had a dream i got a really bad sunburn this morning. the past few days have been like the only days thats been cloudy most of the summer.
i also dreamt that the bug's stearing went out and quickly steared me into the forest, but i knew i was dreaming and didn't want to be scared so i made myself wake up.
while c.spain was here i realized that the once a year she's actually in town is the only time i ever really hang out with any other haole girls haha. it's always nice when she rolls through because we've known each other since we were in middle school and we just sort of "get" each other. we always have a lot to talk about...and yah, maybe some shit talking, too. we went to savers so she could finally see what the big deal was, and she did.
i've been doing a lot of planning. mostly for school. but i feel like i have to if i actually want to try and finish in the next couple of years since i tend to stray if i'm feeling not ready, stressed, ect.
once school starts i'm gonna be back to grandma d. seriously, work - school, school - work. and i know i have time to fit the gym in there, i just have to do it.
Friday, July 24, 2009
Thursday, July 23, 2009
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
woah wednesday.
drove up to tantis this morning at about 2 a.m. it was nice.
and threw up this morning, eww.
decided it's going to work out with the parking attendant job at this time. perhaps in the future.
Sagittarius - July 22, 2009
Some days it's better to be on vacation! That's what you're liable to think today. All your projects are mired in quicksand, and you feel like you're spinning your wheels. But even if things are momentarily stuck, don't lose faith. Your inner self is gaining stability; when the time is ripe it will be strong and reliable...
MSN Astrology
...chee hee, yes, on vacation since i'm off for the next three days and cruising with an old friend who is in town.
and yes, stability would be nice, i'm working up to it, i think, i hope.
and threw up this morning, eww.
decided it's going to work out with the parking attendant job at this time. perhaps in the future.
Sagittarius - July 22, 2009
Some days it's better to be on vacation! That's what you're liable to think today. All your projects are mired in quicksand, and you feel like you're spinning your wheels. But even if things are momentarily stuck, don't lose faith. Your inner self is gaining stability; when the time is ripe it will be strong and reliable...
MSN Astrology
...chee hee, yes, on vacation since i'm off for the next three days and cruising with an old friend who is in town.
and yes, stability would be nice, i'm working up to it, i think, i hope.
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
Monday, July 20, 2009
just another monday.
ran errands all morning. cleaned the house. didn't go to a friend's b-day bbq...how ruuude.
Sagittarius - July 20, 2009
Matters of love and romance should be going well, but try not to overdo it, dear Sagittarius. Be careful of getting so caught up in the fantasy aspect of romance that you fail to take care of the details. Today is a good time to work on the groundwork and getting the foundation in a solid position before you start building. If you have already started building, then maybe you need to stand back and consider areas in which an extra couple of large support beams may be necessary.
MSN Astrology
...ha, hum..
>>>>>>>>>>>>>
not much to say about the rest of the day. worked.
Sagittarius - July 20, 2009
Matters of love and romance should be going well, but try not to overdo it, dear Sagittarius. Be careful of getting so caught up in the fantasy aspect of romance that you fail to take care of the details. Today is a good time to work on the groundwork and getting the foundation in a solid position before you start building. If you have already started building, then maybe you need to stand back and consider areas in which an extra couple of large support beams may be necessary.
MSN Astrology
...ha, hum..
>>>>>>>>>>>>>
not much to say about the rest of the day. worked.
rob.
my little bro is turning...fourteen (i think) today. i miss that little guy who's wayyy taller than i! he's probably one of the coolest fourteen-year-olds around (but only because he has two amazing older sisters ;) ).
when my parents first sat my sister and i down to tell us the about my suprise brother on the way we actually thought: "we're going to disney world! we're going to disney world!" ...but it was actually that my mom was having a baby.
we were happy though. excited, of course. i think i was eight and my sister was around ten.
anyways, we got another "talk" so this time we're like: "what twins?!" and my parents so "no, we're going to disney world!" :)
i remember it being very surreal the morning i woke up and both my parents were gone. my aunt kat told me my mom went into labor but i couldn't really believe it. and then i got to go to hospital and see my mom all drugged up (she had a c-section) and meet my new little brobther, robert.
