fading friday. / climbing through driver's side door early saturday morning

i was feeling a little "under the weather" this morning so i texted in sick to work.
feeling a little guilty, but that's just what happened.
haven't done much of anything for the past three days except get food, go to savers (twice) and made it out to drink.
and heading out for a movie in a bit.

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i thought about how pathetic i must have seemed the past fews days (particularly the past twenty-four hours), as i prepared myself for the movie. knowing wearing make-up would only be a mistake i did anything else i could think of to "feel good" about the way i was looking. this, of course, called for my second favorite pair of jeans (the first are hardly suited for wearing out) and the hair to be did. i almost even un-retired my most favorite shirt, even just for the night, to have a comfortable friday evening bawling my eyes out at the movie theatre (with a female friend, for sure), but no, it stay retired at home and meow i have to settle for something else. but what?!
i don't want to settle for something else.

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"my sister's keeper"- loved it. and yes, it was a good thing i didn't wear any make-up to see the movie.
i love going to the movies. i mean, you can only see a movie for the first time ONCE! ...and it's never the same after that. it's nice to escape from your own life for a couple of hours and get fully engulfed by some strangers' life (and then cry and it feels good). sometimes, however, i do forget that it is a movie: it's fake. either way, it's nice.

got olive some more new toys (s p o i l e d) on p.p. and i's 1 a.m. wally-world run. she loooooves the laser light.