Sagittarius - Dec. 31, 2010
You have a tendency to want to explain everything that goes on around you, Sagittarius. You rationalize everything in an instant, and group all your experiences into great theories. But you've been very quiet for quite some time now. It's as if something is keeping you from speaking. Today you will get a few words in, so don't worry.
MSN Astrology
Friday, December 31, 2010
Tuesday, December 28, 2010
me and my stupid mouth.
i deleted like the last three posts i did.
i must say, that is very un-like me. but i guess i've been very un-like me quite a bit lately.
it was all so negative, worse than usual at least.
i had a super fun day in vegas with neesh. i kind of took a step back and thought a lot about the way i've been acting, and what i've been thinking, and even worse, sharing, and it kind of disgusted me.
but once back, even on just the ride home from the airport i felt better already. stepping in the door was nice, and my shower, ahhhhhhh. :)
it's just good to be back.
i missed olive, too.
like, i needed to get away, but i was definitely ready to back.
Sagittarius - Dec. 28, 2010
Take a step back from the line of fire today and examine your position. You've made some bold moves and now it's time to pause and evaluate. Listen to others' reactions. Take the observations and comments to heart. Other people may see things about your situation that you don't. Don't get boxed in by narrow-minded thinking. Digest what you learn and expand your horizons.
MSN Astrology
...exactly.
these lyrics just sung on mi ipod:
why you always runnin' your mouth?
why you always runnin' your mouth?
if you'd stop to find it out,
you might understand by now.
time to move forward.
positively.
i must say, that is very un-like me. but i guess i've been very un-like me quite a bit lately.
it was all so negative, worse than usual at least.
i had a super fun day in vegas with neesh. i kind of took a step back and thought a lot about the way i've been acting, and what i've been thinking, and even worse, sharing, and it kind of disgusted me.
but once back, even on just the ride home from the airport i felt better already. stepping in the door was nice, and my shower, ahhhhhhh. :)
it's just good to be back.
i missed olive, too.
like, i needed to get away, but i was definitely ready to back.
Sagittarius - Dec. 28, 2010
Take a step back from the line of fire today and examine your position. You've made some bold moves and now it's time to pause and evaluate. Listen to others' reactions. Take the observations and comments to heart. Other people may see things about your situation that you don't. Don't get boxed in by narrow-minded thinking. Digest what you learn and expand your horizons.
MSN Astrology
...exactly.
these lyrics just sung on mi ipod:
why you always runnin' your mouth?
why you always runnin' your mouth?
if you'd stop to find it out,
you might understand by now.
time to move forward.
positively.
Saturday, December 25, 2010
Sagittarius - Dec. 25, 2010
It might seem like someone has dumped a bucket of water on your head today, Sagittarius. Your fire is out. Keep in mind that this is only temporary and that your internal flame will be rekindled soon. For now, you may want to take this time to slow down and relax. Use this as an opportunity to reflect and tune in to your sensitive, caring nature. Let someone else take the reins.
MSN Astrology
...
It might seem like someone has dumped a bucket of water on your head today, Sagittarius. Your fire is out. Keep in mind that this is only temporary and that your internal flame will be rekindled soon. For now, you may want to take this time to slow down and relax. Use this as an opportunity to reflect and tune in to your sensitive, caring nature. Let someone else take the reins.
MSN Astrology
...
Friday, December 24, 2010
merry f'in x-mas.
Sagittarius - Dec. 24, 2010
...life is cloudy.
thinking about moving. i hate being cold, but nice weather ain't everything, and not much else keeping me around. graduate in may, and then we'll see...
Things may seem a little cloudy today, Sagittarius, but this is no reason to be blue. It could be that you need to make adjustments before you can smoothly relate to others. Take this opportunity to attend to things that you normally wouldn't think of. See things from the perspective of someone in another walk of life. Realize the fun of just staying home and falling asleep on the couch.
thinking about moving. i hate being cold, but nice weather ain't everything, and not much else keeping me around. graduate in may, and then we'll see...
Tuesday, December 14, 2010
Sagittarius - Dec. 15, 2010
Don't criticize the situation until you've come up with a better solution, Sagittarius. Be creative. You can accomplish much if you approach the situation confidently. Pessimism won't help find a solution. Relax and let your intuition guide you. Feel free to speak with confidence and strength. Perhaps the most fanciful-sounding answers will be the most ingenious solutions.
...
can't believe it myself, but i'll be seeing my family soon :)
all packed up, surprisingly light for as many clothes as ill be piling on, but don't need much, and can always borrow. sitting here at the airport terminal, i still don't feel like i'm goin anywhere, or seeing my family so soon nor that ill be freezing my tail off. it will probably be just as surreal when i'm there.
Tuesday, December 7, 2010
Thursday, December 2, 2010
obsessing over a poster.
...or not.
not even a full day in and the empty space where chris carabba's torso (wearing a shirt that said "living life 100%" [yes, in italics])-and-up once hung is already so dull, sad and bare looking.
of course, growing up doesn't have to be this way. i could keep the poster up if i really wanted to.
but change can be good.
and eventaully i'll fill that void with something else.
not even a full day in and the empty space where chris carabba's torso (wearing a shirt that said "living life 100%" [yes, in italics])-and-up once hung is already so dull, sad and bare looking.
of course, growing up doesn't have to be this way. i could keep the poster up if i really wanted to.
but change can be good.
and eventaully i'll fill that void with something else.
Wednesday, December 1, 2010
it's all about me, me, me, me, me.
...forget about you, you, you, you, you.
i've been 25 for 1 hr 12 mins. i just realized chris carraba (the dashboard confessional poster) is still on the wall.
...
but not anymore.
so long, farewell. the ten years (plus), you served well.
>>>>>>>>>
"The Year Ahead"
December 2010 - December 2011
If You Were Born Today, December 1:
You are fiercely independent, but also very passionate, and thus relationships are important to you. Optimistic yet practical, you are success-oriented. You have a sixth sense that you rely upon quite heavily, as it allows you to see and understand more than the average person, and you trust your instincts. After all, they serve you well. Charismatic and attractive, you enter relationships rather easily, but often end up in a power struggle. This could be due to your own independent nature, and your attraction to equally as strong-minded people. You are more sensitive than you ever let on, largely due to your observant nature. Famous people born today: Woody Allen, Richard Pryor, Bette Midler, Sarah Silverman, Lou Rawls, Lee Trevino, Charlene Tilton.
Your Birthday Year Forecast:
The Sun in harmonious aspect to the Moon in your Solar Return chart is a pleasant aspect, suggesting that your domestic and career needs are not in competition with one another this year. Your inner needs tend to be mirrored by external events, and vice versa. You are likely to be on top of your game this year for the most part, and positive connections with others can be made fairly easily. A comfortable level of personal popularity helps keep conflict to a minimum. With the ability to handle your emotions successfully, there will be less stress on both your mind and body. Your self-confidence and positive attitude will reward you!
You may be involved in frequent lectures, debates, and discussions during the year. You can convey your ideas more powerfully and with more authority. You may be more actively involved with young people and relationships with them may be solidified. Your mind is working at top speed this year. This means you can get a whole lot done, but it also suggests that you may not be paying attention to important details. Your senses are stimulated, and you could have sudden flashes of insight or fresh new ideas. You may be a little scatter-brained at times, and you could find it challenging to deal with routine matters or monotonous tasks. Learning new things is your passion this year--not recycling old ideas or performing repetitive processes.
You can also quite effectively use words to heal or repair this year, and can be quite imaginative and creative in your communications and self-expression.
Energy fluctuates this year. If you aren't too rash or impulsive, you might be able to free yourself from restrictive circumstances. You could also have more courage than usual to do things that break the routine, and confrontations engaged in this year could clear the air and help you to move forward. You might often get frustrated if results of your actions are not instant, but it's best to cultivate some patience when it comes to realizing your goals. As well, if you are not getting the results you crave, consider that you might be aiming too high or too wide. You frequently act upon your intuition this year. Dancing, swimming, photography, arts, and entertainment are favored. If you are an artist, this could be an especially inspired, imaginative, and productive year. If you are involved in sales, you will be able to tune into your client's inner desires and motivations.
You are especially romantic this year, and you are likely to idealize and expand a relationship through sensitive interactions and a more giving approach. Benefits come through paying attention to your dreams and intuitions, as well as through creativity. Gentleness with others is the best way to harness this energy and to attract what you want into your life. There could be truly "magical" times on a romantic and social level. You'll have a chance to heal old wounds with regards to love this year. You're also bound to find new ways of making money.
Creatively speaking, this is an excellent year. You are very sharp and easily motivated this year, but you need to avoid a tendency towards impulsiveness, setting your sights too far and wide, and expecting too much too soon. Sincerity and an open, optimistic approach endears you to others. Love is especially romantic this year, and your feelings are idealistic.
...birthday horoscope.
wow.
sounds like me a lot, i feel.
need to learn to be more patient? definitely agree on that one.
..exactly.
i always catch the clock at this time.
i've been 25 for 1 hr 12 mins. i just realized chris carraba (the dashboard confessional poster) is still on the wall.
