i was too lazy, out of my head, and tired to write anything yesterday. i mean, all in all, it was a good day. work was fun as usual, saw SB for only a few seconds, but he did say hi and ask about my trip.
the rest of the day was filled with more it's always sunny in philadelphia and friends. it was fun...just...i want to feel better. i feel kind of loser-ish at the moment.

this morning was a new day.

i was glad to get my mail and bills somewhat in order after being gone for so long. i have a lot to pay off, but it shouldn't be too hard. i just need to have a positive attitude about going to work as much as i don't want to go sometimes. if i hate it that bad i can just find a new job, it's just that this job makes pretty decent cash.

i thought about the whole maybe not going to school this term...maybe it will be okay if i don't. that will give me more time to volunteer. at least at a school or two to see how much i'm diggin' being in and around the classroom. there's also the library, and the homeless shelter.

although i was fairly productive this morning i still had a weird feeling in my head. i think i was still a little tired, but also like i wanted to cry. it could almost be that time of the month...i don't know. i was doing a lot of thinking about my family and how i miss them already.

i watched 'the terminal' and that made me miss japan, too.

i want another vacation...to okinawa...

jesus, i just need a job where i can travel around.

Sagittarius - January 3, 2009You might find that others are adopting a bit of a me-first attitude that doesn't quite sit right with you, dear Sagittarius. You may need to knock on their door, wake them up, and say, "Hey, what about everybody else?" Try not to whine as you deliver this message. A desperate-sounding attitude will get you nowhere. Be friendly and jovial in your approach, and the world will be at your feet.

...i'm not quite sure what this could be about. maybe with work? maybe with home and the cleaning up around the house? maybe about me whinning about missing craig?

i'm gonna listen to "every man has a molly" now.

ps. i need to get rid of my damned truck. i need the money and to get it off the street.