just a boy.
i did decide to focus my attention on: me, myself and my cups.
went to waimanalo and it was again a beautiful day at the beach.
during the evening went to a chick flick and dinner with a friend and then crashed out early.
Tuesday, June 9, 2009
o l i v e
welcome home, olive!
7 weeks old.
kitty laying on the kitty pillow case. when i was a kid used to have cat EVERYTHING...sheets, beadspread, curtains, stuffed animals, statues...etc. i think i still have the statues at my parents house, but the pillow case is the only thing that made it's way with me to hawaii. and it's a good thing, otherwise people might think i'm a weeeeirdo...
(spotted belly)
meow.
7 weeks old.
kitty laying on the kitty pillow case. when i was a kid used to have cat EVERYTHING...sheets, beadspread, curtains, stuffed animals, statues...etc. i think i still have the statues at my parents house, but the pillow case is the only thing that made it's way with me to hawaii. and it's a good thing, otherwise people might think i'm a weeeeirdo...
(spotted belly)
meow.
taco tuesday.
woke up early again...mostly to play with olive before heading to work today. she's verrrry playful...and nuts...and kawaii. (pictures to come soon)
Sagittarius - June 9, 2009
Your fairytale imagination of how your romantic life should be run is hooking you up with many different opportunities, dear Sagittarius. Whether you realize it or not, the optimal situation you seek is within your grasp. The one thing to make sure of, however, is that you are not trying to manipulate a certain person into becoming the person you want them to be. If you are unhappy in your relationship, perhaps you just need to find someone new.
MSN Astrology
...i not...but i guess i'll keep this in mind...
click: parentheses.
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didn't even make it out the door when i got a call i didn't need to go to my day job. woo woo.
cleaned underneath the bed since olive likes to play under there. and then we took a nap together.
now i'm off to the beach in kailua before another early shift at work tonight...and then supposedly heading to taco tuesdays at therapy!
Sagittarius - June 9, 2009
Your fairytale imagination of how your romantic life should be run is hooking you up with many different opportunities, dear Sagittarius. Whether you realize it or not, the optimal situation you seek is within your grasp. The one thing to make sure of, however, is that you are not trying to manipulate a certain person into becoming the person you want them to be. If you are unhappy in your relationship, perhaps you just need to find someone new.
MSN Astrology
...i not...but i guess i'll keep this in mind...
click: parentheses.
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didn't even make it out the door when i got a call i didn't need to go to my day job. woo woo.
cleaned underneath the bed since olive likes to play under there. and then we took a nap together.
now i'm off to the beach in kailua before another early shift at work tonight...and then supposedly heading to taco tuesdays at therapy!
Monday, June 8, 2009
6-8-09
Sagittarius - June 8, 2009
A love relationship could take on a higher and more spiritual aspect during this period, creating a desire for both of you to bond as souls. The planetary atmosphere has brought you closer together, and you may be experiencing a tighter sense of intimacy. You might spend time with some mutual friends today, dear Sagittarius, enjoying yourself very much, but at the same time anxious to be alone together. Bask in the ambiance you are fortunate to have...
MSN Astrology
...fortunate i am. :)
willingly woke up at 730 a.m. to get a start on the day and get the house ready for it's new occupant, olive.
after my beach plans fell through, i took a few hours nap (which was much needed).
i'm feeling a little guitly about my many-a-friends who are allergic to cats and will no longer be able to stand coming to my house... :(
that just reminded me of a little rhyme/song i leanred in girl scouts as a kid:
"make new friends, but keep the old. one is silver and the other, gold."
also, for some reason last night i kept having the word "scallywag" stuck in my head at work and kept calling everyone it. no one was even sure exactly what it meanas...
so here ya go. click: scallywag.
click: is this love.
o.d.'s dad thinks i'm funny. duhhhhhhhh...
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work wasn't bad. made decent money considering i was off before 8 p.m.
olive is officially on her way over so i'm taking this time to enjoy the last moments of non-responsibility before i become a parent...
hopefully i'll make a good one!
A love relationship could take on a higher and more spiritual aspect during this period, creating a desire for both of you to bond as souls. The planetary atmosphere has brought you closer together, and you may be experiencing a tighter sense of intimacy. You might spend time with some mutual friends today, dear Sagittarius, enjoying yourself very much, but at the same time anxious to be alone together. Bask in the ambiance you are fortunate to have...