...
but not anymore.
so long, farewell. the ten years (plus), you served well.
>>>>>>>>>
"The Year Ahead"
December 2010 - December 2011
If You Were Born Today, December 1:
You are fiercely independent, but also very passionate, and thus relationships are important to you. Optimistic yet practical, you are success-oriented. You have a sixth sense that you rely upon quite heavily, as it allows you to see and understand more than the average person, and you trust your instincts. After all, they serve you well. Charismatic and attractive, you enter relationships rather easily, but often end up in a power struggle. This could be due to your own independent nature, and your attraction to equally as strong-minded people. You are more sensitive than you ever let on, largely due to your observant nature. Famous people born today: Woody Allen, Richard Pryor, Bette Midler, Sarah Silverman, Lou Rawls, Lee Trevino, Charlene Tilton.
Your Birthday Year Forecast:
The Sun in harmonious aspect to the Moon in your Solar Return chart is a pleasant aspect, suggesting that your domestic and career needs are not in competition with one another this year. Your inner needs tend to be mirrored by external events, and vice versa. You are likely to be on top of your game this year for the most part, and positive connections with others can be made fairly easily. A comfortable level of personal popularity helps keep conflict to a minimum. With the ability to handle your emotions successfully, there will be less stress on both your mind and body. Your self-confidence and positive attitude will reward you!
You may be involved in frequent lectures, debates, and discussions during the year. You can convey your ideas more powerfully and with more authority. You may be more actively involved with young people and relationships with them may be solidified. Your mind is working at top speed this year. This means you can get a whole lot done, but it also suggests that you may not be paying attention to important details. Your senses are stimulated, and you could have sudden flashes of insight or fresh new ideas. You may be a little scatter-brained at times, and you could find it challenging to deal with routine matters or monotonous tasks. Learning new things is your passion this year--not recycling old ideas or performing repetitive processes.
You can also quite effectively use words to heal or repair this year, and can be quite imaginative and creative in your communications and self-expression.
Energy fluctuates this year. If you aren't too rash or impulsive, you might be able to free yourself from restrictive circumstances. You could also have more courage than usual to do things that break the routine, and confrontations engaged in this year could clear the air and help you to move forward. You might often get frustrated if results of your actions are not instant, but it's best to cultivate some patience when it comes to realizing your goals. As well, if you are not getting the results you crave, consider that you might be aiming too high or too wide. You frequently act upon your intuition this year. Dancing, swimming, photography, arts, and entertainment are favored. If you are an artist, this could be an especially inspired, imaginative, and productive year. If you are involved in sales, you will be able to tune into your client's inner desires and motivations.
You are especially romantic this year, and you are likely to idealize and expand a relationship through sensitive interactions and a more giving approach. Benefits come through paying attention to your dreams and intuitions, as well as through creativity. Gentleness with others is the best way to harness this energy and to attract what you want into your life. There could be truly "magical" times on a romantic and social level. You'll have a chance to heal old wounds with regards to love this year. You're also bound to find new ways of making money.
Creatively speaking, this is an excellent year. You are very sharp and easily motivated this year, but you need to avoid a tendency towards impulsiveness, setting your sights too far and wide, and expecting too much too soon. Sincerity and an open, optimistic approach endears you to others. Love is especially romantic this year, and your feelings are idealistic.
...birthday horoscope.
wow.
sounds like me a lot, i feel.
need to learn to be more patient? definitely agree on that one.
..exactly.
i always catch the clock at this time.
..from j.rak :)
bullet-points of what i did today (on my birthday):
- wake-up birthday call from pops
- the usual
- look around room and decide where to begin
- finally tackle the mound of clothes to be hung and/or folded
- few friend calls
- pile a bunch of "to-do crafts" and fabric into boxes and then into the cloest
- water plants
- clean out car
- last minute online quiz (which of course i just winged, but lucky still did decent)
- browse music
- waste time trying to sign up for classes
- shower
- grocery store...all for one freakin' egg! one of those things i really should have of went to the neighbor's for. i mean, honestly, now mostly likely the carton is going to go to watste, unless of course i make twelve more dozen or so cookies. and that is much more likely than me just cooking the eggs. i just don't. i like eggs. but, i just don't. probably because i'm lazy. and that i forget they're there. and that i rarely cook. and that i'd rather eat other things. so if you need to, or would like to, use an egg, or two, or eleven, lmk.
- make peanut butter-sugar-hershey kiss cookies for my auntie at work.
- talk to mi mama.
- hang with o.d. kush.
- go work
- register for classes (while at work)
- recieve a birthday song and delicious bread pudding from work. and got off early.
- a lovely evening with mi lovely ladies.
- and here i am.
Thursday, November 25, 2010
screw turkey day.
...it's more like a 5-day pumpkin pie and cool-whip binger for me.
bought and started eating the pie tuesday night.
omg. i love that garth brooks is on oprah right now (the late-night episode) singing "the dance".
hum... :)
i remember it being published as a poem in the one of those "chicken soup" books:
looking back on the memory of
the dance we shared beneath the stars above
for a moment all the world was right
how could I have known you'd ever say goodbye
and now I'm glad I didn't know
the way it all would end the way it all would go
our lives are better left to chance I could have missed the pain
but i'd of had to miss the dance
holding you i held everything
for a moment wasn't i the king
but if i'd only known how the king would fall
hey who's to say you know i might have changed it all
and now i'm glad i didn't know
the way it all would end the way it all would go
our lives are better left to chance i could have missed the pain
but i'd of had to miss the dance
yes my life is better left to chance
i could have missed the pain but i'd of had to miss the dance
omg. what next.
earlier this week my computer had a virus so i had to delete EVERYTHING and start from scratch.
:(
and now, my phone went gimp.
boo.
bought and started eating the pie tuesday night.
omg. i love that garth brooks is on oprah right now (the late-night episode) singing "the dance".
hum... :)
i remember it being published as a poem in the one of those "chicken soup" books:
looking back on the memory of
the dance we shared beneath the stars above
for a moment all the world was right
how could I have known you'd ever say goodbye
and now I'm glad I didn't know
the way it all would end the way it all would go
our lives are better left to chance I could have missed the pain
but i'd of had to miss the dance
holding you i held everything
for a moment wasn't i the king
but if i'd only known how the king would fall
hey who's to say you know i might have changed it all
and now i'm glad i didn't know
the way it all would end the way it all would go
our lives are better left to chance i could have missed the pain
but i'd of had to miss the dance
yes my life is better left to chance
i could have missed the pain but i'd of had to miss the dance
omg. what next.
earlier this week my computer had a virus so i had to delete EVERYTHING and start from scratch.
:(
and now, my phone went gimp.
boo.
Wednesday, November 24, 2010
Sunday, November 21, 2010
Sagittarius - Nov. 21, 2010
Your surroundings are currently changing, Sagittarius. Perhaps your circle of friends has already undergone a major change. The fact is that you no longer have so many prejudices about the people you meet, and no longer seek only a certain type of person as a friend. You accept whoever comes along. You may not realize it, but your attitude is completely different now than it once was. Good for you!
MSN Astrology
...
Your surroundings are currently changing, Sagittarius. Perhaps your circle of friends has already undergone a major change. The fact is that you no longer have so many prejudices about the people you meet, and no longer seek only a certain type of person as a friend. You accept whoever comes along. You may not realize it, but your attitude is completely different now than it once was. Good for you!
MSN Astrology
...
Wednesday, November 17, 2010
to see her own refelction.
...was like squinting in the sun.
click: cars & calories.
four years of my life...two weeks away to being no more.
time for another change.
click: cars & calories.
four years of my life...two weeks away to being no more.
time for another change.
Monday, November 15, 2010
unwanted stuff.
...so if you have any [crap you don't want], drop it off at my house. (or better yet, i'll even pick it up)
i'm gonna become a part-time horder until i get the store.
thank you.
i'm gonna become a part-time horder until i get the store.
thank you.
my calling.
Sagittarius - Nov. 15, 2010
You may have had a hard time lately reaching your objectives. Unfortunately for you, Sagittarius, today will be no different. You may begin to feel a bit dissatisfied with the way your life is going at the moment. You will ask yourself certain questions about your goals. Does your personal life live up to those goals? Can you express your wonderful creativity as much as you'd like?
MSN Astrology
...omg. no, i haven't been. and just in time because last night i came the realization of what i what to do with my life: own my own thrift store.
that is me.
thta's who i am.
i would be so into it, i would be so happy.
well, i've always thought about the idea.
but now i think no sense in not trying if that's what i want.
i can't picture working for "the man" forever. i want to be my own boss. do my own thing. express myself.
i've never really had a goal in life.
this is my goal in life.
research and planning starts today.
i would be able to incorporate so many things of interest and experience in which i have.
attn: TIFFANY
remember our favorite store where ara worked in okinawa?? (next to pink arcade) i something like that. maybe more thift store, but also sewing/craft kine stuff, too.
also, remember that other pink thrift store on bc street that had the poodle with pink died hair?? something like that as well...
attn: CECENATOR
recycle store, d style.
