the question is...

what have i been doing with myself?

you ask me.
i ask myself.

amongst many of the things,
one: hanging with o.d.

it's almost a week since the new year has started and writing (expression, documentation, thoughts) just hasn't been a priority.
sad.

it's wednesday night. ok, exactly 12 a.m., thursday, as i check the clock and i've spent my evening removing my acrylic nails (yes, i, me, sweetd, have been wearing fake nails) whiling having mutual therapy sessions with kam before she left for work and cleaning, cleaning, cleaning. for some reason, cleaning is therapeutic to me. perhaps being gratified by a sense of accomplishment? whatever it is, it is.
had to organize for the new carpet (in the living room, pervs) and it was just needed.
i even cleaned all the fuzzies and dusts off the fans.
found a nintendo 64 and a super nintendo which had been forgotten.


is it warm in here? ...or is it just my stomach?
solo sessions of warm crown and sanpincha chasher.
(not exactly my top choice, but it's handy)

i've made too many new years resolutions, most of which i probably won't keep. but here it goes anyway:
-get a new job or stop bitching about the one i got (and definitely looking...not even two hours on my first day back to work after vacation and i HATE it)
-bye-bye potty mouth (being known as the "f-bomb queen" isn't really what i want to be remembered for)
-read the news everyday (knowing what is going on in the world is quite important)
-read more in general
-exercise (duh.) buuuut, not going to the gym; i never do. just hike, beach, and whateva.
-appriciate what have (if we friends, we friends)
-be a good influence on others
-have self-control
-help others/volunteer
-finish friggin what have of cups for the cup book (especially before buying anymore cups)
-pay off bills (as much as possible)
-(goes hand-in-hand with above) no waste money
-(same as above) stop buying un-needed stuff at savers, no matter how cool it is
-cook (need to practice for future, eat healthier, save money)
-(along with above) organize recipies
-visit family in the summer (once a year is not enough)

saw good 'ol c.c. today- never shabby.