MSN Astrology
...fortunate i am. :)
willingly woke up at 730 a.m. to get a start on the day and get the house ready for it's new occupant, olive.
after my beach plans fell through, i took a few hours nap (which was much needed).
i'm feeling a little guitly about my many-a-friends who are allergic to cats and will no longer be able to stand coming to my house... :(
that just reminded me of a little rhyme/song i leanred in girl scouts as a kid:
"make new friends, but keep the old. one is silver and the other, gold."
also, for some reason last night i kept having the word "scallywag" stuck in my head at work and kept calling everyone it. no one was even sure exactly what it meanas...
so here ya go. click: scallywag.
click: is this love.
o.d.'s dad thinks i'm funny. duhhhhhhhh...
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
work wasn't bad. made decent money considering i was off before 8 p.m.
olive is officially on her way over so i'm taking this time to enjoy the last moments of non-responsibility before i become a parent...
hopefully i'll make a good one!
Sunday, June 7, 2009
i'm getting a kitten.
tomorrow!
this was all decided in a matter of about fifteen minutes.
i'm excited. a little nervous, but excited.
it's naming tiiiime :)
i don't know the sex yet, but
boy: oliver whiteside
girl: olive whiteside
this was all decided in a matter of about fifteen minutes.
i'm excited. a little nervous, but excited.
it's naming tiiiime :)
i don't know the sex yet, but
boy: oliver whiteside
girl: olive whiteside
seriously.
how in the hell did i spend 150 bucks at savers this morning? well, i guess the first half of the shopping spree i can blame on the fact that i was still feeling half drunk from last night...
got soooo many good things though...
spent fifteen bucks alone on one little statue-figurine thing...but it's from 1971!
i think i'm gonna give it to o.d. because i'm a corn-ball like dat
literally got like twenty new cups, too.
click: seriously.
so i saw the first dude i was ever "talking" to in hawaii during the savers trip. at first i just saw a dude, long hair, thought to myself, eh, good looking...
then i realized he looked sooo familiar...
and then i realized it was some dude named kalewa who i met in my music class my first semester at kcc. (he didn't have long hair then)
anyway, that whole thing didn't last long. he thought i was weird (imagine that!)...and i thought he was weird. but it wasn't two weirds that meshed.
we waved to each other, he saw me drive off in the bug. probably thinks i'm the shit. hahah. j/k, for real.
met o.d.'s familia yesterday. had a lot of fun at his sister's graduation party. i would say i held my own fairly well...at least until the end of the night.
i was the "official photographer" which was fun since i like taking pictures anyway. it also forced me to interact with everyone and i think it got me some brownie points with the ma.
with pops on the other hand i just talked fishing, hunting and taxidermy. no problemo there.
like i said, i was doing pretty well for myself until the beers and couple shots of tequilia started cathing up with me. and then for some reason i kept throwing f-bombs non-stop! aye...i was the f-bomb queen of the night. i feel kind of bad about having such a bad mouth. eeek. hopefully they'll let it slide.
blame it on the al-al-al-al-al-alcohol.
click: blame it.
...did i seriously just post this song? ...sweet desus...been hanging out with o.d. a lot.
oh yah, and when we got home i acidentally fell off the driveway. it's kind of hard to explain, but it was like a 2-3ft. drop. not exactly sure if i fell into the bush or just on the ground, but o.d. said when he came around the corner i was gone and then he heard rustling around in the bushes.
again, blame in on the al-al-al-al-al-alcohol.
this morning when i was leaving i looked at where i had falled and saw to metal rods sticking up out of the ground.
basicially, one could have easily pierced my body and i could have died. thankfully i did not.
lost my slippers, too. well, according to o.d. i didn't loose them. i left them even though he told me to grab them before we left but i decided that i no needed them. i usually walk around barefoot anyway.
it just sucked when i went to savers because i had to wear my disgusting work shoes which looked ridiculous btw.
life is good; i'm happy. so nice to finally cruise the bug again.
speaking of bugs...guess who has/had a bug...o.d.'s ex. but of course she has a whack new one. i would never want a new one...i mean, i'd take one, but then i'd just sell it and get an old one or one of the other million other cars that i want.
anywho...some dude was like "i like your car! it's hot!" when i was driving home from savers. good bug, good bug.
some treasures from today:
a gaudy christmas tree topper. we used to have one like it when i was a kid. it was only $.99. i rike it a rot.
gloves. $4 ...now i need to go visit my familia in mn this winter
this is ugly. i know. but i used to have one just like it in like second or third grade!