You may have had a hard time lately reaching your objectives. Unfortunately for you, Sagittarius, today will be no different. You may begin to feel a bit dissatisfied with the way your life is going at the moment. You will ask yourself certain questions about your goals. Does your personal life live up to those goals? Can you express your wonderful creativity as much as you'd like?
MSN Astrology
...omg. no, i haven't been. and just in time because last night i came the realization of what i what to do with my life: own my own thrift store.
that is me.
thta's who i am.
i would be so into it, i would be so happy.
well, i've always thought about the idea.
but now i think no sense in not trying if that's what i want.
i can't picture working for "the man" forever. i want to be my own boss. do my own thing. express myself.
i've never really had a goal in life.
this is my goal in life.
research and planning starts today.
i would be able to incorporate so many things of interest and experience in which i have.
attn: TIFFANY
remember our favorite store where ara worked in okinawa?? (next to pink arcade) i something like that. maybe more thift store, but also sewing/craft kine stuff, too.
also, remember that other pink thrift store on bc street that had the poodle with pink died hair?? something like that as well...
attn: CECENATOR
recycle store, d style.
Sunday, November 14, 2010
Friday, November 12, 2010
going through the motions.
Sagittarius - Nov. 12, 2010
You're wasting your energy, Sagittarius, and you know it. You go out to dinner, attend parties and shows, but you're never really present. You listen to people but what they're saying doesn't interest you in any fundamental way. Yes, you're bored, and you're afraid to admit it to yourself. The depth of your inner search requires that you use a lot of energy to reexamine your life.
MSN Astrology
...and i know it.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
randomly decided to look up jobs in okinawa. golf course cart attendant opening. should i just pack up and go?!
ohh.. library clerk, too.
You're wasting your energy, Sagittarius, and you know it. You go out to dinner, attend parties and shows, but you're never really present. You listen to people but what they're saying doesn't interest you in any fundamental way. Yes, you're bored, and you're afraid to admit it to yourself. The depth of your inner search requires that you use a lot of energy to reexamine your life.
MSN Astrology
...and i know it.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
randomly decided to look up jobs in okinawa. golf course cart attendant opening. should i just pack up and go?!
ohh.. library clerk, too.
Thursday, November 11, 2010
it's only after we've lost everything.
...that we are free to do anything. -fight club.
Sagittarius - Nov. 11, 2010
It isn't because your new projects demand such precision that they're causing you problems, Sagittarius. You tend to think details keep you from having a global vision, but that simply isn't true. There's no conflict between the long-term view and short-term needs. You just think that the latter gets in the way of the former. Try thinking of the details that you find annoying as steppingstones to your larger vision.
MSN Astrology
...
Sagittarius - Nov. 11, 2010
It isn't because your new projects demand such precision that they're causing you problems, Sagittarius. You tend to think details keep you from having a global vision, but that simply isn't true. There's no conflict between the long-term view and short-term needs. You just think that the latter gets in the way of the former. Try thinking of the details that you find annoying as steppingstones to your larger vision.
MSN Astrology
...
Wednesday, November 10, 2010
when i drink...
i spend the next morning in a haze.
but we only get so many days.
now i have one less.
click: when i drink.
Sagittarius - Nov. 10, 2010
Today is going to be a great day for you, Sagittarius. You aren't one to embrace rules, constraints, or restrictions of any kind, preferring instead to reside in a fantasy world where no limitations apply. Have you considered that it's possible for you to join the rest of us here on earth and still retain your liberty and ideals?
MSN Astrology
...
but we only get so many days.
now i have one less.
click: when i drink.
Sagittarius - Nov. 10, 2010
Today is going to be a great day for you, Sagittarius. You aren't one to embrace rules, constraints, or restrictions of any kind, preferring instead to reside in a fantasy world where no limitations apply. Have you considered that it's possible for you to join the rest of us here on earth and still retain your liberty and ideals?
MSN Astrology
...
Wednesday, November 3, 2010
Sagittarius - Nov. 3, 2010
Climactic events are apt to occur in your life, Sagittarius. It's time to condense and solidify your grand schemes and bright ideas in such a way that makes them more practical. Things may be spinning so quickly that you aren't quite sure where to jump on. Worry about that later. For now, what you need to do is express your ideas forcefully and succinctly. Doors will open as a result.
MSN Astrology
...
the usual 7 o'clock traffic combined with a rainy morning, and the fact that maybe i should have of left earlier, i was five minutes late for an alcohol class (one i need for work, not because i have a problem), and was turned away. boo.
oh wait, maybe i should have skipped the starbucks. but it's freakin' fall! and i needed a pumpkin spiced latte and a slice of pumpkin bread.
well, anyway, since the morning was more or less a complete waste of time. (precious time i could have been used for sleeping or many of the other things on the to-do list), i decided that it was indeed time to turn home. nope, not going to make it to class...this particular one is a de-void on my life. will be catching up with home stuff (bills, laundry, cleaning, emails, phone calls, etc.) before work, istead.
Climactic events are apt to occur in your life, Sagittarius. It's time to condense and solidify your grand schemes and bright ideas in such a way that makes them more practical. Things may be spinning so quickly that you aren't quite sure where to jump on. Worry about that later. For now, what you need to do is express your ideas forcefully and succinctly. Doors will open as a result.
MSN Astrology
...
the usual 7 o'clock traffic combined with a rainy morning, and the fact that maybe i should have of left earlier, i was five minutes late for an alcohol class (one i need for work, not because i have a problem), and was turned away. boo.
oh wait, maybe i should have skipped the starbucks. but it's freakin' fall! and i needed a pumpkin spiced latte and a slice of pumpkin bread.
well, anyway, since the morning was more or less a complete waste of time. (precious time i could have been used for sleeping or many of the other things on the to-do list), i decided that it was indeed time to turn home. nope, not going to make it to class...this particular one is a de-void on my life. will be catching up with home stuff (bills, laundry, cleaning, emails, phone calls, etc.) before work, istead.
Tuesday, November 2, 2010
d-hab.
Sagittarius - Nov. 2, 2010
You may have to make an important decision today, Sagittarius. It has come to the point where someone draws a line in the sand and challenges you to cross it. Do you stay where you are and continue on without that person, or do you join them and support their goals and actions? The conflict today is between your head and your gut. Don't limit your choices to two. There are always compromises.
MSN Astrology
...so am i wrong in the choice that i made? time will tell.
You may have to make an important decision today, Sagittarius. It has come to the point where someone draws a line in the sand and challenges you to cross it. Do you stay where you are and continue on without that person, or do you join them and support their goals and actions? The conflict today is between your head and your gut. Don't limit your choices to two. There are always compromises.
MSN Astrology
...so am i wrong in the choice that i made? time will tell.
Sunday, October 31, 2010
it's not that simple, see.
...but then again, it just may be.
click: i would be sad. [the avett bros, duh!]
[chorus]: ...i like how the song starts with the chorus.
i would be sad because you left me all alone.
i would be sad because the lies that you had told.
i would be sad because i got left by a girl that i adore.
i would be sad because the love i had before.
i meant what i said when i said i would settle down with you although i know it's not something that you were asking me to
do.
and i know we are young but we won't always be, so marry me; lets not be that predictable young couple changing, moving on.
but i can tell by watching you that theres no chance of pushing through.
the odds are so against us; you know most young love it ends like this.
[chorus]
i meant what i said when i said i would rearrange my plans and change for you.
you know me; i've always been the kind with easy confidence.
confident enough to honestly beleive that nothing out there stopping me especially not someone who's not loving me.
now listen here i told you i could live on with out loving you.
i was bluffing then, but it seems that just might have been the truth.
"well my dad told me, "one day son, this girl will think of what she's done and hurting you will be the first of many more
regrets to come."
and he said, "if she doesn't call, then it's her fault and it's her loss."
i say, "it's not that simple see, but then again it just may be."
my mom's been telling me this priceless piece of advice since i was in sixth grade balling in the hallway about a boy named jason pearn breaking up with me.
"HE DUMPED MEEEE!!!" -one of my mom's favorite stories to tell.
we "dated" for four months two weeks and six days. don't ask me how i remember, freak, i know.
my mom would also always tell me the following:
-she's proud of me
-i'm smart
-and to do whatever makes me happy
i can't wait to see my family in december!
...i'm gonna be 25 in a month and a day. ahhh.
i did not forgot, the dashboard confessional poster must come down then.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>.
ran out of gas, again.
click: i would be sad. [the avett bros, duh!]
[chorus]: ...i like how the song starts with the chorus.
i would be sad because you left me all alone.
i would be sad because the lies that you had told.
i would be sad because i got left by a girl that i adore.
i would be sad because the love i had before.
i meant what i said when i said i would settle down with you although i know it's not something that you were asking me to
do.
and i know we are young but we won't always be, so marry me; lets not be that predictable young couple changing, moving on.
but i can tell by watching you that theres no chance of pushing through.
the odds are so against us; you know most young love it ends like this.
