i should hit the sack.

...that's what he said?!


been up north a lot lately.  it's be real nice.
the neary full moon was b-e-a-u-t-i-f-u-l in the dark sky. 
me, music and the windy road.
[i don't usually take the windy road home because i prefer to take the "long" way; scenic route.]
i'm always a little bummed when i started approaching home because i just like driving.



the other day after work i went to longs.  i was in my blue smurf/nanny from the brady bunch dress [a.k.a. work dress] with a swearter and panty hose and the whole sha-bang bang and some radom dude was like: "excuse me, i  think you're absolutely beautiful." 
i said thank you, kind of laughing (which that is one thing i've learned to do as i've gotten older- just take a f'in compliment.  you know, versus being like "omg, no i'm not, blah blah blah...").
so anyway, sure, it was flattering, makes you feel nice, ya know?
but at the same time, it's like, a complete stranger thinks i'm beautiful [on the outside]-whooptyfuckin'do. but then there's people i'm really close to, specifically one person i was really close to, a person who knows me on the inside me, and i feel like they don't see the inside part of me as beautiful. 
i feel like i've been pretty ugly to people who know me well, especially this past year-and that's not who i want to be.

of course, that's not who i have to be if that's not to who i want be, duuuuuh.

spreading happiness is much easier when you're happy yourself, so it's a good thing my happiness level has been risising.

but i havce to start work in t-minus 5.5 hours [which will be 6:30 a.m.] so i should probably call it a night.


tomorrow, tomorrow, i'll love ya, tomorow, you're only a day......no, you're already here. 
goodnight.


Wednesday, June 15, 2011 Sagittarius -

You should be in a good mood, Sagittarius, although you might have a hard time fully expressing yourself. Perhaps you feel like there is someone keeping an eye on your every move. You may feel like a kid in class being watched by the teacher. Don't be intimidated by those with a self-righteous air. You have just as much right to speak your mind as anyone else.          

MSN Astrology

...allllllriiiiiiightytheeeeeeeeen.