Sagittarius - June 7, 2009
Imagination and fantasy are a big part of your thinking today, dear Sagittarius, and you should not hesitate to embrace this frame of mind. There is a great deal of power that can be drawn from your sense of freedom to explore and dream. Your thinking is more of a higher consciousness at this time and you should take advantage of this lofty perspective by seeing things from a more neutral point of view.
MSN Astrology
...eh??
got soooo many good things though...
spent fifteen bucks alone on one little statue-figurine thing...but it's from 1971!
i think i'm gonna give it to o.d. because i'm a corn-ball like dat
literally got like twenty new cups, too.
click: seriously.
so i saw the first dude i was ever "talking" to in hawaii during the savers trip. at first i just saw a dude, long hair, thought to myself, eh, good looking...
then i realized he looked sooo familiar...
and then i realized it was some dude named kalewa who i met in my music class my first semester at kcc. (he didn't have long hair then)
anyway, that whole thing didn't last long. he thought i was weird (imagine that!)...and i thought he was weird. but it wasn't two weirds that meshed.
we waved to each other, he saw me drive off in the bug. probably thinks i'm the shit. hahah. j/k, for real.
met o.d.'s familia yesterday. had a lot of fun at his sister's graduation party. i would say i held my own fairly well...at least until the end of the night.
i was the "official photographer" which was fun since i like taking pictures anyway. it also forced me to interact with everyone and i think it got me some brownie points with the ma.
with pops on the other hand i just talked fishing, hunting and taxidermy. no problemo there.
like i said, i was doing pretty well for myself until the beers and couple shots of tequilia started cathing up with me. and then for some reason i kept throwing f-bombs non-stop! aye...i was the f-bomb queen of the night. i feel kind of bad about having such a bad mouth. eeek. hopefully they'll let it slide.
blame it on the al-al-al-al-al-alcohol.
click: blame it.
...did i seriously just post this song? ...sweet desus...been hanging out with o.d. a lot.
oh yah, and when we got home i acidentally fell off the driveway. it's kind of hard to explain, but it was like a 2-3ft. drop. not exactly sure if i fell into the bush or just on the ground, but o.d. said when he came around the corner i was gone and then he heard rustling around in the bushes.
again, blame in on the al-al-al-al-al-alcohol.
this morning when i was leaving i looked at where i had falled and saw to metal rods sticking up out of the ground.
basicially, one could have easily pierced my body and i could have died. thankfully i did not.
lost my slippers, too. well, according to o.d. i didn't loose them. i left them even though he told me to grab them before we left but i decided that i no needed them. i usually walk around barefoot anyway.
it just sucked when i went to savers because i had to wear my disgusting work shoes which looked ridiculous btw.
life is good; i'm happy. so nice to finally cruise the bug again.
speaking of bugs...guess who has/had a bug...o.d.'s ex. but of course she has a whack new one. i would never want a new one...i mean, i'd take one, but then i'd just sell it and get an old one or one of the other million other cars that i want.
anywho...some dude was like "i like your car! it's hot!" when i was driving home from savers. good bug, good bug.
some treasures from today:
a gaudy christmas tree topper. we used to have one like it when i was a kid. it was only $.99. i rike it a rot.
gloves. $4 ...now i need to go visit my familia in mn this winter
this is ugly. i know. but i used to have one just like it in like second or third grade!
Sagittarius - June 7, 2009
Imagination and fantasy are a big part of your thinking today, dear Sagittarius, and you should not hesitate to embrace this frame of mind. There is a great deal of power that can be drawn from your sense of freedom to explore and dream. Your thinking is more of a higher consciousness at this time and you should take advantage of this lofty perspective by seeing things from a more neutral point of view.
MSN Astrology
...eh??
Friday, June 5, 2009
ssssssssssatruday.
Sagittarius - June 6, 2009
You may feel as if your hands are tied behind your back today, and you are faced with absolutely zero options, dear Sagittarius. Don't despair over a situation that seems insurmountable. Think of yourself as a terrific magician who can bust out of even the most rugged chains. You have tricks up your sleeve that can help you escape just about any situation you get yourself involved in.