[chorus]
i meant what i said when i said i would rearrange my plans and change for you.
you know me; i've always been the kind with easy confidence.
confident enough to honestly beleive that nothing out there stopping me especially not someone who's not loving me.
now listen here i told you i could live on with out loving you.
i was bluffing then, but it seems that just might have been the truth.
"well my dad told me, "one day son, this girl will think of what she's done and hurting you will be the first of many more
regrets to come."
and he said, "if she doesn't call, then it's her fault and it's her loss."
i say, "it's not that simple see, but then again it just may be."
my mom's been telling me this priceless piece of advice since i was in sixth grade balling in the hallway about a boy named jason pearn breaking up with me.
"HE DUMPED MEEEE!!!" -one of my mom's favorite stories to tell.
we "dated" for four months two weeks and six days. don't ask me how i remember, freak, i know.
my mom would also always tell me the following:
-she's proud of me
-i'm smart
-and to do whatever makes me happy
i can't wait to see my family in december!
...i'm gonna be 25 in a month and a day. ahhh.
i did not forgot, the dashboard confessional poster must come down then.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>.
ran out of gas, again.
the only thing between us.
... is distance.
he should not accept her for who she is.
he should want her madly for who she is.
he should not accept her for who she is.
he should want her madly for who she is.
what do you got...
...if you ain't got love?
i like this part of the song (i mean, i like all of the song, but particularly this part):
at a little wooden cabin
up in northern minnesota
we ran together down to the dock
and you jumped right off it
and from out in the water
you called me to join you
and i said baby i cannot swim
if i jump i’ll surely drown you
you said life has no limit
if you’re not afraid to get in it
and oh baby i jumped to you
since then there’s nothing i can’t do
i’m never gonna give you up
what do you got if you ain’t got love
i like this part of the song (i mean, i like all of the song, but particularly this part):
at a little wooden cabin
up in northern minnesota
we ran together down to the dock
and you jumped right off it
and from out in the water
you called me to join you
and i said baby i cannot swim
if i jump i’ll surely drown you
you said life has no limit
if you’re not afraid to get in it
and oh baby i jumped to you
since then there’s nothing i can’t do
i’m never gonna give you up
what do you got if you ain’t got love
Wednesday, October 27, 2010
10.27
Sagittarius - Oct. 27, 2010
Short journeys in your neighborhood, perhaps connected with a group you're associated with, could take up a lot of your time today, Sagittarius. Fascinating and stimulating e-mails or calls could arrive. Books and magazine articles could provide information that sends you in a new direction in some way. Write down your ideas! You will want to remember them all.
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Short journeys in your neighborhood, perhaps connected with a group you're associated with, could take up a lot of your time today, Sagittarius. Fascinating and stimulating e-mails or calls could arrive. Books and magazine articles could provide information that sends you in a new direction in some way. Write down your ideas! You will want to remember them all.
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Monday, October 25, 2010
overcast in october.feels like fall.
...and i like it. and the cool breeze accompanying it.
Sagittarius - Oct. 26, 2010
Are you entertaining tonight, Sagittarius? If so, you might be a little worried about what your guests think of your home and your skills as a host. Don't waste any time worrying. A good time will be had by all, including you. Everyone is likely to have a memorable evening. Just do your best, be your usual jovial self, and concentrate on having fun.
...wow. all i gotta say is wow. because i was worried.
the new job is going decent so far. basically, it's completely opposite of the old one (which i'm still working at a couple days a week); 4-5 days at new place, plus school, and covering two raido shows at the moment.
crazy i'm only gonna get two hours of sleep tonight? yes.
but i'll have three more in my car inbetween radio and class.
although if i wasn't doing all this what would i be doing? probably just wasting my time (alone [besides olive] at home).
Sagittarius - Oct. 26, 2010
Are you entertaining tonight, Sagittarius? If so, you might be a little worried about what your guests think of your home and your skills as a host. Don't waste any time worrying. A good time will be had by all, including you. Everyone is likely to have a memorable evening. Just do your best, be your usual jovial self, and concentrate on having fun.
...wow. all i gotta say is wow. because i was worried.
the new job is going decent so far. basically, it's completely opposite of the old one (which i'm still working at a couple days a week); 4-5 days at new place, plus school, and covering two raido shows at the moment.
crazy i'm only gonna get two hours of sleep tonight? yes.
but i'll have three more in my car inbetween radio and class.
although if i wasn't doing all this what would i be doing? probably just wasting my time (alone [besides olive] at home).
Sunday, October 24, 2010
the24 of oct.
Sagittarius - Oct. 24, 2010
A small spark in a dry field is apt to whip the hill into flames, Sagittarius. A raging wildfire may be underway by the end of the day. Know that you're one of the biggest perpetrators, but don't feel badly about it. Fire is destructive but also necessary. Clearing out brush and offering a fresh new place in which new growth can flourish is an important part of the cycle of nature.
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...click: i and love and you.
>>>>>>>>>>
i'm no longer one color. i'm happy about that.
having a guest roommate for a few days was awesome. it helped me to get out of the bed and be productive (as in beaching it up) in the a.m. it just feels good.
but all good things must come to an end. but the door is always open for my new friend.
A small spark in a dry field is apt to whip the hill into flames, Sagittarius. A raging wildfire may be underway by the end of the day. Know that you're one of the biggest perpetrators, but don't feel badly about it. Fire is destructive but also necessary. Clearing out brush and offering a fresh new place in which new growth can flourish is an important part of the cycle of nature.
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...click: i and love and you.
>>>>>>>>>>
i'm no longer one color. i'm happy about that.
having a guest roommate for a few days was awesome. it helped me to get out of the bed and be productive (as in beaching it up) in the a.m. it just feels good.
but all good things must come to an end. but the door is always open for my new friend.
Saturday, October 23, 2010
i should be sleeping.
...but i can't because i'm too busy obsesively looking up avett brothers music.
Thursday, October 21, 2010
true love is not the kind of thing you should turn down.
...don't ever turn it down.
click: january wedding. (and repeat)
i have way too much stuff going on right now. work, work, school, parties, and procrastination.
i used to have this button when i was a kid, it said: don't wanna work!
i'm totally feeling that way.
click: january wedding. (and repeat)
i have way too much stuff going on right now. work, work, school, parties, and procrastination.
i used to have this button when i was a kid, it said: don't wanna work!
i'm totally feeling that way.
Sunday, October 17, 2010
Friday, October 15, 2010
Sagittarius - Oct. 15, 2010
You should be looking especially attractive today and glowing with robust health, Sagittarius. You're apt to feel warm and loving, particularly toward small animals. If you've considered adopting a pet, this is a good day to do it. Business, work, and money matters continue to go well. You should be in a pretty good space. This frame of mind should last you a long time.
MSN Astrology
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You should be looking especially attractive today and glowing with robust health, Sagittarius. You're apt to feel warm and loving, particularly toward small animals. If you've considered adopting a pet, this is a good day to do it. Business, work, and money matters continue to go well. You should be in a pretty good space. This frame of mind should last you a long time.
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Wednesday, October 13, 2010
love, love, love.
...love, lov, volvo.
a lot of things yesterday happened to have the word (or at least a form of it).
love.
lov.
vol.
a lot of things yesterday happened to have the word (or at least a form of it).
love.
lov.
vol.
Sagittarius - Oct. 14, 2010
Stimulating conversations could take place with partners of all sorts, Sagittarius, from business to exercise to romantic. Some new and useful information could come your way that you will want to explore further. This is a great day to execute legal papers or enter into any kind of agreement or commitment. It's a good time to sign up for a class or workshop. Make good use of the energies of the day.
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...raaaj.
and, yes, it was only appropriate that i bought a donold trump board game at savers today for five bucks...from 1989 and unopened!
Stimulating conversations could take place with partners of all sorts, Sagittarius, from business to exercise to romantic. Some new and useful information could come your way that you will want to explore further. This is a great day to execute legal papers or enter into any kind of agreement or commitment. It's a good time to sign up for a class or workshop. Make good use of the energies of the day.
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...raaaj.
and, yes, it was only appropriate that i bought a donold trump board game at savers today for five bucks...from 1989 and unopened!
Tuesday, October 12, 2010
i guess this is growing up.
...for the first time since, well, i can really remember, at least about ten years, i took out all my earrings. yes, i'm earringless. it looks weird.
but, fourth interview tomorrow and keeping fingers crossed for new job.
p.s.
i even wore pantyhose.
but, fourth interview tomorrow and keeping fingers crossed for new job.
p.s.
i even wore pantyhose.
Sunday, October 10, 2010
if you wait for it.
...it will come.
i'm beginning to think so. things will eventualy fall into place.
or
i once heard this quote:
"i either get what i want, or i change my mind."
or
maybe they can work hand-in-hand togehter.
i'm beginning to think so. things will eventualy fall into place.
or
i once heard this quote:
"i either get what i want, or i change my mind."
or
maybe they can work hand-in-hand togehter.
10.10.10
i've been waiting for this date...just for this title. :)
it's only gonna happen once in a lifetime (like other every other date, but still!)
remember that show, "ren ten ten k-9 cop"? tnn...back in the dayyyy.
i remember seeing a local news station asking how you're spending your "10.10.10"...is it a "10"?