he was litterally starving for almost the whole first month of his life and almost died when the doctors finally realized he needed surgery. he threw up everytime he ate and my mom took him to the doctor over and over and they always said "change formula". she was fed up one day and took him to a different doctor and they said he needed surgery immediately or he might die. my dad had been out hunting, not knowing what was going on. my mom sent my sister and i to the neighbor's house. and rob had surgery, and then was actually able to eat food and got healthy.
it's weird now his name eventually just got shorted to rob. at first we called him "robert". and then sometimes "roberto". and his japanese teachers called him "robato". and only my dad sometimes called him "robbie". eventually i realized everyone was just started calling him rob.
me and my sister picked on rob quite a bit when he was little and when i think about it now it makes me feel bad. this also made him turn into a braaaat. i seriously think my brother did not like me for a while when we were younger since i was mean to him. as we grew up of course we began missing each other since i was always one place or another.
rob, linda (my sister, whom i will be discussing next monday) and i are all pretty close.
facts about rob:
-has been dating the same girl for a while (and he's only fourteen)
-plays hokey
-always has long bangs that hang in his face and everyone and their mom tells him to cut them, but he won't.
-scarily good at guitar hero (has won competitions) and plays some guitar
-likes paintball a lot
-somehow gets away with getting bad grades (which #1: i would never have been allowed to get away with and #2: my mom is a teacher! geeez!)
he is definitely the "baby" of the family.
one of funnest times together me and my brother had was once when i talked my parents into letting me take rob on a three-and-a-half-hour road trip to minneapolis around 8 p.m. at night, when my brother had school the next day.
i had been visiting my family so we all went to watch one of rob's track meets at school. of course, he ended up realizing he forgot something after we got home: his cell phone.
i drove him back to look for it. we were unsucessful. the drive was fun though (of course, i love driving) and we were having fun cruising so i just thought it would be a good idea to take him to an amusement park called "valley fair" because he said he had never been on a roller coaster! i was shocked! thirteen years old and never been on a rollercoaster?! i looooove rollercoasters! i felt sad that he never expeienced one, so of course, i wanted to take him. what if he went there with his g.f. one day and got all freaked out or something!? something had to be done.
anyways, i told rob, "when we get home, let me do all the talking."
strait away my parents said, "NO!," but after a little smooth talking thirty minutes later we were on our way to minneapolis. we had no where to really go when we got there, i just decided i'd get us a hotel for the night so we could get to the park first thing in the morning.
and we did. and it was so much fun!! and we went on a lot of rollercoasters and we even did the old-fashioned pictures.
and we drove home the next afternoon pooped.
rob and i would listen to yellowcard together: only one.
and definitely some of this: click: a walk through hell.
my mom with a "pixie" hair-cut my grandma always made her have as a kid.hahah.
my bro, i'm guessing like three years old.
when my parents first sat my sister and i down to tell us the about my suprise brother on the way we actually thought: "we're going to disney world! we're going to disney world!" ...but it was actually that my mom was having a baby.
we were happy though. excited, of course. i think i was eight and my sister was around ten.
anyways, we got another "talk" so this time we're like: "what twins?!" and my parents so "no, we're going to disney world!" :)
i remember it being very surreal the morning i woke up and both my parents were gone. my aunt kat told me my mom went into labor but i couldn't really believe it. and then i got to go to hospital and see my mom all drugged up (she had a c-section) and meet my new little brobther, robert.
he was litterally starving for almost the whole first month of his life and almost died when the doctors finally realized he needed surgery. he threw up everytime he ate and my mom took him to the doctor over and over and they always said "change formula". she was fed up one day and took him to a different doctor and they said he needed surgery immediately or he might die. my dad had been out hunting, not knowing what was going on. my mom sent my sister and i to the neighbor's house. and rob had surgery, and then was actually able to eat food and got healthy.
it's weird now his name eventually just got shorted to rob. at first we called him "robert". and then sometimes "roberto". and his japanese teachers called him "robato". and only my dad sometimes called him "robbie". eventually i realized everyone was just started calling him rob.
me and my sister picked on rob quite a bit when he was little and when i think about it now it makes me feel bad. this also made him turn into a braaaat. i seriously think my brother did not like me for a while when we were younger since i was mean to him. as we grew up of course we began missing each other since i was always one place or another.
rob, linda (my sister, whom i will be discussing next monday) and i are all pretty close.
facts about rob:
-has been dating the same girl for a while (and he's only fourteen)
-plays hokey
-always has long bangs that hang in his face and everyone and their mom tells him to cut them, but he won't.
