love is a drug.

People may be somewhat selfish and self-centered today, but this doesn't mean that you need to be too, dear Sagittarius. Remind others of the importance of the collective, and that we all need to pitch in and do our part to be happy. You have the ability to offer a great deal of balance to the situation, and you should definitely put this to the test. Do what you can to make the scales tip back to center.

MSN Astrology

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so this room make-over turned into a revamp of the whole house. fixed up one of the extra rooms decently. probably my favorit thing about it (besides the mexican blanket) is the drawer in the desk that has random gadjets and toys to play with.

found some cool things in the closet...a coin collection, some pictures that i used the frames of and some other goodies.

going to turn the downstairs bathroom into the "elephant bathroom". so far two large elephants pics and four random elephants for it. i need a small one to hang on the door.



so tareeek came over to cruise and do some more laundry. today i overheard him telling his friend on the phone he still does laundry over here even though his washing machine is now fixed. i don't mind though, like he said, he enjoys the coversation, as do i.
so some old fling of his called him up while he was over for what he thinks is a "booty call". after getting lost all over hawaii kai i finally dropped him off. for all that driving, i hope he does get some. i didn't really mind the driving though because i was driving the el camino, and i'm going to be giving it back soon :( . however, the bug does seem to be not leaking oil anymore :) .


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ah, home at last; today was quite a jouney. i was big pimpin' on the last drive to work with the el camino. had to leave it there with it's righful owner...and take the bus home. so i left work about 10:30 p.m., walked to fairly sketch busstop about fifteen mintues away. at first sat down to a homeless lady i had seen around that area before. at that time she had been wiggin' out over nothing; but she seemed calm so i just sat down on the opposite end of the bench. she eventully left and a chinese man came. he was very friendly and we chatted a lot. somehow me and him know two of the same people (through restraunt work, but still, kind of nuts).
didn't get home until 12:15 a.m. wow, i couldn't not do that everyday.


had a lot of time to think about things on the bus.
although i know there's a million fish in the sea, it's always hard for me to actually believe it and just let shit go. of course i can never imagine the great person that is going to come along someday (just as i couldn't have of imagined o.d. walking through chris' front door and into my life)...but i know it will happen, and i will be happy and i will be fine. the letting go part is just never easy. but it is time (for real, this time).

besides, as my mom would always says: why would you want to be with anyone that doesn't want to be with you?

"he's just not that into you"...just as the dvd laying on your coffee tables reads.



i almost forgot to mention that i saw dog the bounty hunter drive by me today while i was getting gas.