...so far, good. but when it gets to the end of the day and i really wager, doubtful. (hence heading to the hell-hole.)
Sagittarius - Oct. 10, 2010
You might need to put on the brakes today when it comes to love and romance, Sagittarius. Don't think that this means you have to break off any sort of relationship that's in the works, but realize that you may need to take a more realistic approach to how you handle it. The problem is that you may be getting so caught up in the fantasy of things that you aren't tending to practicalities.
MSN Astrology
...what can i say? ...exactly.
it's only gonna happen once in a lifetime (like other every other date, but still!)
remember that show, "ren ten ten k-9 cop"? tnn...back in the dayyyy.
i remember seeing a local news station asking how you're spending your "10.10.10"...is it a "10"?
...so far, good. but when it gets to the end of the day and i really wager, doubtful. (hence heading to the hell-hole.)
Sagittarius - Oct. 10, 2010
You might need to put on the brakes today when it comes to love and romance, Sagittarius. Don't think that this means you have to break off any sort of relationship that's in the works, but realize that you may need to take a more realistic approach to how you handle it. The problem is that you may be getting so caught up in the fantasy of things that you aren't tending to practicalities.
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...what can i say? ...exactly.
the only way to really know.
...is to let it go.
click: maybe.
fingers crossed for now: job interview tomorrow a.m.
never did make it to the beach today as planned. the clouds rolled in, and out, and back in, so just margarita(s) (only two between kam and i), quesadillas and honey girls before work tonight.
i'm still waiting for the promnt on a collective strike, blow off.
every evening as i drive to work and take the kapiolani exit i dream of just saying, "f*$# it," keep on keepin' on, and just watch the sunset in north shore and never look back.
but, until that day, i slave away.
t-minus: 1 hr and 21 mins.
again: fingers crossed for tomorrow. you take care me; i take care you.
click: maybe.
fingers crossed for now: job interview tomorrow a.m.
never did make it to the beach today as planned. the clouds rolled in, and out, and back in, so just margarita(s) (only two between kam and i), quesadillas and honey girls before work tonight.
i'm still waiting for the promnt on a collective strike, blow off.
every evening as i drive to work and take the kapiolani exit i dream of just saying, "f*$# it," keep on keepin' on, and just watch the sunset in north shore and never look back.
but, until that day, i slave away.
t-minus: 1 hr and 21 mins.
again: fingers crossed for tomorrow. you take care me; i take care you.
Tuesday, October 5, 2010
1/2 (5/10)
Sagittarius - Oct. 5, 2010
Don't take no for an answer today, Sagittarius. Know what you believe in and stick with it. There's a distinct advantage to holding true to your inner nature. Don't let others throw you off course with their views on how things should be done. Be confident and don't worry about taking things over the top. There's no such thing as excess today. "The more the merrier" should be your motto.
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...hmm.
well, it's only 6:56 a.m., but i've been up for a while.
had two callers during the radio show today. cheee.
and happy to say once school is pau this afternoon, i ain't got shieza to do the rest of this fine day, except perhaps watch one of the three movies i have rented from the library. i'm just starting with the "a" box and working my way to "z":
a love story: capitalism (michael moore film)
atonement
and..some other once i can't remember right now.
Don't take no for an answer today, Sagittarius. Know what you believe in and stick with it. There's a distinct advantage to holding true to your inner nature. Don't let others throw you off course with their views on how things should be done. Be confident and don't worry about taking things over the top. There's no such thing as excess today. "The more the merrier" should be your motto.
MSN Astrology
...hmm.
well, it's only 6:56 a.m., but i've been up for a while.
had two callers during the radio show today. cheee.
and happy to say once school is pau this afternoon, i ain't got shieza to do the rest of this fine day, except perhaps watch one of the three movies i have rented from the library. i'm just starting with the "a" box and working my way to "z":
a love story: capitalism (michael moore film)
atonement
and..some other once i can't remember right now.
Sunday, October 3, 2010
stranded...
...but not for long. kind of forgot to fill up with gas, again. but the savior is on its way.
at least i'm "stranded" in a nice location...the blowhole.
at least i'm "stranded" in a nice location...the blowhole.
Sagittarius - Oct. 3, 2010
This is a day made for fun and frivolity, Sagittarius, not one in which you're likely to get many of your chores done. Try as you might to focus on the task at hand, there are distractions everywhere you turn. Your e-mail pals could be sending you jokes and notes, and your friends could be bugging you to join them for an outing of some sort. You may as well give in.
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....hm, idk. the house (acutally, my room) is pretty messy. oh, and oh course the dishes.
click: one line wonder.
This is a day made for fun and frivolity, Sagittarius, not one in which you're likely to get many of your chores done. Try as you might to focus on the task at hand, there are distractions everywhere you turn. Your e-mail pals could be sending you jokes and notes, and your friends could be bugging you to join them for an outing of some sort. You may as well give in.
MSN Astroloy
....hm, idk. the house (acutally, my room) is pretty messy. oh, and oh course the dishes.
click: one line wonder.
Saturday, October 2, 2010
first post from phone...
...finally comin up on the times. its a whole new world.
new read from kam: why men love bitches.
the later of friday night was spent reading chapter one, high-lighter and all.
vowed to devour a few vices.
new read from kam: why men love bitches.
the later of friday night was spent reading chapter one, high-lighter and all.
vowed to devour a few vices.
Friday, October 1, 2010
diane (debbie) downer.
i should take a break from drinking for a while...only bad things have been coming out of it.
today while hanging i even had to pull over leaving school to throw up.
i'm really gonna try and start thinking before i speak. i'm already pretty blunt, and i think i should just shut up a lot of times. dan's gonna try and remind me. and he said to take a breath before i talk- it helps.
today while hanging i even had to pull over leaving school to throw up.
i'm really gonna try and start thinking before i speak. i'm already pretty blunt, and i think i should just shut up a lot of times. dan's gonna try and remind me. and he said to take a breath before i talk- it helps.
i'm over people.
...and i think most are over me.
Sagittarius - Oct. 1, 2010
You usually love to talk, Sagittarius, but right now you've probably reached your limit. You've attended a number of gatherings and talked to a lot of people over the past week or so, and now you want to sit quietly at home. If friends or family members insist on your going out with them, don't be afraid to say no. Everyone knows how busy you've been. Take some time to yourself and relax.
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...
click: january wedding. love this band.
i deserve someone to love me like that.
Sagittarius - Oct. 1, 2010
You usually love to talk, Sagittarius, but right now you've probably reached your limit. You've attended a number of gatherings and talked to a lot of people over the past week or so, and now you want to sit quietly at home. If friends or family members insist on your going out with them, don't be afraid to say no. Everyone knows how busy you've been. Take some time to yourself and relax.
MSN Astrology
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click: january wedding. love this band.
i deserve someone to love me like that.
Friday, September 24, 2010
sorry if my heart breaking ruined your day.
...oh well, sometimes it be that way.. [jewel.
Sagittarius - Sept. 24, 2010
Too much rigorous exercise over the past few days might have you feeling a little sore and tired, Sagittarius. Your nerves may be on edge, and you could be more likely than usual to snap at those around you. Try to ease both nerves and muscle aches by soaking in a hot bath. Herbal tea might also help. Accept that you should take it easy today and then do it!
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Sagittarius - Sept. 24, 2010
Too much rigorous exercise over the past few days might have you feeling a little sore and tired, Sagittarius. Your nerves may be on edge, and you could be more likely than usual to snap at those around you. Try to ease both nerves and muscle aches by soaking in a hot bath. Herbal tea might also help. Accept that you should take it easy today and then do it!
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Tuesday, September 21, 2010
some day in september.
Sagittarius - Sept. 22, 2010
You have lots of energy at your disposal today, Sagittarius, but it's erratic and powerful. You have the stamina to make major changes, and the opportunity to break free from any restrictions that hold you back. Embrace the new, fresh aspects of your life that ring true to your freedom-loving nature. Give your soul room to breathe as you take a long walk in nature this afternoon.
MSN Astrology
...
"the grass may look greener on the other side but sometimes you just have to water and care your own grass."
this quote was on cary harada's facebook page.. i don't who that is, but i like it.
"you can't get unless you give. And you have to give without wanting to get...yedigg." quote from cecenator's facebook. cheeee.
"i've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel." - maya angelou
You have lots of energy at your disposal today, Sagittarius, but it's erratic and powerful. You have the stamina to make major changes, and the opportunity to break free from any restrictions that hold you back. Embrace the new, fresh aspects of your life that ring true to your freedom-loving nature. Give your soul room to breathe as you take a long walk in nature this afternoon.
MSN Astrology
...
"the grass may look greener on the other side but sometimes you just have to water and care your own grass."
this quote was on cary harada's facebook page.. i don't who that is, but i like it.
"you can't get unless you give. And you have to give without wanting to get...yedigg." quote from cecenator's facebook. cheeee.