-scarily good at guitar hero (has won competitions) and plays some guitar
-likes paintball a lot
-somehow gets away with getting bad grades (which #1: i would never have been allowed to get away with and #2: my mom is a teacher! geeez!)
he is definitely the "baby" of the family.
one of funnest times together me and my brother had was once when i talked my parents into letting me take rob on a three-and-a-half-hour road trip to minneapolis around 8 p.m. at night, when my brother had school the next day.
i had been visiting my family so we all went to watch one of rob's track meets at school. of course, he ended up realizing he forgot something after we got home: his cell phone.
i drove him back to look for it. we were unsucessful. the drive was fun though (of course, i love driving) and we were having fun cruising so i just thought it would be a good idea to take him to an amusement park called "valley fair" because he said he had never been on a roller coaster! i was shocked! thirteen years old and never been on a rollercoaster?! i looooove rollercoasters! i felt sad that he never expeienced one, so of course, i wanted to take him. what if he went there with his g.f. one day and got all freaked out or something!? something had to be done.
anyways, i told rob, "when we get home, let me do all the talking."
strait away my parents said, "NO!," but after a little smooth talking thirty minutes later we were on our way to minneapolis. we had no where to really go when we got there, i just decided i'd get us a hotel for the night so we could get to the park first thing in the morning.
and we did. and it was so much fun!! and we went on a lot of rollercoasters and we even did the old-fashioned pictures.
and we drove home the next afternoon pooped.
rob and i would listen to yellowcard together: only one.
and definitely some of this: click: a walk through hell.
my mom with a "pixie" hair-cut my grandma always made her have as a kid.hahah.
my bro, i'm guessing like three years old.
Sunday, July 19, 2009
sunday.
sunday morning driving is nice: not many cars on the road, it's beautiful. needed to check on olive and then decided to get back in the car and drive somewhere.
...
well, i left home and drove the long way to n.shore, took h3 back to kailua, met a friend and then headed home.
needed to see some beauty, and i did.
now, only, if only, i never had to go back to work. but no, i have to go later this afternoon. nap and work.
...
as far as work goes, coulda been worse, coulda been better. still just hating it at the moment because i'm sick of serving people, seeing stupid couples and just having to deal with people in general. i would much rathe sit in a parking booth.
click: i hate everyone.
...
well, i left home and drove the long way to n.shore, took h3 back to kailua, met a friend and then headed home.
needed to see some beauty, and i did.
now, only, if only, i never had to go back to work. but no, i have to go later this afternoon. nap and work.
...
as far as work goes, coulda been worse, coulda been better. still just hating it at the moment because i'm sick of serving people, seeing stupid couples and just having to deal with people in general. i would much rathe sit in a parking booth.
click: i hate everyone.
Thursday, July 16, 2009
on and on.
woke up early, ran earrands at uh...turned in another application, and all before noon. chee hee. and off the rest of the day.
Sagittarius - July 16, 2009
Whatever goals you've been trying to reach may finally become a reality today, dear Sagittarius. Finalizing everything could involve a lot of running around in the car and meeting with other people, but you're likely to feel exhilarated all the same. Powerful people could prove to be of valuable assistance to you. As a result, matters should be going very well right now. Make the most of it!
MSN Astrology
...me, the bug, people, errands: exactly.
click: what's up.
click: times like these.
the question: to minor in japanese or not to minor in japanese?
this is scary because i haven't taken japanese in forever and it's really hard and i forgot a lot. but i'd only need to take more semesters of japanese and a couple other courses having to do with japanese culture.
or i could:
fill in the other credits needed with more journalism/communications kine classes.
wakaran...
either way, trying to figure out my schedule only leads to the conclusion that there are not enough days in the week. i'm gonna have to work my ass off, and i'm going to have to like it. and staying busy will be good, hopefully.