MSN Astrolgy
...ahh...what am i going to get myself into??
couldn't sleep past 730 a.m. this saturday morning. probably has something to do with the fact that i went to sleep around 930 last night.
woke up, cleaned.
You may feel as if your hands are tied behind your back today, and you are faced with absolutely zero options, dear Sagittarius. Don't despair over a situation that seems insurmountable. Think of yourself as a terrific magician who can bust out of even the most rugged chains. You have tricks up your sleeve that can help you escape just about any situation you get yourself involved in.
MSN Astrolgy
...ahh...what am i going to get myself into??
couldn't sleep past 730 a.m. this saturday morning. probably has something to do with the fact that i went to sleep around 930 last night.
woke up, cleaned.
this is just what happiness is / phriday
finally just picked up the bug!
it's weird actually having brakes and blinkers. i was pretty used to keepin' one hand on the e-brake...
anyways, good to have my baby back. now just need to check out the carbs one of these days...and then fix the passangers side door...and then i'll be able to move onto other things such as rust and paint.
it's friday. three beers down and i just popped open a bottle of red. i like alone time sometimes. ...this is one of those times.
may be meeting o.d.'s familia tomorow. scurrrry.
s.b. update: (it's been a while) he whisteled at me today (twice). the first one i ignored (even though i knew it was him), the second one i said hello. i'm over it. way too over it. psshh. you snooze, you loose.
as many times as i've tried to sit down and watch "fear and loathing in las vegas" i never could. today i brought the book with me to work today and read every spare second i had on the boat. it's amazing. i can't wait to finish it and then watch the movie.
it's that time of the year again for duckies. sadly i saw just as many alive as i did dead, floating ones.
wish i could keep you:
Photo by: Sweet D
saw the most random licens plate yesterday. it said: pillow
it's weird actually having brakes and blinkers. i was pretty used to keepin' one hand on the e-brake...
anyways, good to have my baby back. now just need to check out the carbs one of these days...and then fix the passangers side door...and then i'll be able to move onto other things such as rust and paint.
it's friday. three beers down and i just popped open a bottle of red. i like alone time sometimes. ...this is one of those times.
may be meeting o.d.'s familia tomorow. scurrrry.
s.b. update: (it's been a while) he whisteled at me today (twice). the first one i ignored (even though i knew it was him), the second one i said hello. i'm over it. way too over it. psshh. you snooze, you loose.
as many times as i've tried to sit down and watch "fear and loathing in las vegas" i never could. today i brought the book with me to work today and read every spare second i had on the boat. it's amazing. i can't wait to finish it and then watch the movie.
it's that time of the year again for duckies. sadly i saw just as many alive as i did dead, floating ones.
wish i could keep you:
Photo by: Sweet D
saw the most random licens plate yesterday. it said: pillow
Wednesday, June 3, 2009
wednesday's whereabouts...
click: five years time.
considering my diet has a basis of beer and unhealthy food these days i guess it was no wonder i woke up and puked a little. it sort of started with a cough and then i don't really know what happened... tmi, yes, i know.
i have been riding my bike a lot the past couple of days since i'm car-less. i definitely want to get it painted up (brown) asap.
i've also been doing a lot walking. the construction workers (who are like my new best friends since i pass by them a million times a day) were even like "wow, you walk a lot."
other than that, my wednesday whereabouts pretty much consisted of the perimeter of the marina.
i'm making fajitas tonight for dinner for o.d. and i. yum :)
click: while you were sleeping.
considering my diet has a basis of beer and unhealthy food these days i guess it was no wonder i woke up and puked a little. it sort of started with a cough and then i don't really know what happened... tmi, yes, i know.
i have been riding my bike a lot the past couple of days since i'm car-less. i definitely want to get it painted up (brown) asap.
i've also been doing a lot walking. the construction workers (who are like my new best friends since i pass by them a million times a day) were even like "wow, you walk a lot."
other than that, my wednesday whereabouts pretty much consisted of the perimeter of the marina.
i'm making fajitas tonight for dinner for o.d. and i. yum :)
click: while you were sleeping.