"i've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel." - maya angelou
september 21.
i just happened to notice an odd coincidence in my sleep-time clothes.
pants-'high on love'
speaking of sleep-time, it's gonna get better.
swapped out my mattress after countless nights of tossing and turning.
my co-worker suggested it.
my other co-worked asked me if mine was hard.
i didn't have any other mattress to compare it to.
but, at least i should sleep better from now.
and i think i want one of those foam pads...sink, stay....
cleaned up the outside back, it's getting there.
need picnic table,chairs,sooomething...
there's something about this date...
not like 9/21/10..
one of the best things about this time of year...pumpkin everything.
yougurtland even has pumpkin pie flavored yougurt....and add butterfinger...mm mm good.
bought a raisins twin bed sheet for five bucks at savers.
pants-'high on love'
speaking of sleep-time, it's gonna get better.
swapped out my mattress after countless nights of tossing and turning.
my co-worker suggested it.
my other co-worked asked me if mine was hard.
i didn't have any other mattress to compare it to.
but, at least i should sleep better from now.
and i think i want one of those foam pads...sink, stay....
cleaned up the outside back, it's getting there.
need picnic table,chairs,sooomething...
there's something about this date...
not like 9/21/10..
but when i see it written out like "september 21", keep thinking it's something important, some kind of important date, but i don't know what.
one of the best things about this time of year...pumpkin everything.
yougurtland even has pumpkin pie flavored yougurt....and add butterfinger...mm mm good.
bought a raisins twin bed sheet for five bucks at savers.
my bed is a full...but...it's the raisins..from the 80's!
a tiny frog in mi watering "can". (of course, i'd much rathar have a can one...like old school tin, but mine's plastic. ...i'm bound to find one at savers someday.)
that is my pinky!!
i originally wasn't planning on going "home" (a.k.a. to see my family in minnesota) for christmas, but as the holidays are getting closer, pretty sure i'm goin.
and yes, the "home" thing is still an issue. i'm suppose to answer that question for my graduation forms or whateva, but i really don't have one.
i don't really feel like i belong, fit in in any particular place.
Monday, September 13, 2010
another one for the collection..
Sagittarius - Sept. 14, 2010
Communication with close friends and a romantic partner should be especially beneficial today, Sagittarius, since you're feeling more in touch with those close to you. Children could also be a source of joy today. Your creativity and inspiration are strong, so this is a great day to start new projects. Your enthusiasm and optimism should propel you to new achievements. Enjoy!
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...sounds like it's gonna be a good one...buuut, you can never be completely optomistic, that's just dumb.
>>>>>>>>>
it was indeed a decent day..especially considering i only slept a couple of hours (in the p.w.) since suuuper early this morning. must have been decently comfortable...i had a pillow over and ear my jacket covering my face and i k.o.'d. i even woke up a couple of times and thought i was still at home....and then remembered no, i was in the parking garage at school. f
[first time i ever slept there btw...(in the p.w., of course), and it was good in the sense that it was shady, so it didn't get so warm, then again, it was more noisy that sleeping on a residental road or something.
Sagittarius - Sept. 14, 2010
Communication with close friends and a romantic partner should be especially beneficial today, Sagittarius, since you're feeling more in touch with those close to you. Children could also be a source of joy today. Your creativity and inspiration are strong, so this is a great day to start new projects. Your enthusiasm and optimism should propel you to new achievements. Enjoy!
MSN Astrology
...sounds like it's gonna be a good one...buuut, you can never be completely optomistic, that's just dumb.
>>>>>>>>>
it was indeed a decent day..especially considering i only slept a couple of hours (in the p.w.) since suuuper early this morning. must have been decently comfortable...i had a pillow over and ear my jacket covering my face and i k.o.'d. i even woke up a couple of times and thought i was still at home....and then remembered no, i was in the parking garage at school. f
[first time i ever slept there btw...(in the p.w., of course), and it was good in the sense that it was shady, so it didn't get so warm, then again, it was more noisy that sleeping on a residental road or something.
i love p.c.(20)
arigotu, yuko-chan... :) oooookinawa postcard-pack. if you're lucky, i'll mail you one.
Sunday, September 12, 2010
Friday, September 10, 2010
[9.[9].10]
was feelin' a little sick today...a little sick of school that is. played hookie, had some beers at sea.
cheeeee.
then not a bad night at work.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>
but more or less, i'm sick of everything.
cheeeee.
then not a bad night at work.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>
but more or less, i'm sick of everything.
Monday, September 6, 2010
9.6.10
Sagittarius - Sept. 6, 2010
Valuable and interesting information could come your way through modern technology. You might discover new information online that awakens an exciting new interest in you, perhaps related to the sciences, occult, or metaphysics. You could even discover a talent for astrology. Group activities may also be appealing now, particularly those regarding humanitarian pursuits.
MSN Astrology
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beginning to think i should have signed up for the free e-harmony weekend...ahahaha.
but...when everything is lonley i can be my own best friend.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>
it's easy to get caught up in the every day b.s. on a small island. small islands are mostly what i know. but my mom always tells me theres a lot more to the world. and i dont' want to forget that, espeically after i graduate in the spring.
as long as i try, and apply, i can go anywhere. i just have to keep reminding myself that.
i guess at this point, if i left, my biggest concern would be my cat, dishes and couch.
sad-mostly material things, but that's what i got.
Valuable and interesting information could come your way through modern technology. You might discover new information online that awakens an exciting new interest in you, perhaps related to the sciences, occult, or metaphysics. You could even discover a talent for astrology. Group activities may also be appealing now, particularly those regarding humanitarian pursuits.
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beginning to think i should have signed up for the free e-harmony weekend...ahahaha.
but...when everything is lonley i can be my own best friend.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>
it's easy to get caught up in the every day b.s. on a small island. small islands are mostly what i know. but my mom always tells me theres a lot more to the world. and i dont' want to forget that, espeically after i graduate in the spring.
as long as i try, and apply, i can go anywhere. i just have to keep reminding myself that.
i guess at this point, if i left, my biggest concern would be my cat, dishes and couch.
sad-mostly material things, but that's what i got.
Saturday, September 4, 2010
sleep to dream.
Sagittarius - Sept. 4, 2010
Your emotions could feel restricted today, Sagittarius, a feeling that may be difficult to shake. Take this opportunity to calm down and relax. You'll enjoy the good times more when you give your body the rest it needs. Always pushing for bigger and better adventures may be fun, but it can leave you too tired to fully appreciate them.
MSN Astrology
...i can only do so much.
click: a lonely september.
went to okinawan festival with kenny-chan. i miss okinawa...
when we were walking there...we came upon an ae86 (it's pretty much always ther, but still), hum... miss those, too.
i was a fatty and ate okinawan soba, andadag, and andagi. they did have sanpincha, although no sign of orion beer that i saw.
Your emotions could feel restricted today, Sagittarius, a feeling that may be difficult to shake. Take this opportunity to calm down and relax. You'll enjoy the good times more when you give your body the rest it needs. Always pushing for bigger and better adventures may be fun, but it can leave you too tired to fully appreciate them.
MSN Astrology
...i can only do so much.
click: a lonely september.
went to okinawan festival with kenny-chan. i miss okinawa...
when we were walking there...we came upon an ae86 (it's pretty much always ther, but still), hum... miss those, too.
i was a fatty and ate okinawan soba, andadag, and andagi. they did have sanpincha, although no sign of orion beer that i saw.
Friday, September 3, 2010
september sessions.
i wanna be like that. crusin' in an old car side-by-side on a bench seat. (it's kind of hard to see because of the reflection)
click: sessions with sweet d.
lately i've been...pretty exhausted. it may be time to cut a day at work.
september is fair game for fall decor in my book. (time permitting)
it's early friday evening, titanic is on t.v. cheeee.
had my first "french kiss" at the titanic movie in sixth grade.
nathan jones. we're still friends on fb.
click: sessions with sweet d.
lately i've been...pretty exhausted. it may be time to cut a day at work.
september is fair game for fall decor in my book. (time permitting)
it's early friday evening, titanic is on t.v. cheeee.
had my first "french kiss" at the titanic movie in sixth grade.
nathan jones. we're still friends on fb.
Sunday, August 29, 2010
end of aug.
i love this time of year, it's beeen cooling down and breezy.
and it's the begining of fall, although it's back to school, the exciting holiday season is coming.
decorations, cheee.
so, school hasn't been bad, just trying to focus on that. i have actually been reading my texts, and i'll be looking around for a couple internships.
we see.
been doing a lot of driving around lately. up big hills and ridges and just checking out places. i like funky looking houses. found one painted rasta colors-picture will come.
and it's the begining of fall, although it's back to school, the exciting holiday season is coming.
decorations, cheee.
so, school hasn't been bad, just trying to focus on that. i have actually been reading my texts, and i'll be looking around for a couple internships.
we see.
been doing a lot of driving around lately. up big hills and ridges and just checking out places. i like funky looking houses. found one painted rasta colors-picture will come.