Sagittarius - July 16, 2009
Whatever goals you've been trying to reach may finally become a reality today, dear Sagittarius. Finalizing everything could involve a lot of running around in the car and meeting with other people, but you're likely to feel exhilarated all the same. Powerful people could prove to be of valuable assistance to you. As a result, matters should be going very well right now. Make the most of it!
MSN Astrology
...me, the bug, people, errands: exactly.
click: what's up.
click: times like these.
the question: to minor in japanese or not to minor in japanese?
this is scary because i haven't taken japanese in forever and it's really hard and i forgot a lot. but i'd only need to take more semesters of japanese and a couple other courses having to do with japanese culture.
or i could:
fill in the other credits needed with more journalism/communications kine classes.
wakaran...
either way, trying to figure out my schedule only leads to the conclusion that there are not enough days in the week. i'm gonna have to work my ass off, and i'm going to have to like it. and staying busy will be good, hopefully.
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
I <3 postcards...(VI)
chicago, from: mom, bro, sister and bro-in-law
newport beach, from: lala
domoarigatou!
newport beach, from: lala
domoarigatou!
wandering, wondering wednesday.
once again, high-light of my day besides being off work and cruisin with j.rak at the beach: crusin' the el camino. seriously, i want it. definitely can't afford it...and the bug?? do i dare think about getting rid of the bug?? hasn't done me any good in the woodblock-tallymark department, haha, although i havn't been trying... the el camino is pimp. (that's not the reason though!) trying out different cars is fun, and i alwayyyyys wanted one.
my boss is selling the el camino, anyway. i most likely won't get it, but it can stay on my mind for now.
and, please, bug, if you read this, don't be bitter at me. :/
and the bug really does have a name ("blue thunder II"), but i always just say "the bug".
turned in an application to one parking attendant place and picked up an application for another. i have also been thinking checking out a campus job perhaps. i mean, if i'm already on campus it could be convinient.
i'm waiting to get my acceptance letter in the mail, btw. hoping it says "accepted" at least.
just trying to get my damned life in order.
click: another lonely day.
my boss is selling the el camino, anyway. i most likely won't get it, but it can stay on my mind for now.
and, please, bug, if you read this, don't be bitter at me. :/
and the bug really does have a name ("blue thunder II"), but i always just say "the bug".
turned in an application to one parking attendant place and picked up an application for another. i have also been thinking checking out a campus job perhaps. i mean, if i'm already on campus it could be convinient.
i'm waiting to get my acceptance letter in the mail, btw. hoping it says "accepted" at least.
just trying to get my damned life in order.
click: another lonely day.
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
el camino driving on tuesday morning.
...was the shiiiiit. big pimpin'...i want one.
things never work out the way you think they will. never. i mean, you can come up with like five hundred different scenarios about the way something will go, and then it will turn out differently.
i guess i should just stop imagining the future and actual good events, otherwise they won't come true.
i'm really going to miss j.rak when she heads back down to the o.c.
she's a good friend. she stabs me in the front, for sure.
click: everybody knows.
click: you and i. (kawaii yo.)
Sagittarius - July 14, 2009
Most of the time it is good to have strong opinions and be independent and willful in your approach, dear Sagittarius. But there are other instances when this attitude may turn people away, when really you are hoping to draw them closer in. There is a stubborn, yet sensitive attitude prevailing in your world of love and romance that may be difficult for you to deal with. Perhaps you are taking a more mental approach to things, while your loved one is taking a more emotional one.
MSN Astrology
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
work was work. made okay money. just had a hard time keeping a smile on my face.
got off decently early only to go home and be alone.
click: walk away. (long intro, but worth it! or just skip to 1:45)
things never work out the way you think they will. never. i mean, you can come up with like five hundred different scenarios about the way something will go, and then it will turn out differently.
i guess i should just stop imagining the future and actual good events, otherwise they won't come true.
i'm really going to miss j.rak when she heads back down to the o.c.
she's a good friend. she stabs me in the front, for sure.
click: everybody knows.
click: you and i. (kawaii yo.)