Tuesday, June 2, 2009
i <3 postcards...(III)
san fran, from o.d. ...of course he didn't actually mail it, he just handed it to me when he got back, buuuut....i was happy :)
berkely library, from craigery ...seems like home-made kine!
berkely library, from craigery ...seems like home-made kine!
your baby can read.
click: here.
i watch the infomercial for this all the time.
i'm totally getting this for my baby(ies) that i will someday have. and teaching them sign language, too.
i watch the infomercial for this all the time.
i'm totally getting this for my baby(ies) that i will someday have. and teaching them sign language, too.
i think i'd be good for you...
...and you'd be good for me.
click: el scorcho.
public transportation...not particularly my cup of tea.
stillllll didn't get the bug back. i don't really know wtf is taking so long, but it's pretty annoying. oh well, life is life and patience is a virtue.
i wanted to learn how to use thebus any way. and learn i did. luckly i saw a boy on the bus who works at a place i always eat lunch at, and he happened to be going to the same place so he helped me out.
and thanks a million-ba-jillion to everyone who's been driving my ass around.
the one runny nostril turned into two, plus constant sneezing.
woke up bright and early for my annual pap. a finger in the bum was a non-plesant surprise, but again, i guess that's life.
Sagittarius - June 2, 2009
You think of yourself as a practical person, dear Sagittarius, but today your thoughts may turn more to the mystical and spiritual. Your intuition is heightened right now, allowing you to tune in to the innermost feelings of your loved ones. This allows you to be especially empathetic and understanding, which your partner especially appreciates. Your intuition may inspire you to approach a problem in a new way, so let your mind wander and see what develops!
MSN Astrology
...
click: changed my life. (scotty too hotty)
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
the bug: brakes need worked on, blinkers aren't working because of an electrical problem, and stearing may also need worked on. two or three more days.
and once again, that's life, and what happens when you drive a car from 1968!
totally worth it btw.
bussing it again to work. yipeeeee...
click: el scorcho.
public transportation...not particularly my cup of tea.
stillllll didn't get the bug back. i don't really know wtf is taking so long, but it's pretty annoying. oh well, life is life and patience is a virtue.
i wanted to learn how to use thebus any way. and learn i did. luckly i saw a boy on the bus who works at a place i always eat lunch at, and he happened to be going to the same place so he helped me out.
and thanks a million-ba-jillion to everyone who's been driving my ass around.
the one runny nostril turned into two, plus constant sneezing.
woke up bright and early for my annual pap. a finger in the bum was a non-plesant surprise, but again, i guess that's life.
Sagittarius - June 2, 2009
You think of yourself as a practical person, dear Sagittarius, but today your thoughts may turn more to the mystical and spiritual. Your intuition is heightened right now, allowing you to tune in to the innermost feelings of your loved ones. This allows you to be especially empathetic and understanding, which your partner especially appreciates. Your intuition may inspire you to approach a problem in a new way, so let your mind wander and see what develops!
MSN Astrology
...
click: changed my life. (scotty too hotty)
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
the bug: brakes need worked on, blinkers aren't working because of an electrical problem, and stearing may also need worked on. two or three more days.
and once again, that's life, and what happens when you drive a car from 1968!
totally worth it btw.
bussing it again to work. yipeeeee...
Monday, June 1, 2009
one runny nostril...
sucks! (i guess it's better than two, but stilllllll)
wow, weekend was pretty activity-filled and fun.
all for $30 got: a pool table, 3 bowling balls (without holes), a coffee table and a small t.v.
Sagittarius - June 1, 2009
It has been said that you can never have too many friends, dear Sagittarius, but today you might wonder if perhaps you do. Your phone could very well be ringing off the hook. One person after another will be soliciting you for advice and for your famous shoulder to cry on. Be patient, one day you may need them to be there for you. Try to listen, and to keep your sense of humor about you!
MSN Astrology
...shit, probably so since my phone was dead alllll day.
wow, weekend was pretty activity-filled and fun.
all for $30 got: a pool table, 3 bowling balls (without holes), a coffee table and a small t.v.
Sagittarius - June 1, 2009
It has been said that you can never have too many friends, dear Sagittarius, but today you might wonder if perhaps you do. Your phone could very well be ringing off the hook. One person after another will be soliciting you for advice and for your famous shoulder to cry on. Be patient, one day you may need them to be there for you. Try to listen, and to keep your sense of humor about you!
MSN Astrology
...shit, probably so since my phone was dead alllll day.
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