Saturday, August 28, 2010
late 8.27 / early 8.28
i swear i think of all these clever, true, "important" (to me) things i think of to write about once i get home, but here i am, and: nothing.
went out. wasn't bad.
seriously wasn't even buss, left my card, felt like a dumbass (for the second time)...but wait, maybe i really am just a dumbass.
whateva.
ran into an old friend/classmate there. highschool.*sigh.
and...glad i could be of help to you.
the afternoon, lovely.
my best j's: j.rak and j.bell. <3
& marley.
:)
went out. wasn't bad.
seriously wasn't even buss, left my card, felt like a dumbass (for the second time)...but wait, maybe i really am just a dumbass.
whateva.
ran into an old friend/classmate there. highschool.*sigh.
and...glad i could be of help to you.
the afternoon, lovely.
my best j's: j.rak and j.bell. <3
& marley.
:)
Friday, August 20, 2010
it's cool...
fiiinally went around some places today to turn in some applications..
a couple of auto parts delivery, and a few restaurants close to home, less stressful kine.
so, hearing something back would be nice.
:)
remainder of the day: baking brownies and patience with chris.
thinking about departing from the bug. thinking being the key word here.
some people agree, some disagree.
what's best for me?
my mom says, "cut your losses."
Sagittarius - Aug. 20, 2010
Welcome to another great day, Sagittarius! The energy from the planetary aspects is positive and encouraging, especially when it comes to communicating and interacting with others. Take advantage of this. Get together with friends and family for a pleasant visit. Consider inviting people over for games or dinner. A potluck can be fun. You work hard all the time, so play gently today.
MSN Astrology
...
click: it's cool, we can still be "friends".
a couple of auto parts delivery, and a few restaurants close to home, less stressful kine.
so, hearing something back would be nice.
:)
remainder of the day: baking brownies and patience with chris.
thinking about departing from the bug. thinking being the key word here.
some people agree, some disagree.
what's best for me?
my mom says, "cut your losses."
Sagittarius - Aug. 20, 2010
Welcome to another great day, Sagittarius! The energy from the planetary aspects is positive and encouraging, especially when it comes to communicating and interacting with others. Take advantage of this. Get together with friends and family for a pleasant visit. Consider inviting people over for games or dinner. A potluck can be fun. You work hard all the time, so play gently today.
MSN Astrology
...
click: it's cool, we can still be "friends".
Wednesday, August 18, 2010
blahgust.
d.w. now has the p.w. and the v.w. phewww. :)
Sagittarius - Aug. 19, 2010
It won't be surprising if you're frustrated with a close friend or partner who's far less ambitious than you, Sagittarius. The energy in the air can emphasize your dynamic ways of reaching goals and achieving success. Others who are passive or fearful may be difficult for you to understand. Yet people have to do things in ways that are best for them. Try to be patient.
MSN Astrology
...i try.
.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
..really? did i really really just jinx myself?
the past week has been really emotional (a sign it would soon be that time of the month). so, i cried about a lot of things.
and here's why today.
i decided to take the bug because it juuust got safety check and now have brakes.
while already just being hot, and somewhat irritated, i was almost to work with not even a few minutes to spare when it all of a sudden came to me that i never pulled my work pants out of the dryer earlier today before i left to house to hang with tareeek.
so, just a few blocks away, i call work and tell them i'm gonna be late. home is too far to turn back, so i'd just quickly grab a pair of pants at a near store.
six bucks later i had myself a pretty gross pair of grandma pants.
i woldn't be toooo late at this point, got pants, all good.
until the clutch cable snapped at the four-way stop behind work.
like second nature, i immediately jump out and push the bug into a nearest parking spot.
i go into work, upset as hell.
my boss told me to go take care of my stuff and that they'd be find without me.
so i go back to my car, change my clothes back to my regular clothes (because i had changed into my work clothes while driving to work), and went to maitais' for a beer.
and then arby's.
just a few minutes later my triple-a heros came to the rescue.
and the dude ended up used to be living in okianwa at the same time as me, too.
and worked next to the hanger (where they keep airplanes) as my pops did. he probably at least talked to him before. hollywood. hahaha.
it's a small world after all.
i got home and my cramps are killing me. at least i don't have to go back to work.
Sagittarius - Aug. 19, 2010
It won't be surprising if you're frustrated with a close friend or partner who's far less ambitious than you, Sagittarius. The energy in the air can emphasize your dynamic ways of reaching goals and achieving success. Others who are passive or fearful may be difficult for you to understand. Yet people have to do things in ways that are best for them. Try to be patient.
MSN Astrology
...i try.
.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
..really? did i really really just jinx myself?
the past week has been really emotional (a sign it would soon be that time of the month). so, i cried about a lot of things.
and here's why today.
i decided to take the bug because it juuust got safety check and now have brakes.
while already just being hot, and somewhat irritated, i was almost to work with not even a few minutes to spare when it all of a sudden came to me that i never pulled my work pants out of the dryer earlier today before i left to house to hang with tareeek.
so, just a few blocks away, i call work and tell them i'm gonna be late. home is too far to turn back, so i'd just quickly grab a pair of pants at a near store.
six bucks later i had myself a pretty gross pair of grandma pants.
i woldn't be toooo late at this point, got pants, all good.
until the clutch cable snapped at the four-way stop behind work.
like second nature, i immediately jump out and push the bug into a nearest parking spot.
i go into work, upset as hell.
my boss told me to go take care of my stuff and that they'd be find without me.
so i go back to my car, change my clothes back to my regular clothes (because i had changed into my work clothes while driving to work), and went to maitais' for a beer.
and then arby's.
just a few minutes later my triple-a heros came to the rescue.
and the dude ended up used to be living in okianwa at the same time as me, too.
and worked next to the hanger (where they keep airplanes) as my pops did. he probably at least talked to him before. hollywood. hahaha.
it's a small world after all.
i got home and my cramps are killing me. at least i don't have to go back to work.
Tuesday, August 17, 2010
Sagittarius - Aug. 17, 2010
You have lots of energy and self-confidence, Sagittarius. That's wonderful, but it may also put you at greater risk for dangerous experiences and accidents. You could find that you're much more aggressive, especially if someone crosses you. An emotional irritation could manifest in physical ways like reckless driving or arguments with people who don't deserve your anger.
MSN Astrology
You have lots of energy and self-confidence, Sagittarius. That's wonderful, but it may also put you at greater risk for dangerous experiences and accidents. You could find that you're much more aggressive, especially if someone crosses you. An emotional irritation could manifest in physical ways like reckless driving or arguments with people who don't deserve your anger.
MSN Astrology
i love p.c. (19)
from p.p. :)
maui wowie. from j.sizzle.
from mi mama. just a small 'lil town in northern minnesota.
also from mi mama. an old one from oki. my friend drew it.
p.p. was in palau.
she was also in sheattle.
i've definitely had this one before.
maui wowie. from j.sizzle.
i'll make it there someday..
Friday, August 13, 2010
Sunday, August 8, 2010
Sagittarius - Aug. 8, 2010
Be passionate about the thing you love the most, Sagittarius. Instead of trying to eat every single thing at the buffet table, just pick one or two items that you like the best and eat them with great enjoyment. Feel free to take some for later. Don't let anyone talk you into a dish that doesn't appeal to you. You're the only one who knows what you truly hunger for.
MSN Astrology
..uh huh. ok. hm...
but, before later on today, let's talk about yesterday.
i'm still up from yesterday. worked from about 9 a.m. to 10:30 p.m., with not much of a break. i did have like thirty minutes to pound left-over buffet food and smoke a cigarette.
i have two cars, and i took the bus. wtf is right.
it's really not that bad though. as long as i can make it before the last one of the night, it's all "g''. and i got pepper spray (and big guns), so no worries.
....
slept...a while. being clean and laying down in my bed hadn't felt that good in a while.
a big gust of wind just went through the house. for some reason that reminded me of when i first moved here. which, odd, was exctly four years ago a few days ago. august 4th or 5th i think.
still in the same house, still working at the same place, still in school.
it's all good.
click: carousel.
Be passionate about the thing you love the most, Sagittarius. Instead of trying to eat every single thing at the buffet table, just pick one or two items that you like the best and eat them with great enjoyment. Feel free to take some for later. Don't let anyone talk you into a dish that doesn't appeal to you. You're the only one who knows what you truly hunger for.
MSN Astrology
..uh huh. ok. hm...
but, before later on today, let's talk about yesterday.
i'm still up from yesterday. worked from about 9 a.m. to 10:30 p.m., with not much of a break. i did have like thirty minutes to pound left-over buffet food and smoke a cigarette.
i have two cars, and i took the bus. wtf is right.
it's really not that bad though. as long as i can make it before the last one of the night, it's all "g''. and i got pepper spray (and big guns), so no worries.
....
slept...a while. being clean and laying down in my bed hadn't felt that good in a while.
a big gust of wind just went through the house. for some reason that reminded me of when i first moved here. which, odd, was exctly four years ago a few days ago. august 4th or 5th i think.
still in the same house, still working at the same place, still in school.
it's all good.
click: carousel.
Wednesday, August 4, 2010
Tuesday, August 3, 2010
taking a break on tuesday.