Sagittarius - July 14, 2009
Most of the time it is good to have strong opinions and be independent and willful in your approach, dear Sagittarius. But there are other instances when this attitude may turn people away, when really you are hoping to draw them closer in. There is a stubborn, yet sensitive attitude prevailing in your world of love and romance that may be difficult for you to deal with. Perhaps you are taking a more mental approach to things, while your loved one is taking a more emotional one.
MSN Astrology
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
work was work. made okay money. just had a hard time keeping a smile on my face.
got off decently early only to go home and be alone.
click: walk away. (long intro, but worth it! or just skip to 1:45)
Monday, July 13, 2009
back to life, back to reality...
the beach house was amazing...and now it's back to life. ahhh phoooey.
Sagittarius - July 13, 2009
Here is a day that might be a little rough for you, dear Sagittarius. It's as if reality were waiting to trip you up. Nothing about you is realistic. So if you're still a bit of a child, or irresponsible, today may be rather hard on you. It's nothing serious, so don't worry. However, if you feel as though your back is to the wall, don't react. Try to calmly accept what is happening to you...
MSN Astrology
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spent most of the day outdoors with friends, besides having to go to work. (which was dead, btw, and i didn't make any money) maybe it had to do with the fact i was a little grouchy, too, since i didn't have time for a nap.
seriously, it's time to turn in an application for the parking attendant job. i'm going tomorrow, i swear it.
Sagittarius - July 13, 2009
Here is a day that might be a little rough for you, dear Sagittarius. It's as if reality were waiting to trip you up. Nothing about you is realistic. So if you're still a bit of a child, or irresponsible, today may be rather hard on you. It's nothing serious, so don't worry. However, if you feel as though your back is to the wall, don't react. Try to calmly accept what is happening to you...
MSN Astrology
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
spent most of the day outdoors with friends, besides having to go to work. (which was dead, btw, and i didn't make any money) maybe it had to do with the fact i was a little grouchy, too, since i didn't have time for a nap.
seriously, it's time to turn in an application for the parking attendant job. i'm going tomorrow, i swear it.
Thursday, July 9, 2009
my youtube debut.
just found out a couple days ago that j.rak and i have our own video posted up on youtube...
eh, we were bored at work and being a little we-todd-did.
click: bum fights.
eh, we were bored at work and being a little we-todd-did.
click: bum fights.
picking up chicks..
my girl, colleen, whom i'm knew from okinawa, now living in l.a. has some advice if you're looking to pick up chicks.
check out her videos on youtube!
even if you're not looking to pick up chicks she's hot and has an accent anyway.
click: picking up chicks.
click: hitting up her friends.
chee hee. she's your pivot.
check out her videos on youtube!
even if you're not looking to pick up chicks she's hot and has an accent anyway.
click: picking up chicks.
click: hitting up her friends.
chee hee. she's your pivot.
Wednesday, July 8, 2009
j-rak's b-day :) / turrrsday.
happy busssssday. cause you gonna get alll bussssssss.
j-rak and i both like this one.
click: gravity.
j-rak and i both like this one.
click: gravity.
still weak on wednesday.
hum de dum.
honestly, still somewhat sick. well enough to work...but i don't have much of a voice and i hawk luggies like it's cool. gotta do what chu gotta do.
it's been nice having j.rak back :) only a couple more days and then it's relaxtion at the beach house. woo woo.
got a new nickname to add to the list: keahune (my hawaiian name) means "white little person". hahahah
funny quote from p.p.'s boss...well, he changed the lyrics to a song and it's now: "it's must have been love...but i'm sober now..." eh, it was funny at the time. hahaha
click: my rollercoaster. i like this song. (obviously)
honestly, still somewhat sick. well enough to work...but i don't have much of a voice and i hawk luggies like it's cool. gotta do what chu gotta do.
it's been nice having j.rak back :) only a couple more days and then it's relaxtion at the beach house. woo woo.
got a new nickname to add to the list: keahune (my hawaiian name) means "white little person". hahahah
funny quote from p.p.'s boss...well, he changed the lyrics to a song and it's now: "it's must have been love...but i'm sober now..." eh, it was funny at the time. hahaha
click: my rollercoaster. i like this song. (obviously)
Monday, July 6, 2009
mending on monday.
i was planning on hitting up the doctor today, but i've actually started feeling better...so instead i'll just actually be going to work.
still haven't eaten anything...nothing sounds good, not even a grilled chicken fajita wrap from salad creations. hum...
click: shiksa.
still haven't eaten anything...nothing sounds good, not even a grilled chicken fajita wrap from salad creations. hum...
click: shiksa.
