Tuesday, July 12, 2011

starvin' marvin.

...is in town.  [another friend i grew up with in okinawa]  gonna hit up the shack in a bit.


my first day of the a.m. shift didn't go as smoothly as planned.  first none of my usual uniforms were there, so i had to wear something different...with no socks :\  at least hosting is less walking and more just standing..but still feels gross.

and i came home and wacthed a documentry and took a nap- reeeeal productive. haha.

Monday, July 11, 2011

institutionalized.

love it: suicidal tendancies.

"i was in my room and i was just like staring at the wall thinking about everything, but then again i was thinking about nothing."

7eleven.

[tomorrow's...which is in a couple of hours]

Tuesday, July 12, 2011  Sagittarius-

Sometimes it's hard for you to believe something unless you see it firsthand, Sagittarius. However, the period you're in now may be pushing you to try and understand some of the mysteries on faith. Though you probably aren't one to do this very often, you may be feeling some kind of mystical impulse that makes you think about the nature of your beliefs.

MSN Astrology

...pretty much so. 


tomorrow is the start of my new schedule.  ...hopefully i'll start it off right, and keep it that way. 

gotta have faith....  ahaha.  got me thinking about the remake limp bizkit did of "faith" (which yes, i did just look up on youtube.). that's definitely on the "should have played on the radio" list.  well, maybe someday when i sub.
reminds me of the "teen center" days (yes, that's what it was really called) back on kadena in okinawa.  and all those skater boys, like my friend d.k. who was just visiting last month.  and old my boyfriend, "worm hair boy" as my little brother called him- b-boy.
haven't thought about those days in a while.

a n y w a y s,

i should probably start a memior.  i'm pretty sure that's spelled wrong, but you know what i mean, vern.
my mom told me that a while ago.  and things she tells me is ususally right.  like, she tole me a loooong time ago, like in h.s., i should move to hawaii after i graduated.  but i didn't.  i went to minnestoa first, and hated it, and then moved to hawaii.
back to the point:  it would be a memior about okinawa.  just random thoughts about my growing up therrrr. 
one thing i really have to decided first is how honest i want to be.  i mean, of course i would never lie, but i'm not sure if i should tell the whole truth.  i mean, anybody could possibly read it. 
so should i keep it private?  and when i die someday someone (hopefully future spawn or something) will find it and....
or, it could be public. and raw.  because i'm a pretty strait up person.
but that sometimes gets me into trouble.

we shall see.

leapin' lizzard!

yay life.

had an awesome day at the beach with jacinto. 

then talked with mom on the phone for a good hour.

corns no more.

Saturday, July 9, 2011

what are the chances.

....i'd find another one of this:














or this:

Friday, July 8, 2011

a pup.



















me and the roomie met some dudes with cute puppies.


[reminders of then.]

the times.

...they are a changin.

really.  they are.

for starters my whole schedule is going to flip-flop.  as in, instead of working nights, like i've been doing for the last forever...i'm now going to start work at 6:30 a.m.  that then leaves me the rest of the day to do whatever. (rather than the usual of just sleeping before starting work at 2:30 p.m.; i'll now be leaving work then.) 
i'm going to miss all the nighers, but i think it's best for me.  originally i was a morning person.
i think i will be more productive.  i can go paddle board after work across the street, swim laps by kcc..something active.  espeically because now that i'm just hosting, i'm definitely less physical at work than before.

i still need a tan.

nap.

sew x/day..(a goal to later be specified.)

get out of the house [with people] on my days off.


work is really my only responsibility right now. 
speaking of the no more:  last night's last session with sweet d on the radio went well.  lots of people called..good 'ol b- whoever you are.

Monday, July 4, 2011

recent vices: sandwiches.

...club and ice cream kinds..  
yuuum.


other recent things:
lost an arm wrestling match i joined randomly at fresh cafe.  i did put up a damn good fight to that tall white girl dressed like a super hero though.  j.rak and her boy saw it go down..hilarious.

i've been at work everyday for almost two weeks strait.


the corns are getting better (i guess??), but still look d i s g u s t i n g.   [luckly i won't post any photogs.]


my last radio show is this week.

Saturday, July 2, 2011

boobtube.

i don't watch much t.v. (*yet), except like re-run oprahs at midnight and dr.phils which play before that.  so as i was just watching oprah, she mentioned something about how life has signs, like little whispers...i just wanted to say: i agree.


*getting a wii.  getting netflix.  cheeeeeeeee  and maybe a new t.v. (eventually)

watashi no ashi.

14.5 hours is what i worked today.  dammmn.


i almost can't even believe it myself (the fact that and the fact that i'm admitting it): i have corns. 
i mean, i know i act (and smell) like grandma, but fo reeeeal?!
well, j.bell busted me out about one the other week at her house. honestly, i didn't really know what it was; she informed me. 
and i think after the crazy amount i've been working and in the kind of shoes you can't wear socks with, (and panty hose doesn't help much...and today i went with none because it had holes when i got to work), it's no surprise to me both pinky toes are looking pretty bumped out. 

i got corny band-aids on them.  i gotta take care of mi little piggies.


and you know you've been working too much when it feels weird to be at home and not at work.
although surprisingly, i'm not complaining.
:)