it's all about me, me, me, me, me.

...forget about you, you, you, you, you.

i've been 25 for 1 hr 12 mins. i just realized chris carraba (the dashboard confessional poster) is still on the wall.

...

but not anymore.

so long, farewell. the ten years (plus), you served well.


>>>>>>>>>

"The Year Ahead"
December 2010 - December 2011

If You Were Born Today, December 1:
You are fiercely independent, but also very passionate, and thus relationships are important to you. Optimistic yet practical, you are success-oriented. You have a sixth sense that you rely upon quite heavily, as it allows you to see and understand more than the average person, and you trust your instincts. After all, they serve you well. Charismatic and attractive, you enter relationships rather easily, but often end up in a power struggle. This could be due to your own independent nature, and your attraction to equally as strong-minded people. You are more sensitive than you ever let on, largely due to your observant nature. Famous people born today: Woody Allen, Richard Pryor, Bette Midler, Sarah Silverman, Lou Rawls, Lee Trevino, Charlene Tilton.

Your Birthday Year Forecast:
The Sun in harmonious aspect to the Moon in your Solar Return chart is a pleasant aspect, suggesting that your domestic and career needs are not in competition with one another this year. Your inner needs tend to be mirrored by external events, and vice versa. You are likely to be on top of your game this year for the most part, and positive connections with others can be made fairly easily. A comfortable level of personal popularity helps keep conflict to a minimum. With the ability to handle your emotions successfully, there will be less stress on both your mind and body. Your self-confidence and positive attitude will reward you!

You may be involved in frequent lectures, debates, and discussions during the year. You can convey your ideas more powerfully and with more authority. You may be more actively involved with young people and relationships with them may be solidified. Your mind is working at top speed this year. This means you can get a whole lot done, but it also suggests that you may not be paying attention to important details. Your senses are stimulated, and you could have sudden flashes of insight or fresh new ideas. You may be a little scatter-brained at times, and you could find it challenging to deal with routine matters or monotonous tasks. Learning new things is your passion this year--not recycling old ideas or performing repetitive processes.

You can also quite effectively use words to heal or repair this year, and can be quite imaginative and creative in your communications and self-expression.

Energy fluctuates this year. If you aren't too rash or impulsive, you might be able to free yourself from restrictive circumstances. You could also have more courage than usual to do things that break the routine, and confrontations engaged in this year could clear the air and help you to move forward. You might often get frustrated if results of your actions are not instant, but it's best to cultivate some patience when it comes to realizing your goals. As well, if you are not getting the results you crave, consider that you might be aiming too high or too wide. You frequently act upon your intuition this year. Dancing, swimming, photography, arts, and entertainment are favored. If you are an artist, this could be an especially inspired, imaginative, and productive year. If you are involved in sales, you will be able to tune into your client's inner desires and motivations.

You are especially romantic this year, and you are likely to idealize and expand a relationship through sensitive interactions and a more giving approach. Benefits come through paying attention to your dreams and intuitions, as well as through creativity. Gentleness with others is the best way to harness this energy and to attract what you want into your life. There could be truly "magical" times on a romantic and social level. You'll have a chance to heal old wounds with regards to love this year. You're also bound to find new ways of making money.

Creatively speaking, this is an excellent year. You are very sharp and easily motivated this year, but you need to avoid a tendency towards impulsiveness, setting your sights too far and wide, and expecting too much too soon. Sincerity and an open, optimistic approach endears you to others. Love is especially romantic this year, and your feelings are idealistic.

...birthday horoscope.
wow.
sounds like me a lot, i feel.
need to learn to be more patient? definitely agree on that one.



..exactly.
i always catch the clock at this time.

..from j.rak :)

bullet-points of what i did today (on my birthday):

• wake-up birthday call from pops
• the usual
• look around room and decide where to begin
• finally tackle the mound of clothes to be hung and/or folded
• few friend calls
• pile a bunch of "to-do crafts" and fabric into boxes and then into the cloest
• water plants
• clean out car
• last minute online quiz (which of course i just winged, but lucky still did decent)
• browse music
• waste time trying to sign up for classes
• shower
• grocery store...all for one freakin' egg!  one of those things i really should have of went to the neighbor's for.  i mean, honestly, now mostly likely the carton is going to go to watste, unless of course i make twelve more dozen or so cookies.  and that is much more likely than me just cooking the eggs.  i just don't.  i like eggs.  but, i just don't.  probably because i'm lazy.  and that i forget they're there.  and that i rarely cook.  and that i'd rather eat other things.  so if you need to, or would like to, use an egg, or two, or eleven, lmk.
• make peanut butter-sugar-hershey kiss cookies for my auntie at work.
• talk to mi mama.
• hang with o.d. kush.
• go work
• register for classes (while at work)
• recieve a birthday song and delicious bread pudding from work. and got off early.
• a lovely evening with mi lovely ladies.
• and here i am.