Sunday, July 5, 2009
sick as a dog / shit happens sunday.
cold sweats, goosebumps, pounding head, coughing, runny nose = no fun.
called in sick for work tonight since i'm definitely not feeling any better.
consequences:
1. no money
2. could loose medical for not making hours
well, i guess if i do lose the medical, more of a reason to find another job since i'm always complaining about the one i have.
we'll see what happens.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
so i was feeling a little better in the afternoon when j.rak hit me up...i hadn't seen her since she got back since i was sick and thought maybe getting out of the house would help...WRONGO!
i ended up picking her up and then we cruised to n.shore where i: #1. felt like shit #2. was puking on the beach at pipeline. #3. did actually get a bathing suit...it's always nice trying them on after being sick and not eating for a few days.
and then on the drive home, in the same spot as my tires tread came off before (in the tunnel after the airport), my back right tire went flat. wtf.
i didn't have a tire iron or jack...so i had to call a tow guy. so while i waited 45 mins for him to get there, i was pulled over at the end of the tunnel, puking.
twas shittty.
it was the longest drive home, ever. my back was even aching...all i wanted was some water. of course i hadn't refilled any of the ice cube trays at home, and the bag of ice i had somehow got melted together (well, i probably left the freezer door open slightly or something) so the first thing i did when i got home was drop all my shit in the front entrance, grabbed a wrench because i couldn't find a hammer, and started taking out all my frustrations on the bag of ice...and in turn, getting some ice for water.
twas good.
in a nutshell: i think i had bad juju for calling in sick (which i really was!) but then going to the beach.
called in sick for work tonight since i'm definitely not feeling any better.
consequences:
1. no money
2. could loose medical for not making hours
well, i guess if i do lose the medical, more of a reason to find another job since i'm always complaining about the one i have.
we'll see what happens.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
so i was feeling a little better in the afternoon when j.rak hit me up...i hadn't seen her since she got back since i was sick and thought maybe getting out of the house would help...WRONGO!
i ended up picking her up and then we cruised to n.shore where i: #1. felt like shit #2. was puking on the beach at pipeline. #3. did actually get a bathing suit...it's always nice trying them on after being sick and not eating for a few days.
and then on the drive home, in the same spot as my tires tread came off before (in the tunnel after the airport), my back right tire went flat. wtf.
i didn't have a tire iron or jack...so i had to call a tow guy. so while i waited 45 mins for him to get there, i was pulled over at the end of the tunnel, puking.
twas shittty.
it was the longest drive home, ever. my back was even aching...all i wanted was some water. of course i hadn't refilled any of the ice cube trays at home, and the bag of ice i had somehow got melted together (well, i probably left the freezer door open slightly or something) so the first thing i did when i got home was drop all my shit in the front entrance, grabbed a wrench because i couldn't find a hammer, and started taking out all my frustrations on the bag of ice...and in turn, getting some ice for water.
twas good.
in a nutshell: i think i had bad juju for calling in sick (which i really was!) but then going to the beach.
Friday, July 3, 2009
sickly saturday.
i haven't been doing anything much the past few days...and now i am sick.
it sucks.
have to work tonight (happy fourth of july, btw), but i don't have to close, cheee heee.
and j.rak is back, again!
just the medecine i need.
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went to work and got sent home after about 30 seconds of being there. guess i looked like hell because i sure felt (feel) like it.
didn't watch fireworks again this year...
finally, an original version of the song.
click: miss me.
well, do you?
it sucks.
have to work tonight (happy fourth of july, btw), but i don't have to close, cheee heee.
and j.rak is back, again!
just the medecine i need.
>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
went to work and got sent home after about 30 seconds of being there. guess i looked like hell because i sure felt (feel) like it.
didn't watch fireworks again this year...
finally, an original version of the song.
click: miss me.
well, do you?
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