Sagittarius - Aug. 4, 2010
Don't worry about not being on the right path, Sagittarius, because you are. You seem to always be in the right place at the right time. There's no need to feel regret or shame about things that have happened in the past. Turn negative experiences into lessons for a better future. Even though you may not be able to change a certain situation, you can at least change your reaction to it.
MSN Astrology
...again, exactly.
Don't worry about not being on the right path, Sagittarius, because you are. You seem to always be in the right place at the right time. There's no need to feel regret or shame about things that have happened in the past. Turn negative experiences into lessons for a better future. Even though you may not be able to change a certain situation, you can at least change your reaction to it.
MSN Astrology
...again, exactly.
Sunday, August 1, 2010
la la la la.
Sagittarius - Aug. 2, 2010
Much has happened recently, Sagittarius. Have you allowed enough time to process it? It's likely that big changes are brewing at home or work. Stay focused on the job at hand rather than fret about events over which you have no control. You may feel as if you're on a roller-coaster ride, but everything will settle down in a few days. Blink to adjust your eyes to the strange new light.
MSN Astrology
...exactly.
Much has happened recently, Sagittarius. Have you allowed enough time to process it? It's likely that big changes are brewing at home or work. Stay focused on the job at hand rather than fret about events over which you have no control. You may feel as if you're on a roller-coaster ride, but everything will settle down in a few days. Blink to adjust your eyes to the strange new light.
MSN Astrology
...exactly.
vindicated.
..i am selfish. i am wrong. i am right. i swear i'm right. i swear i knew it all along.
click: vindicated.
geez, it's august.
i know school starts sometime near the end of this month, but i don't know when, and i don't know my schedule, and i still gonna sign up for some more, but i don't know what.
obvious i don't really care right now?
the problem is, i should.
click: vindicated.
geez, it's august.
i know school starts sometime near the end of this month, but i don't know when, and i don't know my schedule, and i still gonna sign up for some more, but i don't know what.
obvious i don't really care right now?
the problem is, i should.
Friday, July 30, 2010
have a good one.
...good what?
life.
Sagittarius - July. 31, 2010
It's OK to be wrong, Sagittarius. If you know you've made a mistake, feel free to admit it. Don't let your ego stand in the way of progress. Others won't want to deal with you if you insist that what you're doing is right all the time when perhaps it isn't. Your mind may be a bit more fragile on a day like this, so try to be more sensitive and receptive than usual.
MSN Astrology.
...fagile today? hmm...only when i was going on about my tenth hour of work and a heard (from a distance) and saw him mouth "finally" when i brought the dessert to the table. hold your mofo-ing horses, buddy.
i'm just gonna stop there.
oh, and maybe while i was tying to have "seriously conversations" [over text] during work. wtf.
life.
Sagittarius - July. 31, 2010
It's OK to be wrong, Sagittarius. If you know you've made a mistake, feel free to admit it. Don't let your ego stand in the way of progress. Others won't want to deal with you if you insist that what you're doing is right all the time when perhaps it isn't. Your mind may be a bit more fragile on a day like this, so try to be more sensitive and receptive than usual.
MSN Astrology.
...fagile today? hmm...only when i was going on about my tenth hour of work and a heard (from a distance) and saw him mouth "finally" when i brought the dessert to the table. hold your mofo-ing horses, buddy.
i'm just gonna stop there.
oh, and maybe while i was tying to have "seriously conversations" [over text] during work. wtf.
funny things.
...that i didn't buy from savers.
???
???
just in case you collect belly-button lint...
pretty old school...but would i really use it? probably not.
...that i did buy from savers.
pillows for p.w.
Thursday, July 29, 2010
i fold.
...friends come and go.
family is far away.
at least my cat is locked in the house, and if she does happend to escape, i have her chipped.
Sagittarius - July. 30, 2010
Get things out in the open today, Sagittarius. If someone seems to insult you, call them on it. Letting things fester inside only destroys your self-esteem. You'd also be in danger of losing the respect of others. This could very well be a situation in which everyone but you sees the truth. Try not to let this happen. Be bold and assertive, and don't let others pull the wool over your eyes.
MSN Astrology
...
so...if i haven't stayed up to the wee hours of the morning, i usually wake up and least once and put on the t.v. and whateva until i fall asleep again. so during this time the only decent thing on amongst my changy 10ish channels is married with children and they've recently started playing saved by the bell.
love them both.
me and my sister used to watch saved by the bell all the time when we were little...
we seriously even had saved by the bell trading cards. i really wish i still them.
and the burger king lion king ones, too.
and the garbagepale kids.
but anyway, i was watching an episode of saved by the bell, and it just so happen that zach came across bayside h.s.'s old radio station... so everyone of the "gang" all took part on being some kind of radio personality. (a.c. slater really sucked btw.)
the point: zach said something that struck me. he was like some..."all the kids skipping school in palacades and ewa beach."
seriously, i heard that come out of his mouth, i think.
i even had the captions on...especially for times like these...but you know what really suckes about closed captioning? for some reason, they often skip over names and such. like... they just don't bother typing it out! why?! it's really irriating. and unfair to deaf people in my opinion.
so...saved by the bell...some kind of connection with hawaii? idk.
so, i saw on wikipedia that saved by the bell is based out of "fictional palisades, california". so, the writer or whoever must have used names from hawaii? maybe from here or something.
i'm gonna try and listen more for hawaii-related things in episodes.
the movie ghost is on tbs now.
....
so, the morning was good. angie and i hit a few thrift stores...i can honestly say i am thrift-stored out for the moment. did get some good finds. three of those old school statues i looove...but wasn't so stoked that one of them was freakin' seven bucks!! (of course, i bought it anyway.)
i was standing in line at savers behind a couple older ladies (aunties or gramas) who were with a little boy. he was walking around playing a toy electric guitar. he came over by me and said "i'm almost as tall as you. how old are you?"
i was like, "'i'm almost twenty-five," showing him with my fingers. (...i'm practically twenty-five). and asked him how old he was.
he said he was five...looked at me all confused and asked, "are you a kid?" ahaha...
i told him, no, i'm an adult, but i still think he was confused.
then he showed me how his feet were just about the same size as mine.
then he and the ladies left and he waved good-bye.
...guess i finally get what today's horoscope was getting at. definitely said what i had to say, sorry, if it ruined your day. but i felt insulted and couldn't let it fest anymore.
it won't anymore.
click: so sad to say.
i'm okay though.
family is far away.
at least my cat is locked in the house, and if she does happend to escape, i have her chipped.
Sagittarius - July. 30, 2010
Get things out in the open today, Sagittarius. If someone seems to insult you, call them on it. Letting things fester inside only destroys your self-esteem. You'd also be in danger of losing the respect of others. This could very well be a situation in which everyone but you sees the truth. Try not to let this happen. Be bold and assertive, and don't let others pull the wool over your eyes.
MSN Astrology
...
so...if i haven't stayed up to the wee hours of the morning, i usually wake up and least once and put on the t.v. and whateva until i fall asleep again. so during this time the only decent thing on amongst my changy 10ish channels is married with children and they've recently started playing saved by the bell.
love them both.
me and my sister used to watch saved by the bell all the time when we were little...
we seriously even had saved by the bell trading cards. i really wish i still them.
and the burger king lion king ones, too.
and the garbagepale kids.
but anyway, i was watching an episode of saved by the bell, and it just so happen that zach came across bayside h.s.'s old radio station... so everyone of the "gang" all took part on being some kind of radio personality. (a.c. slater really sucked btw.)
the point: zach said something that struck me. he was like some..."all the kids skipping school in palacades and ewa beach."
seriously, i heard that come out of his mouth, i think.
i even had the captions on...especially for times like these...but you know what really suckes about closed captioning? for some reason, they often skip over names and such. like... they just don't bother typing it out! why?! it's really irriating. and unfair to deaf people in my opinion.
so...saved by the bell...some kind of connection with hawaii? idk.
so, i saw on wikipedia that saved by the bell is based out of "fictional palisades, california". so, the writer or whoever must have used names from hawaii? maybe from here or something.
i'm gonna try and listen more for hawaii-related things in episodes.
the movie ghost is on tbs now.
....
so, the morning was good. angie and i hit a few thrift stores...i can honestly say i am thrift-stored out for the moment. did get some good finds. three of those old school statues i looove...but wasn't so stoked that one of them was freakin' seven bucks!! (of course, i bought it anyway.)
i was standing in line at savers behind a couple older ladies (aunties or gramas) who were with a little boy. he was walking around playing a toy electric guitar. he came over by me and said "i'm almost as tall as you. how old are you?"
i was like, "'i'm almost twenty-five," showing him with my fingers. (...i'm practically twenty-five). and asked him how old he was.
he said he was five...looked at me all confused and asked, "are you a kid?" ahaha...
i told him, no, i'm an adult, but i still think he was confused.
then he showed me how his feet were just about the same size as mine.
then he and the ladies left and he waved good-bye.
...guess i finally get what today's horoscope was getting at. definitely said what i had to say, sorry, if it ruined your day. but i felt insulted and couldn't let it fest anymore.
it won't anymore.
click: so sad to say.
i'm okay though.
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